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Looks like I'm backish. I can't really say how much I will be on but it will probably be more then never. I've missed all you guys and I'm happy I can talk to you again.

No answer on Dan's phone. I left a message and said I was worried and asked him to call back. I am crying on the inside. I wonder what has happened to him...

Or maybe he got sent to boarding school, or worse he died somehow. Or he's in the hospital dying of cancer, or his parents found out that I knew his cell phone number and took away all his computer priveliges. Or something like that crying

I ******** hate crying. why do I suck so bad? why am I so ******** weak?

I do suck. If I didn't suck, I wouldn't be terrible, and he would still like me at least. :/ Instead of hating me, like he surely must. :/

It's alright hun. You are jumping to conclusions. Just give it a little time and talk to him again to find out what is really going on with him.

xd xd xd

[talking about tattoos]
Me: None on my a**, I like my a** kthx
Miguel: I like your a** too
Miguel: XD
Me: Might get like.. stars starting on my left breast, on the inside, and then going down over my stomach to my hips and back
Me: You haven't seen my a** XD
Miguel: That would be hot... >>
Miguel: You should show me pictures of both your a** and your tattoed chest >>
Miguel: a** picz?
Miguel: Plzkthx?
Me: XDD Rightnow?
Miguel: Yeah
Me: ...brb.
Me: Gawd I'm a freak
Miguel: whee
Me: Of course, I should say that my camera sucks, and I just did this in the bathroom of my work.
Me: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v30/MiwakoNagase/image6.jpg
Miguel: O.O
Miguel: Wow, you do have a nice a** ><
Me: O.o I do?
Miguel: It's even nicer than your chest gonk
Miguel: And possibly nicer than Tami's a**... gonk x10000
Me: Yay for me?
Miguel: gonk crying God damn it
Me: Sorry >.<;
Miguel: Whoever has done you/is going to do you is lucky gonk
Miguel: Well you're not asian?
Me: Nope, not asian at all.
Miguel: gonk Still... damn you for being hot
Me: Just Irish/Swedish/Norwegien/native american
Miguel: You and your glasses, and stacked-ness, and nice a** gonk !!!
Miguel: gonk And from what I can see, nice legs too? God damn you!
Me: I don't think my legs are nice.
Me: Granted, their long for my height.
Miguel: gonk