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Dante just watched Susie. He didnt know what to say, so his words flowed out as best they could...and in the way he felt right then: Cold an emotionless. Funny....You can find it back to me, too bad you cant find it back to my heart, because oh! That's right...you're still standing on it... He eyes peirced Scy's who was sitting behind Susie, seeming to watch. He sighed, thinking to himself. God...its like a ******** reality T.V. show.... He watched Susie, not phased by the massive wingspan or not turned happy by her beautiful smile. He simply watched her, no knowing what else he was supposed to do.

Susie felt Scytheress's eyes gaze behind her. She could smell her because she was like her, almost like her anyways. A small smile spread out on her lips once more and she sighed, resting her head in her hands as she waited for Dante's reply. Though, she was not very excited to hear it.

Her smile faded and she shook her head, not really knowing how to reply to what he said. She knew that she could do nothing to change anything, and if she could, she didnt know of she could do it. Her eyes never met Dante's as she knew that she would weaken if she did. Susie just moved her legs back and forth below her, tilting her head to the side as she did so.

"Dante. I'm going to say this to you now. And i know you probably won't understand. Because, no one ever does. And, i dont expect them to. But, what do you expect me to do? Honestly? I have no where to turn to. So, do you know what i did? I moved on. Because, when i loved you the most, you turned on me and left me to rott. So, i moved on. Or atleast, i tried to Dante.. I tried to." She stopped speaking, her voice becoming more and more harsh every moment. So, she took in a deep breath and closed her eyes.

"I suggest you do the same.... I dont want to sound like a heartless b***h. Even though im sure you think i am. But, im sorry. I am saying this with my full heart now. I am sorry, Dante." She reoppened her eyes and just continued to stare out blankly out onto the audtiorium from the stage.

Dante rage boiled over, he didnt know how to think, he didnt know how to move...all he knew how to do was hate. And hate he did. His eyes flared behind his glasses and he grabbed them in one hand, crushing them like they were mere strands of air as he cried out in an angry and bitter tone, his words dark and seemed full of hate as Susie literally fell under his gaze, like gravity itself crushing her. His eyes were red, and his presence like the grim reaper. MOVE ON?!??! How dare you?!?!?! I don't know who the ******** you think you are, but you should at least gets your facts right! I left this place without word to protect you! A legion of Demons was cutting across the ubnderground of this land and they were commign this way because they heard of the prestige of the school and of its patrons. I left to stop them before they came to kill you! Dont you get it, you heartless b***h?! Dante was suddenly upon her, his speed unlike anything ever imagined as the wind from his movements suddenly hit Susi,e almost tossing her from the stage. I dont know where you get of on telling me to move on...YOU left ME behind in YOUR heart, remember??? I didn't leave you. Hahahaha SORRY? You're sorry....?! I didnt think heartless people could feel pity..... he turned his back to her, the blood from his fingertips now running black as he spoke his last words, his tone calm, but it seemed more evil than his screams. So go then......leave me to my own personal hell you helped me escape in the first place. Go find your heart's desire, because I seemed to have forgotten that being physical is all you're good at.... I'm the one thats sorry Susie....Sorry that you cant go for a month without someone to touch or hold on to...no matter how strong my heart was and is for you and yours was for me... I forgot how easily you lean towards the next man that says he loves you when I risk my life to save you. With that, He gathered what was left of his pride, if you could call it that by then, and slowly started to walk off, leaving her time to speak.

Scytheress almost laughed aloud, this was beautiful; minds pushed to their breaking points and hearts crushed under a neglecting heels. She admired Dante though, his will and fortitude were truely something to be proud of even if it did make him miserable at present. Two golden eyes followed Dante as a song came to mind. She sung it in her head so not to disrupt the moment, but it made her grin nonetheless.

Her loaded gun was pointed at the two but suddenly she stopped and pulled the safety back un-cocking the gun. This man's words where deep it seemed as if he loved this girl very much in past times, maybe even still now. Fera's eyes went to the girl who he was yelling at. She didn't move only quivered under the man's anger. Under her normal self she would have interfered and made the man use his anger to hurt him. But now she just moved slowly into the back room saying a few words. Sending them towards the man, once he was done in there if he still wanted to fight then he would enter the band room where Fera now slipped into. The door closed silently behind her and she looked around the empty room. Chairs and stands fulled the space of the room but the tile and wooden walls still made it look empty and cold. Her bare feet hit the tile and she walked quietly over to the middle of the room where she sat and started to read again.

Susie was silent, just thinkiing in her own mind, though nothing that seemed to go on in her own head made sense. She didnt expect any pity from him. She expected for him to just walk away and let her suffer. But, that would be too easy for her. Instead, she yelped out in pain as he grabbed one of her wings tightly. She tried to pull away, though if she moved further from him it would break her wing.

She gritted her teeth as she listened to him speak. In all truth, she was scared to death of him right now. But, she made the tears that were flowing down her cheek stop. Although she already must have seemed weak to him, she was hoping that she could try to seem stronger. When he let go of her wing, it crumpled back behind her in pain. The feathers were bent in a weird direction though it was still covered in blood. Her blue eyes watched him as he played a song and sang.

All of the words rang through her fox ears and never did she take her eyes off of him. Susie listened to all of his words intently, receiving their meaning. But, now she just became confused one more. Sure, she knew how much he loved her. And, she loved him back as well. Though, if she were to say that, then what would happen? She didnt know. Because, in her head it didnt make sense. She would just trade another pain for another. She would hurt someone again.

"But it wouldnt be him..." She said quietly to herself after Dante was finished with his song.

"Dante..." She said through gritted teeth and a clenched jaw. Her arms rested on her lap as she curved them around her thin waist. "...Aparently you haven't realized yet.. That i have always loved you. I admit to it, i can't stand to be alone! So what?! So what if i am insecure. It's just my nature!"

Susie slowly stood up straight, her wings folded up behind her and her five black fox tails dragging on the ground below her. "I dont know.. What you belive about how i feel right now. But, for once maybe someone will listen to how i feel." She took in a breath while closing her eyes momentarily, and then reopenning them. "Like i said.. I love you Dante and always will. But all i want is to not hurt anyone. That's all i ever wanted. Though, every which way i turn i seem to always do what i never want to! Do you not see that?!" Anger built up inside of her. It had been welled up for so long.

"I... I would stay with you until the day you die. If that is what you want of me. Because, that is what i want to do. I can never leave you or forget about you no matter how hard i try. I will love you forever no matter what. And if you belive otherwise.. Then you truly are a fool..." She said slowly. Her blue eyes still kept straight on his, never faultering.

By this point Scytheress had halted her idle strummings over the taunt strings in her lap and turned her full attention to Susie and Dante. Their whole situation seemed poetic justice, and Susie got what she deserved, though perhaps more since she had a set of open arms waiting for her at some distant place. Scytheress lifted her guitar over her head and set it on the seat beside her, all without breaking her gaze from the bleeding hearts on stage. She didn't care if she was caught unmercilessly eavesdropping on the two and as such made herself more comfortable in the seat by slouching down and splaying her legs in front of her.

Dante fell back against the brick wall as the top half of it caved in, the bottom falling slightly under the weight of his power. He slid down the wall slowyly, bringing his knees to his chest and resting his forearms against his kneecaps. He shighed heavily, shaking his head as he spoke with a slightly mad (as in crazy) Grin on his face. The sad thing is...Not even I know what I want anymore...