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 Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 9:43 pm
Her name was Sam. She played 3rd base on our softball team and got all area honorable mention. She was in the top 10 of her class and is planning on going to college. She's extremely beautiful, not gonna lie. It's not like I'm checking her out or anything, she just is! She got Most Attractive and Prettiest in their Mock Elections, so yeah, she is. I feel pretty bad for not apologizing, but hey, what can I do now?
PN-316 AAN-766
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 9:46 pm
Maybe she'll never even notice that I did anything. After all, I just knew her from school. It's not like we were tight-knit friends from 3rd grade, we were just acquaintances. I haven't a dime, or a penny for that matter, to my name, so a card with money in it was a no-go. I was invited, so I showed up, gave my best wishes, ate food, and gave my goodbyes. That's all I really could do. I hope her life turns out great. She deserves it.
PN-317 AAN-767
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 9:49 pm
Then I went to my 2nd one of the day. A good friend of mine from drama and in school. She gave me some ideas for getting my senior pictures done, and I think I'll get the same photographer as her. My mom is giving me hell about my pictures, so at least this will ease the nagging. She's not too far from town, has a studio, and isn't that expensive. That's awesome, so I think I hit the jackpot.
PN-318 AAN-768
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 9:52 pm
Then the Father's Day thing at Grandma's, but you've heard about that already. After that, I napped in my car. I don't know why, but I just didn't get out. I unbuckled, fell over and slept. I dreamt about being homeless in New York. It started out with a cop telling me I couldn't sleep on the subway bench, so I had to leave. It progressed into me giving a speech in Time Square about how my life became a wreck in 5 days and how I was just like them, and suddenly everything crashed.
PN-319 AAN-769
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 9:55 pm
I remember it all so vividly. I talked about how I had a really nice apartment up in Queens, but then I was robbed, and then my apartment burned down. My bank account closed abrubtly since I didn't file taxes. The papers were in the apartment when it happened. Financely insecure, I was fired from my job. Just like that, homeless. I told the people that there were over 100,000 people like me in NYC and that it could happen to any one of them just as quickly as it did me.
PN-320 AAN-770
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 9:59 pm
I ended up being recognized by talk-shows and crap, and they wanted me to make an appearance so I could talk about how my life went down the toilet. I refused every one of them, even though they promised to give me money for appearing. I told them that I didn't want money for myself, I wanted money put toward ending homelessness and poverty in this country. The only reason we have it is because their are too many fortunate people, such as athletes and actors, who say they care about unfortunates, but if they really did, they'd be middle class like the rest of America, not living in their lavish houses with 5 cars and 20 bathrooms made of diamonds and fur.
PN-321 AAN-771
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:01 pm
Making sacrifices for the greater good is something I think the entire world needs to do to end poverty. Give up your lavish lifestyle and let 500 other people like you live better than on the streets. That's what I dreamt about. Pretty weird huh? I think I felt like a scrub because I was sleeping in my car and everything. That's probably how that dream came about, but I'm really surprised because I remembered everything.
PN-322 AAN-772
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:08 pm
So after about an hour of sleeping in the car, I went to my 3rd open house. She was our foriegn exchanged student from Thailand, and since her name was really hard to pronounce for our school, she said we could just call her Ping. Yes, Ping. Sounds kinda racist, but she was cool with it, since it was her idea and everything. Anyhow, I went to that, and alot of my good friends were there, so we screwed around, roasted hotdogs, played soccer, badmitton, and threw a frisbee. We even played Guitar Hero III, watched a slide-show, and talked around a fire. Got home at around 11:30, so that was about 4 hours. And now I'm here, talking about my day.
PN-323 AAN-773
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:13 pm
Never called her, so yeah. Guess she never read this as early as I thought. It was late when I got home anyways, and I think her Grandma is in town today. So her Grandma will be at her house for a few days. Calling and getting her Grandma would be awkward. She had her own computer, but now she must use the library, so that would be awkward for her to read the stuff I wrote yesterday in a public area. DAMN!! I'm in so much crap it's just wrong.
PN-324 AAN-774
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:15 pm
Man my head hurts.
PN-325 AAN-775
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:18 pm
Who needs a Gaia journal, or any journal for that matter, when you have a forum that no one looks at except for you and your girlfriend? It gives the guild posts, and it gives me a chance to sort out my life without thinking out loud. I do think out loud frequently, by myself of course, in order to sort out my life and think about random things, like my schedule, why things are, crap like that. I wonder if anyone else does that?
PN-326 AAN-776
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:23 pm
Seriously, how does wind work? Wind is moving air, but what moves the freakin air?!? This has been bothering me for about 3 days now. I mean, what moves air? An object of our world we can't see, hear, taste, or feel unless it moves. Wind isn't visible unless we see it move something. We can't hear it unless it moves something. We can't taste it at all, and we can't feel it unless it hits us. So what moves air? What is wind?
PN-327 AAN-777 <---Oh yeah, check out the 777.
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:26 pm
Like I've said earlier, the more we learn, the more we realize we don't know. I think wind is amazing though. I've always dreamed of being able to fly without wings. Just soaring through the mighty blue skies without anything holding me back. Wouldn't need a car, wouldn't need money for plane tickets either. That's alot of money in the long run if you think about it.
PN-328 AAN-778
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:29 pm
I could see the world and all it has to offer. I could go to Sham's house whenever I wanted. I could show her a world she never even dreamed of, the sky. It's so beautiful. I could do everything I really ever hoped to do in my human life. But, that will all remain a hopeless dream. Not leaving the ground anytime soon. Hell, the ground is what I'm gonna be buried in. Depressing isn't it?
PN-329 AAN-779
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Posted: Sun Jun 15, 2008 10:34 pm
I think about that kinda stuff when I have time on my hands to think. That, and my schedule pertaining to school and all that comes with it. If I never get my job, summer will be such a freakin waste of my time. I just want to start my senior year already. 3 AP classes, and planning our Homecoming stuff. That includes the dance, the game, the floats that the 4 classes make for the game and the parade, the cars that the King and Queen nominess ride in during the parade, Spirit Week before the game, and soccer on top of that. I'm ready for it already!!! Summer is just making me lazy.
PN-330 AAN-780
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