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 Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:31 am
You just made me cry all over again sweatdrop xp gonk
It's really not that easy.
And it just brings back feelings that I don't want to feel and that I've managed to block out the past two months and it has been so hard.
It's just so unfair. They were supposed to start touring yesterday, and instead they find their guitar player, their best friend, dead. How messed up is that?!
And you're right about the fans and it scares me.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:33 am
It's not the luckiest thing in the world, let me just say that. crying
But Poly, don't do this to yourself.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:37 am
Pain and sadness and feelings don't have an on and off switch...
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:39 am
I didn't mean it like that, and you know I didn't.
You're over thinking it. Just breath.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 11:52 am
Okay.
I'm breathing.
Shuddering breaths, yes. But breathing.
..I still can't help but think though.. what if it were Brendon? Or Ryan? Or Jon or Spencer? What if it was a family member? Or a friend...
It's just scary to think that anyone could die any minute. And you're right, I really shouldn't think about that but..
whenever something like this happens, people say stuff like "it just proves that life is short" and they say they're always gonna tell their loved ones that they love them and they're gonna live every moment like it's their last... but really, a few days later, they all stop doing that...
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 12:03 pm
It happens. But it only makes us stronger.
If it was Ryan, Spencer, Brendon, or Jon...I really wouldn't get over it. I just wouldn't.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 12:24 pm
Yes you would.
You'd have to.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 12:30 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 12:43 pm
Because other people need you to drill some sense into their skulls when they're about to do something stupid!
And because you're strong and because you're going to end up doing something amazing with you life.
And because you love those boys and know that they would be devastated if one of their fans gave up on life over them.
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Posted: Sun Nov 25, 2007 2:15 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 5:38 am
I heard about Casey on sunday I was just starting to get into the band I was kinda sad about it. I hope he didn't die from anything stupid or anything.
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 10:13 am
They said he wasn't doing anything illegal...
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2007 8:29 am
Polyphonic Twilight They said he wasn't doing anything illegal... I didn't think he would it just kills me when they die from stupid stuff. And the worst part is when I was reading the most anticipated albums in my AP magazine. they had a little sidebar on how they hadn't made theirs yet
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2007 11:50 am
candie the pirate thief Polyphonic Twilight They said he wasn't doing anything illegal... I didn't think he would it just kills me when they die from stupid stuff. And the worst part is when I was reading the most anticipated albums in my AP magazine. they had a little sidebar on how they hadn't made theirs yet
But they already wrote all the songs... they just have to record them. It's 'cause they're having all kinds of problems with Victory Records...
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2007 2:40 pm
Polyphonic Twilight candie the pirate thief Polyphonic Twilight They said he wasn't doing anything illegal... I didn't think he would it just kills me when they die from stupid stuff. And the worst part is when I was reading the most anticipated albums in my AP magazine. they had a little sidebar on how they hadn't made theirs yet
But they already wrote all the songs... they just have to record them. It's 'cause they're having all kinds of problems with Victory Records...oh well I hate when record companies decide to be asses
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