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 Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 11:24 pm
Cake+Mizu: I'll be okay. I think. XD <333 /gives luvs
Ohhh man my back is killing me ;_; And I was supposed to email my sister but I am way too exhausted to put forth the effort... /tells mom to do it
And ohhhh man (lolikeepsayingthatlately) this swelling is such a pain D8< I'm more rage-ish than this-really-hurts-ish now. I'LL RAGE THE PAIN AWAY!!!
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 11:47 pm
It's like my soul is see-through...
I got genuinely spooked tonight.
So I'm in one of the dining halls with a bunch of friends. I mean a BUNCH of friends. These are all people I trust, I care for, etc. I should feel safe with them, right?
Suddenly, I get spooked. SOMETHING scares me. I don't know what it was. Nothing happened in the dining hall, but I got the urge to start running, and to not stop until I got home. After we left, the entire walk home, I felt like something was chasing me, hunting me. And it was ANGRY. I only feel safe right now because I'm in my apartment and most of my protective stuff is here.
I'm worried about my friends who are still out around that dining hall. I don't want them to encounter whatever it was that scared me.
I swear I'm not going crazy. There was SOMETHING there...
Right through my empty eyes...
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 3:35 am
Whyyy today of all days?!?!?! My stomach hurts so much, but I can't stay home from school or anything because I have a final DDD=
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 6:09 am
Maris Pallitax Cake+Mizu: I'll be okay. I think. XD <333 /gives luvs Ohhh man my back is killing me ;_; And I was supposed to email my sister but I am way too exhausted to put forth the effort... /tells mom to do it
And ohhhh man (lolikeepsayingthatlately) this swelling is such a pain D8< I'm more rage-ish than this-really-hurts-ish now. I'LL RAGE THE PAIN AWAY!!!XDDD <3 /gives luffz back ;D
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 8:26 am
No matter how bad things get, no matter what happens
I think I'll always be happy and endure every bit of it knowing I have the love of a beautiful and dreamy princess from across the sea<3
6am x---x
soo tired, I was hit by a car
my back is owwwwy T^T
doctors were ugh waste of time damn it
just gimme results for ******** sake
I m better off sorting it out myself ohwell screw that s**t bad day pretty much
someone broke a bat on my head
I m not sure if it was the bat or my head that made the tingly feeling either way
After all of it
I m happy and giggling like a weird manly school girl XD because I just can't stop thinking about Mickey and just how amazing she is
every bad memory, experience and event, this is the greatest reward I could ever ask for
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 1:37 pm
So, renewed confidence.
A mutual friend asked Katerina one on one if she liked me and she said "yes, I do like him, but not as much as he loves me, yet." Our friend then went on to say "I told you so, everyone knows she likes you."
Also, I said something to her today that I normally wouldn't have said in a million years. I'm not bothered by it, but it does let me observe how much I care.
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 2:53 pm
*Is smashing through his problems slowly.*Screw how I think a girl would react to me. It's not like one of them is going to just waltz right up to me and say "Aren't you going to ask me out?"
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 8:34 pm
She called me at 10:40 at night, over an hour past when she usually sleeps, to invite me to her dance performance tomorrow...
this feeling is strange, she took initiative and did something she knew I'd like. I'm not used to that.
I also fear she is reading me too well and is on the verge of learning a close secret of mine, she rose that topic again. If I was to tell her all about it, what would her reaction be? Would she use it to exert herself? Would she use it to please me? Would she be afraid? Grossed out, even? She seems to be quite neutral on the subject, but understands how it could... affect some people. She also talks about it quite freely, while I have no doubt she can sense the awkwardness... the momentary silences and the... interest in my voice, no matter how uncharasmatic I try to make it. Being uncharasmatic around her just doesn't work.
Everyone says I am the ultimate comedian, that you can't even tell I'm making a joke until I let you know. Apparently she knows, she reads me well, while I have trouble reading her due to how unique she is.
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 12:00 am
...I have to ask why when ever that one girl looks at me, she looks like she's smiling...so confusing.
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 3:20 am
Why is there always so much violence, when all I want is comfort? Over-protective is indeed an understatement...
