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 Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 3:51 pm
CleoSombra
I read an email my mom wrote to a friend of hers. I hadn't intended to snoop, but I saw something with my name on it and I looked.
I don't know if I regret it or not, because now I know.Quote: Well, after yesterday, I don't know that I'm sending the letter. I let Suzanne read it and she about ripped me apart saying I was rude and accusing Cathy of theft. She says she wants to believe the best of people and maybe Cathy's cell phone connection was bad and she really didn't hang up on me. All I want to do is start a fight.
Soooooooooo. I have decided that since Suzanne is an adult now, this is HER situation to deal with and not mine. She is apparently not interested in my thoughts, observations, and opinions. In her eyes, I am always yelling at her. Well, I talk loud to begin with and yesterday, I WAS yelling as I was pretty pissed. At Cathy and at her. She started to cry and said she didn't want to deal with it now. So I backed off and we have not spoken since.
Today I will call the Social Security Administration and a couple of banks in Scranton to advise them of the date of death. I will have done my citizen's duty and that's it. And protecting Suzanne from any future repercussions.
You and Fran should rest assured - I do not have the perfect child either. She loves to attack me whenever she can. Sometimes I feel like this is not much different than living with Harry. As long as I work two jobs, clean the house, clean the litterbox, cook, do laundry and truck her back and forth to school when she commands, I obviously do not have the right to feel or think or say anything
Even though I told her I was hesistant about saying what I thought about the letter because I knew she would get mad at me.
Even though I was actively trying to be as unbiased as possible.
Even though I offer to help her with cleaning and s**t all the time but she tells me she's "got it."
This is what she thinks of me. Deep down, when she gets angry, this is what she always goes back to.
By the way, this is why I was up at like 6AM. I couldn't sleep. I just want to die. I've been crying and scratching. The former generation is very odd. Who's nice because it's a good thing to do? No. I'm nice *only* because that means you have to do everything for me, not complain, and be perfectly obedient. It'd be amusing if it wasn't so annoying. *Hugs*
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 4:03 pm
CleoSombra
I read an email my mom wrote to a friend of hers. I hadn't intended to snoop, but I saw something with my name on it and I looked.
I don't know if I regret it or not, because now I know.Quote: Well, after yesterday, I don't know that I'm sending the letter. I let Suzanne read it and she about ripped me apart saying I was rude and accusing Cathy of theft. She says she wants to believe the best of people and maybe Cathy's cell phone connection was bad and she really didn't hang up on me. All I want to do is start a fight.
Soooooooooo. I have decided that since Suzanne is an adult now, this is HER situation to deal with and not mine. She is apparently not interested in my thoughts, observations, and opinions. In her eyes, I am always yelling at her. Well, I talk loud to begin with and yesterday, I WAS yelling as I was pretty pissed. At Cathy and at her. She started to cry and said she didn't want to deal with it now. So I backed off and we have not spoken since.
Today I will call the Social Security Administration and a couple of banks in Scranton to advise them of the date of death. I will have done my citizen's duty and that's it. And protecting Suzanne from any future repercussions.
You and Fran should rest assured - I do not have the perfect child either. She loves to attack me whenever she can. Sometimes I feel like this is not much different than living with Harry. As long as I work two jobs, clean the house, clean the litterbox, cook, do laundry and truck her back and forth to school when she commands, I obviously do not have the right to feel or think or say anything
Even though I told her I was hesistant about saying what I thought about the letter because I knew she would get mad at me.
Even though I was actively trying to be as unbiased as possible.
Even though I offer to help her with cleaning and s**t all the time but she tells me she's "got it."
This is what she thinks of me. Deep down, when she gets angry, this is what she always goes back to.
By the way, this is why I was up at like 6AM. I couldn't sleep. I just want to die. I've been crying and scratching. "All I want to do is start a fight" at least she admitted her real reasons.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 4:58 pm
CH0Z0 "All I want to do is start a fight" at least she admitted her real reasons. inorite. I think she was being sarcastic in the letter. But I can't even be mad. I'm just hurt and self-hating right now and I don't know what to do. I just want to leave. ._.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 5:05 pm
CleoSombra CH0Z0 "All I want to do is start a fight" at least she admitted her real reasons. inorite. I think she was being sarcastic in the letter. But I can't even be mad. I'm just hurt and self-hating right now and I don't know what to do. I just want to leave. ._. That's what parents try their best to do whenever they feel threatened. Don't let it get to ya.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 5:10 pm
It's not entirely my fault that these cities are taking forever to detail out. I specifically asked for help, and I did not receive all the help I needed to get it all done. I've spent weeks researching and coming up with things to add into these cities, but I'm still stuck on a few details. I asked for help with those details yet didn't receive much of any help.
So yes, please forgive me if these cities suck because I rushed to do them so y'all could hurry up and play in them. =D
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 5:29 pm
Jon just posted his status on Facebook as "Sworn in today, I'm officially a United States Airman." My heart seriously felt like it fell and I got like a mini bout of depression.
Then my friend Neil told me his nickname from when he was a kid and that made it all better.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 5:44 pm
I give the ******** up on my life so long as my parents own me.
I give. The ********. Up.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 5:47 pm
CleoSombra This is what she thinks of me.
Even though I told her I was hesistant about saying what I thought about the letter because I knew she would get mad at me.
Even though I was actively trying to be as unbiased as possible.
Even though I offer to help her with cleaning and s**t all the time but she tells me she's "got it."
This is what she thinks of me. Deep down, when she gets angry, this is what she always goes back to.
By the way, this is why I was up at like 6AM. I couldn't sleep. I just want to die. I've been crying and scratching.
You're awesome, Cleo. Your mom is just mad. She loves you. You're her daughter... She HAS to love you.
Maybe you two should talk =(
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 5:55 pm
I just had the best noodles EVAR. Cabbage, mushroom, tuna, onion and mixed veg, fried with 2 minute noodles with garlic and soy sauce to season.
Vallie is content for lunch <3
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:05 pm
I'm uber PO'd and very very saddened depressed.
Alex has work so I can't hang out w/ him crying *cries*
Since I dreamed/fantasized so long of the day we could, this smashes my heart... well I didn't know him well, guess I deserved it...
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:07 pm
Wow, seriously tempted to cry right now.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:07 pm
Shiori Miko Wow, seriously tempted to cry right now. ...? Wha's wrong?
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Nespin Fernagon Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:12 pm
Shiori Miko Wow, seriously tempted to cry right now.  heart ?
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:14 pm
CH0Z0 Shiori Miko Wow, seriously tempted to cry right now. ? *sporfles*
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:15 pm
Nespin Fernagon Shiori Miko Wow, seriously tempted to cry right now. ...? Wha's wrong?
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