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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2005 8:55 pm
dragon revenge i relised today, i have under 5 months left of high school.... i need to stop actin a fool so much. as if being told this wasnt enough.. "college is what you should be thinkin on right now" i almost died on the spot... *sighs8 im not goin into it again lol, but after a-hell-of-alot of thinkin, im gonna stay an extra year to the end of 5th, then go to college, meaning i can make up for all my loses this year, and get a higher, then move up one.
gee... it feels weird thinkin fo goin to college... and being serious bout something i have always wanted, art... its like im running from something i always wanted so bad..... I'm going to sound old again... but here goes. I went to college right after high school. First thing they tried to get me to do in Orientation was to pick a major. You know what, I wanted to study art... But everyone else always told me I should be an artist. Truth be told, the idea of being an "artist" scared the crap out of me. The saying "starving artist" was stuck in my head. Art was my fun, my hobby, my love. I thought if I decided to be an artist (art major) then I would work hard, be poor, and turn the one few things I loved into a job I hated. So instead, I started college Undeclared and decided to find a love I could make money in and save "art" for myself. At first it was fine... Most of my friends were younger than me and were still in highschool. I went to college in the same town, so I got to hang out with them while taking classes. But... as the years went on and through several different classes that bored me at best... I was feeling really lost. Here I was in college, studying things that didn't interest me. I was wasting a lot of money... My grades were "C" average and with all the searching I STILL didn't find anything that could top art for my attention. Plus, my friends were slowly going away to college and the ones who didn't go became slightly distant. They understood me less and less. I had work, I had homework, and I couldn't play as much. I wasn't making any real friends at school either because I was dancing between depatments. No same person was ever in my class twice. I wanted something more. I liked school. I thought it was worth it yet the whole experience felt empty. And, obviously I was still drawing at home, whenever I had the chance.... It didn't really hit me (three years into college and still no major), until I was skipping class to take a nap. Strangley enough the school had a small gallery in the same room as the student sleeping-couches and seats (only seperated by a screen of sorts) An art student came in and was flipping through his "final portfolo" for his major. I couldn't help but peek a bit. Of course he noticed and like most art majors, he was happy to show it to me. He was an "illustration consentrate" major. And I was "wowed" by all his work (much of it was children's illustration). I proceeded to ask him some questions about the courses, because at my school, you can't take ANY art class without declaring it your official major. (I had tried and the department sent me away. Sounds bad but it keeps the stupid people out of the classes). I finally asked him how he liked it. "It's hard work, but you know it beats taking tests and writing essays. And I've improved sooo much!" He was very genuine with his answer... I thought about it. I even tried my hand at drawing a book inspired by his ideas. Then, I thought about it... I mean REALLY thought about it. I realized that no matter what I do for the rest of my life, I'm going to have to work hard and be poor at first. And if its something that only mildly interests me, then everything I work for will be average at best. But if it was something I love... There will be days where drawing would feel like a job. But then there will be days that I know what I was doing is awsome work because I actually loved it! So I decided to become an art major. Not only did my work improve ten fold, I made a few really great friends. And if the projects were "blah" then I could call my classmates over and have a "drawing session" to get through it. That was something my "non-college" friends couldn't do for me. And to top it off, I learned about how art is really important in today's society (consider the internet for instance) and we (artists) are in demand! Artists DO make money. But only if they work hard of course and take it "somewhat" serioulsy. blaugh Now as to waiting a year... That's a good idea! I wish I had. Because then I could've decided on what I really wanted to do and truely be prepared. I'm still in college. Not that I don't take it seriously now, but life tends to get in the way the older you get... (Sadly, and I'm only 26...) I love everything I learned, my only regret is starting sooo late. Taking a year to truly decide on it is a good thing! (Just don't forget your goals... It's easy...). It's important to know what you REALLY want or you'll get nowhere... I floundered for three years afraid... I wish you luck! It's hard to decide... Your experience will be very different than mine and I hope this helps a little... sweatdrop
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Posted: Sat Jan 08, 2005 11:38 pm
i'll be inactive for like a week or two, sorry guys... finals week.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 7:39 am
yeah its helped me. and the more i think ro the art side, i relise that the bikes will just be a dream.. or a pass time, if that it, i have any spare time, which i doubt. btw, just for thr records, i kindda felt touched as you said "we as artists" lol. i suppose the internet could help me alot here, as i knwo a great deal bout it, but not things liek photoshop lol. im just learning bout it lol.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 11:38 am
dragon revenge yeah its helped me. and the more i think ro the art side, i relise that the bikes will just be a dream.. or a pass time, if that it, i have any spare time, which i doubt. btw, just for thr records, i kindda felt touched as you said "we as artists" lol. i suppose the internet could help me alot here, as i knwo a great deal bout it, but not things liek photoshop lol. im just learning bout it lol. Nothing says you can't combine the two. wink Art and bikes go together... I mean someone has to design the logo/graphics/colors for the bike itself, right? And no better way to show off your work than ride the bike yourself eh? biggrin Serioulsy, if you love bikes (not sure if you mean motorbikes or bicycles) and you love art, that is a probable combination. Not many schools will teach you specifically about how to put either together. More than likely, you'll have to study two sides and then take the effort to combine your knowledge on your own. But if it's your love, then it's worth it. As for artists, yeah we do need to stick together a bit. wink Oh and you know what, I didn't learn Photoshop in college. I taught that to myself. I'm not bragging, it's just that many Universities that have an art department (now I'm NOT talking about a true art college, just your basic school) teach Photoshop strictly for photo-manipulaton. Nothing about coloring or CG work. Often it's because they don't have time or they don't know how. Not to mention, everyone uses it differently to color. Tips from the program and the internet art forums will help you more than most basic colleges when comes to Photoshop coloring. Sad but true at the moment. sweatdrop Dang, I'm beginning to feel "long winded." xd OK, enough from me...