Beeecaaauuuse...
Nobody's tough as Jack, nobody's tough as Jaaack...
I wish I was Hit Girl right now.
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 10:56 am
some people are just stupid
I hate it when some people say stop training its because you're exercising that you're lower back hurts
SHUT THE ******** UP
i wa s**t by a car just yesterday and I find myself bending over and crouching to paint this ******** gate
its not me
its you
you idiot
also
really ? sorry but if you're on a walk get walking
don't stop and look at me and then walk over and try to talk to me when you can see Im trying to get this done fast heh
Another note, I really think some people just need to get their ******** head and heart screwed in right -___-
and others need to stop being so ******** dense
there is a huge omg ******** huge world around you
acknowledge it now you ******** it wont acknowledge you -___-
I also hate it when people mix up martial arts
kung fu=china
Karate, judo, aikido ...=Japan
I never said I want to do it professionally for the rest of my life -___-
you're all idiots
you criticize me yet you watch the sport and encourage it >>
best thing ever today was someone chick friend of my sisters was always rubbing how amazing her bf is and how sexy he is to every and how better than everyone he is -___- idiot, he was actually cheating on her *claps*
I really wonder why she even texted me o.O
I probably amn't going to reply considering she last time we spoke she kept saying he didn't need to study martial arts to kick my a** =D
=D
=D
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 11:07 am
x----x
Considering that you know how to exercise right, it's kinda... silly to think that exercising is hurting your back. I'm not too sure, but it just maybe might because you were hit by a car going 80kph. I dunno, that's just me. >___>;;
/hugs
Heh. Sometimes I guess people just think that they're the most important in the world - the supreme being. Head in the clouds or head up their asses? I'm not too sure..
I always thought that people who criticize the sport = doesn't watch. umm... that's silly. =/ Is it just that they don't want you to do it? they would rather watch someone else up there instead?
Welll ummmmm welllllll.... >>; I think that you're the better than many in the world. >> >> >> but umm yeah, you're not cheating on me so I'll just continue to think that. Yayyyy~ Isn't there a difference between strategic martial arts and randomly throwing punches at a moving object?
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 11:14 am
Mickeymoot x----x
Considering that you know how to exercise right, it's kinda... silly to think that exercising is hurting your back. I'm not too sure, but it just maybe might because you were hit by a car going 80kph. I dunno, that's just me. >___>;;
/hugs
Heh. Sometimes I guess people just think that they're the most important in the world - the supreme being. Head in the clouds or head up their asses? I'm not too sure..
I always thought that people who criticize the sport = doesn't watch. umm... that's silly. =/ Is it just that they don't want you to do it? they would rather watch someone else up there instead?
Welll ummmmm welllllll.... >>; I think that you're the better than many in the world. >> >> >> but umm yeah, you're not cheating on me so I'll just continue to think that. Yayyyy~ Isn't there a difference between strategic martial arts and randomly throwing punches at a moving object?
No idea it just gets to me heh
=/
Martial arts= a way of life, an art that comes with a new way of understanding/philosophy
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 11:19 am
Mickeymoot x----x
Welll ummmmm welllllll.... >>; I think that you're the better than many in the world. >> >> >> but umm yeah, you're not cheating on me so I'll just continue to think that. Yayyyy~ Isn't there a difference between strategic martial arts and randomly throwing punches at a moving object? My mom raised me and taught me honor, pride, chivalry and so on and so forth, Abit outdated yes but I still abide by those teachings. So I'll never be disloyal to you
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 11:27 am
Kamok0 Heh unfortunately shes to dense to consider it -____-
No idea it just gets to me heh
=/
Martial arts= a way of life, an art that comes with a new way of understanding/philosophy
I'm just evil, we decided that yesterday
Yus yus, hence why that person is silly. =/ I dunno, I think there's a difference between being having talent/knowledge and a huge ego.
Pffffffffffffffffffffffftttteeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy I know that. hehe And I'm very happy. THere's no such thing as old fashioned ideas. Just ideas that work well and are therefore passed on.
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