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 Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:17 pm
keito melfina I'm uber PO'd and very very saddened depressed.
Alex has work so I can't hang out w/ him crying *cries*
Since I dreamed/fantasized so long of the day we could, this smashes my heart... well I didn't know him well, guess I deserved it... D: *hugs* I saw your post about that in the LD as well.
Just realize that even though this one opportunity didn't work out, there's an entire future ahead of you. Maybe you couldn't hang out today, but there's a lot of days still to come. Some other time should be possible, right?
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:24 pm
Shiori Miko Nespin Fernagon Shiori Miko Wow, seriously tempted to cry right now. ...? Wha's wrong?
It's a reason to doubt sanity, but not a reason to ditch someone. Past wanting to make sure they don't get hurt, I wouldn't care at all.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:45 pm
Little Miss Fortune CleoSombra This is what she thinks of me.
Even though I told her I was hesistant about saying what I thought about the letter because I knew she would get mad at me.
Even though I was actively trying to be as unbiased as possible.
Even though I offer to help her with cleaning and s**t all the time but she tells me she's "got it."
This is what she thinks of me. Deep down, when she gets angry, this is what she always goes back to.
By the way, this is why I was up at like 6AM. I couldn't sleep. I just want to die. I've been crying and scratching.
You're awesome, Cleo. Your mom is just mad. She loves you. You're her daughter... She HAS to love you.
Maybe you two should talk =(That's like saying Harry's my father, so I HAVE to love him. neutral
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:45 pm
This hasn't happened in a while. Brought to tears......
I hate it when things can hold this much sway over me.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:47 pm
Divine_Malevolence This hasn't happened in a while. Brought to tears...... I hate it when things can hold this much sway over me. Well you're not alone on that one.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:48 pm
CleoSombra That's like saying Harry's my father, so I HAVE to love him. neutral You didn't carry him inside you for a few months. And I'm going to fetch some brain bleach because that really came out wrong. D:
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:49 pm
Shiori Miko Divine_Malevolence This hasn't happened in a while. Brought to tears...... I hate it when things can hold this much sway over me. Well you're not alone on that one. First, second, or both? 'Cause I don't mind the first part, and the second part is extremely unusual.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:49 pm
Divine_Malevolence Shiori Miko Divine_Malevolence This hasn't happened in a while. Brought to tears...... I hate it when things can hold this much sway over me. Well you're not alone on that one. First, second, or both? 'Cause I don't mind the first part, and the second part is extremely unusual. Both.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:50 pm
Shiori Miko Divine_Malevolence Shiori Miko Divine_Malevolence This hasn't happened in a while. Brought to tears...... I hate it when things can hold this much sway over me. Well you're not alone on that one. First, second, or both? 'Cause I don't mind the first part, and the second part is extremely unusual. Both. A pain it is. On the upside, I nicknamed my new Abomasnow Obamasnow.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 7:18 pm
CleoSombra Little Miss Fortune You're awesome, Cleo. Your mom is just mad. She loves you. You're her daughter... She HAS to love you.
Maybe you two should talk =( That's like saying Harry's my father, so I HAVE to love him. neutral
No, it isn't. But I'm sorry for trying to help. You say you want people to respond, but then you don't like how I respond. What the ******** do you want people to do?
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 8:40 pm
Tabihito keito melfina I'm uber PO'd and very very saddened depressed.
Alex has work so I can't hang out w/ him crying *cries*
Since I dreamed/fantasized so long of the day we could, this smashes my heart... well I didn't know him well, guess I deserved it... D: *hugs* I saw your post about that in the LD as well.
Just realize that even though this one opportunity didn't work out, there's an entire future ahead of you. Maybe you couldn't hang out today, but there's a lot of days still to come. Some other time should be possible, right? Well other secret... I have an insecurity that I'm pissing people off by wanting to know more about others. I just feel like I'm "intruding" on stuff that's private, though I have a lust of knowledge X_X; I recently learned that Alex grinded w/ every single girl on the prom dance floor rofl Clues me on that he's freakin' awesome and a party animal thus a fun guy. My friends didn't know he was gay, I kinda let that slip on accident (but thank god that they were the accepting/tolerant kind. I dont' know if Cor was saying "Well idk if he is or not" in the good or bad way). I feel like wanting to know more about Alex but setting up boundaries so I don't look like a total creep/stalker DX Well on our very first chat he knew I liked him by the way I was constantly staring at him in the art room when he came in early in the mornings. Way to fail crying But it did give me insight that he is gay (but shadow of doubt is pulling at me with thoughts of "he's just doing it since he's a nice guy as Bri says"). All this confusion and stress is making me pull my hair out.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 9:14 pm
If there's a will, there's a way. But what if there's no will?
I don't feel so good now, physically I'm fineish (i'm still fat), but emotionally, not doing so well. Doing bad in school when i'm trying my hardest, having no one that cares for me, having no one even show me respect. It's taking its toll. I have one person that I can rely on. But, one's not enough.
Finals soon, so that's obviously messing with my head
I feel like a tool, someone people just use. And there's nothing I can do about it. I'm too nice to say "gtfo" or something like that, and being kind is the only reason why i have most of my friends.
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Apparently this girl likes me, but even though i kinda like her, i can't really like her. ANd now i think she's in love with me now. D;
Did things i shouldn't really have (like kiss her). Ugh.
So yeah
I cornered myself
Not something that any sane many would suicide over, but enough to cause my brain to fry. Especially at 12:15 AM
I also bet that everyone's just gonna ignore this post, just like all my other posts.
*sigh*
Guess that's life
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 9:24 pm
SoulSkourer If there's a will, there's a way. But what if there's no will?
I don't feel so good now, physically I'm fineish (i'm still fat), but emotionally, not doing so well. Doing bad in school when i'm trying my hardest, having no one that cares for me, having no one even show me respect. It's taking its toll. I have one person that I can rely on. But, one's not enough.
Finals soon, so that's obviously messing with my head
I feel like a tool, someone people just use. And there's nothing I can do about it. I'm too nice to say "gtfo" or something like that, and being kind is the only reason why i have most of my friends.
And
Apparently this girl likes me, but even though i kinda like her, i can't really like her. ANd now i think she's in love with me now. D;
Did things i shouldn't really have (like kiss her). Ugh.
So yeah
I cornered myself
Not something that any sane many would suicide over, but enough to cause my brain to fry. Especially at 12:15 AM
I also bet that everyone's just gonna ignore this post, just like all my other posts.
*sigh*
Guess that's life *ignores the post* What I found is that when you do badly in school, it just means that it's not what you're interested it. Take my current semester for example - it'll be a cold day in hell before I pass my Databases or my Networking courses, but they're also my least entertaining/interesting courses. I flunked Astrophysics, but I've been able to do better with Computer Science. It's all about learning what you're interested in, and giving the rest the finger.
I've been through the whole tool thing, and the only advice I can give you is: Don't deal with it the way I did. I came out the bitter troll you see here.
As for the girl, just pull the old friends line. Or at least make excuses to fend off her advances till you can get the rest of your life sorted.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 9:40 pm
Divine_Malevolence On the upside, I nicknamed my new Abomasnow Obamasnow. Secret: That had me laughing for a while.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 11:00 pm
goodbye for now z!CB, i am going on a z!cb hiatus.
i just need to get away from this place for a short while; cause i'm just too obsessed with you guys. & too much drama is going on.
i'll go back when everything is cleared up again.
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