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 11:42 am
that was alot to read. I can sympathize with you Dragon, im in my last few month's of high school too, but the college thing had me going crazy. I know what I want to do, but having to look at all those colleges and looking at all the price tags...yuck. but I'm gonna try to go major in animation at collins college. 2 and a half years to graduate there, year long classes. but try not to worry so much, and you'll get through it.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 11:58 am
prices aint nothing for me right now, S4, S5, and S6 go free for this particualr art course. teh S means seacondry aka high school. *sits back* good to have options... but ******** up if ya got a load of em lol. i think the combination woudl be good... but that would make my 2 fav things i love into work.. then i have no fun ya know. this old guy that wanders around the art department in our school told me something liekt hat. he says something like " hey, i loved art when i was a kid. i more than loved it. then i had my heart set on being a painter. (not liek a house painter xp ) well within time, i began disliking art. it became my job, so when i had time off, when i painted, i felt like i was still working. anoher bad thing bout bein an actualy artist, you are broke till your 30 at least. then when your around 40 or 50, the money begins. around 60-70, you may be rich. long wait just to pay off your 20 year old bills... but if ya love it, go for it. set your heart on soemthing and do it." god that was long.... its true though i think, what he means.
personaly, i might go with the flow, do art, cartooning whatever, and keep my bike in the drive way for the weekends, which will be for the trackdays or motoX. and its motorbike. got my first when i was 5. ridin since. cant get one till im 17, other wise i will get banned before i get my license. already got charges with a bike xd
uh... life... dunno how big it is till ya actualy think fo it eh... s**t.. im writting stories like Bella McKain!! im stoppin now!
maybe not...
yes im gone! xd
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 6:48 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2005 5:32 pm
*Hugs Miss Bella* That helped me! I'm considering art for a major...but I don't even know what school to go to! It isn't extremely pressing, seeing as I'm in my Junior year of high school, but it is the year I should find the school I want after extensive research so that I can submit an application and have a place there for when I'm ready to attend! What school do you go to and when did you apply?
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2005 11:49 pm
*hugs Mercy* I'm glad I didn't tell long stories for nothing. sweatdrop
Anyways, I couldn't afford going to a REAL art college. So I went to a local, but large school... University of North Carolina Charlotte. They have a moderately large art deparment, only a Bachelor Gegree available (4 year Degree) but no Masters is offered. It's a good school for North Carolina, and cheap as for colleges go. My tuition, (as a resident) is $1,600... But with books, parking stickers, and art supplies, ususally it ends up closer to $2,100. That sounds like a lot, but not really. There are a surprising large amount of people from other countries and from the Northern U.S. It's because UNCC has a great exchange program and the out-of-state tuiton is cheaper than most instate colleges up north (Not sure of the exact price but I know it;s less than $10,000 per semester.)
UNCC is the absolute average when it comes to education, I would say... It's not know for anything, good or bad. OK... Clay Aiken... is something... bad to me... Not himeself actually, just all the students chasing him around... xp
Oh, and I applied in the beginning of my senior year. That's late, but I wasn't trying to get into a Prestigious college either...
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 4:38 am
Seen Clay Aiken in person yet? xd
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2005 2:54 pm
Saga Seen Clay Aiken in person yet? xd Yes... once.. with a bunch of people surrounding him. He's graduated now. The first time the school has ever had to sell tickets for the ceremony xd (He sang of course) He's not a music major surprisingly, otherwise I would've seen him more often in school. Music and Art is in the same tiny building.
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 1:35 am
weirdly, at my school the other day, there was talk of a band comin to school to play out of the blue.. i was like "bullshit lol". they did... some band called Noise Next Door, the next Busted. god the so damn suck.
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 12:08 pm
upcoming superman movie:
superman = brandon routh lex luthor = kevin spacey lois lane = kate bosworth jimmy olsen = iceman jor-el = shocktv3
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 12:20 pm
im guessing your right into Superman, Shock..
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Posted: Wed Jan 12, 2005 1:02 pm
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