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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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 Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:07 pm
Tinania blinks as she struggles to not move the car thanks to the kiss. Pulling back she looks up at Surion slightly in shock "Are you trying to get us both killed?" her cheeks were hot, as the blush rose to her skin.
Damn him, she was close to just leaving before he kissed her.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:21 pm
"Killed no, but... I cant just let you drive away, not without you knowing that by Visha... I'll be damned if you don't know that that you cannot give your heart to two people, and I know you gave me yours a very long time ago, just as you hold mine. Nothing about that will ever change... I've always accepted everything about you, all the familiars you've had, all the friends, everything, it was my pleasure ... I don't know why you might think I wouldnt accept yet another addition to that crowd, no matter how they are related to you" he was holding the car door
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:30 pm
Tinania looks away from Surion before she shakes her head "It won't work, Lucas,he my lover. Just as I am his, and I don't think he the type to share.." looking up at Surion, she looks back to his lips before looking away again "Please Surion..." she was trembling, and her voice was a whisper.
"Seiji is his adopted son also, and I don't see him willing to give that up..."
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:37 pm
"Your lover, but is he your beloved, do you love him, can you honestly say that you have given your heart to him fully and unquestioningly. Tell me that Nani... don't lie, please... tell me an honest answer. There is a huge difference between those two things..." He stares at her trying to see into her eyes as much as possible, everything he remembered of their relationship had told him he had never been one to share either.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:47 pm
Tinania looks away, her wings fluttering as she looks down at the wheel again. Shaking her head, she licks her bottom lip "I need to go Surion, please..." she couldn't answer him, and she refused to allow him to know the answer. Sadly she wasn't even sure herself, before she did love Lucas. Now she was confused as ever, how could she love two people?
It wasn't right and she knew it.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:52 pm
He stood upright "I don't understand why you can't answer that... You know your heart better then anyone.. just as I know mine.... And I know you have mine, unquestioningly, completely, and without any restriction." he tells her just loud enough that she could hear him over the engine, he let his hand drop from the door.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 6:59 pm
Tinania sits there for a moment, before she turns off the engine "I'm torn, you happy. I am torn right in half. I love Lucas, but I love you also. But I can't have the both of you. Even you know this as well as I do." smacking her hand against the wheel a few times, she leans her head back "You think if I already knew what my heart wanted, I wouldn't have acted on it? Damnnit Surion, its not suppose to be like this!"
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:07 pm
"No, I'm not happy, but at least you are being honest with me, and thats what I wanted." He pauses and watches her "Nani, you are right it's not, I wasn't supposed to vanish on you, I wasn't supposed to lose my memories, I wasn't even supposed to be gone longer then the time it took you to get off from work the day after you saw me before I disappeared... Hell we were supposed to be married a year ago... So you are completely correct it isn't supposed to be this way, life wasn't supposed to be unfair to either of us and it has been." nothing about his voice was anything but just scared of what his future now held, not harsh in any way.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:19 pm
Tinania kept quiet for a moment, before her eyes widen at his word of marriage. His people, the song that night. Looking towards Surion, she bites down hard on her life as she bites back a swear. It would mean in his peoples eyes she was still married to him "Surion...I need you to just let me go...please...Forget that I was ever here. Go back to your new home.."
Please, in all that is good don't let him call her out on his peoples vows. She wouldn't be able to turn away. She knew it.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:26 pm
"You give me back everything that I am, and was and you ask me to let you go and forget it all? I dont know how, I don't know that I could. How can I call Faerun home, after everything that has happened today? You told me this should still be my home, my home had a mate... It had life in it..." his words were soft, he truely did love her, and he didn't WANT her to leave him at all... As much as he knew she'd have to go back to her son at some point
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:34 pm
Tinania whimpers before she shakes her head "I need you to let me go Surion, please. I am begging you, if you love me you will." please don't remember that one piece that could keep me here for good. Looking away from him, she turns on the engine again.
She had to just get away, then he would leave. This whole thing would be over.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:08 pm
Surion stares at her and hears her whimper "I'll let ya head out, go back to that new Haven you live at, but Nani I can never let my heart let you go, one mate, for all my life, the ways of my people as I remember them... both mom's side... and dad's... I love you more then I can ever say in words to you, you are my Melamin for now and for ever. Remember that, while you sort out your own heart...." He doesnt move away from where he stood, though if she REALLY wanted to pull away she'd not roll over his toes.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:25 pm
Tinania closes her eyes taking a deep breath, without saying so much as goodbye she pulls out of the driveway. She didn't look back at him at all as she moves down the street heading back towards the end of Barton. She had to get ahold of herself, she didn't need to explain what was going on to Lucas.
Not yet, it would be far to soon and she knew it would cause nothing but drama between them both.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:30 pm
Surion watched her until she was no longer visible. And even then he didnt move from where he was for a long while after she had disappeared from sight. He had more in his mind now then ever before and he didn't know what to do. It wouldn't be for another good 20 minutes before he mounted the bike to head out himself.
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