Dear Journal.
Wow it's been a long time since I've done an entry. Well it is 2008. Nothing different. Well not really. I am still alone like always except I have my mother. She is always with me. I don't really mind. Maybe this year I will find someone for me. It is really irritating that it is the year of the Rat now. ..I hate rats. I can't help sighing while writing this. I just feel that the last year went so fast. I now 19 year of age and 6'0" . I am super tall and I can't believe how much I have grown. You know I have been thinking about Aurora lately. Though he was wanting to be roommates he had not said anything to me lately about it. Urrg. I just wish that he hadn't become what he is. Last time he was thin, weak, and fragile.
Well as of lately I feel like I have been having a battle between my human self and the cat. There have been days were I have lost myself. I don't remember what happened. I think the cat is trying to get out. I am worried I might harm mother if that happens. I feel that I am always going to be alone and not find someone just for me.
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