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It's very strange. I know what you are talking about, at the begining of last school year, I began pick up on every bit of emotion around me. I began to check out every bit of information I could about empathy, and I found out, that I am actual a Psyic Vampire. Now one year later, I can control it wonderfully. I am nt sure HOW I control it. It's very strange. Anyone ever read Robert Jordan's Wheel of TIme book series? To control the True Source, you must submit to it. Once I found out that I am a Psyic Vampire, I fell in to my place as once, I took and take the good with the bad. And now I no longer feel berated by very emotion of every person. I'm not saying that this is the same case, it may be, just do be careful.

Also, I can....like...probe into soom one else's mind. I'm not to good at it. But I can tell if there is something wrong with someone in my family. The other day my Aunt got a tattoo, I often will feel like there is just something wrong, so I check out everyone, my Aunt, was in a lot of pain, well, she got a good sized tattoo, on the back of her neck, the artist had to go over it a few times, so she was a little worse for the wear. But it just shocke me, this is a totally new devolpment.

@7th (Galdrea): thats kinda what i was thinking. I did talk to a few 'friends' and they said that they would 'look into it'. So, i wonder if they subdued it for a while... And, Galdrea, I think you know 'who' i am talking about... Good job on the deduction there... You are the '7th' after all... blaugh 3nodding

Sorry I havent posted in a few days. My computer has been down, and I'm having alot of problems trying to get ahold of the girls out in Calirfornia...Those lightning, I havent had any storms in a long time. But what we got most is a wind that is relentless...I dont know if thats got any connection to the storms others got...but during the gusts was a slight...I dont know how to explain it...anyways. That my five cents for now. surprised

Exactly how many people have been having storms lately, anyway?! >____>;;; I've had some hardcore storms pass through all week, and the first was just incredible...

Okay, so I live in a house surrounded by farmland, right? Well, on a sidenote, I was helping my parents pack things into the shed in sauna-level hot humidity (to keep things from getting rained on), and once that was all done, almost immediately after I went inside, I found out that the air cooled down drastically. So, later, before it had even rained, I went upstairs to look through a window at the clouds. And, after a moment or two, I saw the strangest sight...a cloud floating west to east, isolated from all the other clouds, the first one to pass directly over our own fields...

Stranger still, it was so low you could throw a rock through it. And, gradually, as it passed by, and I stood there in awe of it, it slowly began to take the shape of a woman with long, thick hair and flowing robes crossing elegantly across the land. I stared as it took this shape, only to slowly fade out of it, and as it passed over the line of trees to our east and out of sight, just moments later...the rain fell...

It's been raining on and off ever since...could all this weather possibly be in connection to the force everyone was feeling? Possibly a greater being or group cleansing the land?

@Sucellus: Are you for real? I only know of one entity that appears like that... The Goddess for whom I belive in... Goddess of Terra... Gaia... (hence i found this website heh) If it was her and she appeared to you like that, you have become blessed and are under her protection. As I am... And if she appeared like that before the rain, it was to clense the area. Something moved throught that area that she did not like. SHe does not come out often at all, and let alone let people see her like that. Did she by chance look at you? If she did you would get the felling of great ease that would come over you. You would fell absolutly safe for a brief moment.

@Galdrea: I two fell it starting to build up. And this time, im getting stronger instead of weaker. Its not attacking me or feeding of me anymore. I fell that something is going to end soon. How soon I don't know, or even if we will be aware of its end. Keep you sences open and don't forget to 'ask' around for info. You are the only one right now that can do that.

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Im beginning to think there are others at work here helping us with this... Its true none of us have become directly involved, and I want to keep it that way. I have a bad felling overall about what might be happening. Its a felling thats getting stronger (the bad felling). Anyone who thinks they can try to find it, please do... Just be careful... Let me know and I'll 'walk beside you.'

@LightOfTheBlade Well, it was really only a sillhouette, it''s not like She appeared to have a detailed face or anything, but it had a full shape in the third dimension, that is I could see the arm opposite of me. She didn''t look at me, only materialized looking straight ahead before gradually fading back into formlessness and passing over the line of trees, but it still gave me a very awestruck feeling, like something I was very excited to discover was real, and it was like watching someone in the act of something amazing and you were careful not to interrupt them.

As for it being Gaia, that would make the experience even more incredible in my mind, because isn''t She the Mother Goddess Herself? I''ve yet to have a completely reliable grasp on knowledge on pantheons, but that seems to be something I should remember perfectly for as long as I live... 3nodding

Though, I tend to hold Ancamna, a Gaulish/British water goddess whom seems to have very little description online, but from visualizations I''ve picked up spontaneously, she appears to be the cycle of evaporation, condensation, and precipitation incarnate and holds the very clouds on her shoulders like a powerful burden, and has made more of a presence to me than any other deity, which is why I consider her my patron, but more to point what would lead me to believe the shape was in Her essence. But, names regardless, she almost had to be the mother of rain incarnate by whatever title.

As for the blessing...for all the droughts we''ve had this summer, the beans on that field She crossed do look a little bit healthier than expected... >>;

Oh, and, to hypothesize, to anyone that is familiar with these folk, is there any sort of fae that would ever be capable/responsible for something as strange as all this? Having such an interest in the people, I can''t help but wonder if any such in particular are involved...