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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:17 pm
epic-writer42 Kamdage epic-writer42 Kamdage I hate having to act like someone Im not The solution is quite simple, be yourself. It is not hard. They never accepted me its not because of that its because Im not a pure blood I have dark hair, Im physically just to different to fit in the picture perfect world and it annoys me at times because I end up getting stuck in a place where I dont seem to belong and people treat me as If I have no emotion or feeling I raise my eyebrow at this picture perfect world you speak of. Sorry I meant their picture perfect world sweatdrop Sorry for troubling everyone I just really needed to vent that out
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:29 pm
Kamdage epic-writer42 Kamdage epic-writer42 Kamdage I hate having to act like someone Im not The solution is quite simple, be yourself. It is not hard. They never accepted me its not because of that its because Im not a pure blood I have dark hair, Im physically just to different to fit in the picture perfect world and it annoys me at times because I end up getting stuck in a place where I dont seem to belong and people treat me as If I have no emotion or feeling I raise my eyebrow at this picture perfect world you speak of. Sorry I meant their picture perfect world sweatdrop Sorry for troubling everyone I just really needed to vent that out You don't need to fit into their silly picture perfect world Kam, it's like fitting in with the in crowd. Needlessly redundant. You just need to learn that you deserve better and have to be willing to take life by balls, as unsanitary as it seems.
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:31 pm
Dad forcing me to get a girlfriend that's catholic = me wanting to tell him I like guys MUCH more. If he says I'm doing this to defy him, I'll be sad since my feelings = moot towards what he freakin' wants. It's not about "dont' like guys cuz no one on this earth accepts 'em" or any of that crap, he just wants my life in a straight line he draws out.
Can I have a voice just yet? I haven't developed anything over the years thus thinking I'm nothing worth living... *cries*
I just need to make out w/a g uy is all DX
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:32 pm
Kam, this thread is made for venting! We love you, you know it. <3
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:37 pm
keito melfina Dad forcing me to get a girlfriend that's catholic = me wanting to tell him I like guys MUCH more. If he says I'm doing this to defy him, I'll be sad since my feelings = moot towards what he freakin' wants. It's not about "dont' like guys cuz no one on this earth accepts 'em" or any of that crap, he just wants my life in a straight line he draws out.
Can I have a voice just yet? I haven't developed anything over the years thus thinking I'm nothing worth living... *cries*
I just need to make out w/a g uy is all DX Makes me glad that I don't really care what m'pops says.
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 8:17 pm
I don't like it when Alex analyzes other women's bodies and tells me about it. I know he's an artist and he's obsessed with appearances and fashion and everything, but it makes me feel bad about myself because then I start comparing myself to them and kjd;lfkgjflgkj
I hate being that kind of person... where you can't say what's on your mind around me because I'll take it the wrong way and freak out or whatever... I don't mean to be like this... I hate being overly sensitive crying
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 8:25 pm
Little Miss Fortune I don't like it when Alex analyzes other women's bodies and tells me about it. I know he's an artist and he's obsessed with appearances and fashion and everything, but it makes me feel bad about myself because then I start comparing myself to them and kjd;lfkgjflgkj
I hate being that kind of person... where you can't say what's on your mind around me because I'll take it the wrong way and freak out or whatever... I don't mean to be like this... I hate being overly sensitive crying *hugs hugs hugs and inserts facts* You're you, not those other women. Alex is dating you, not the other women for their fashion or appearance. Which = he <3's you most out of the rest of the women. I have that same feeling too... I'm totally going to hang out w/ a guy I like a lot (planned it through yahoo chat -.-) and we don't communicate much. So, I have this personal fear that he'll forget or something else would come up thus ruining my hopes for me being closer to him crying If I remind him that might make him snap thus plans cancelled. If I don't he might forget. Oh joy to a lose-lose situation...
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 8:29 pm
keito melfina Little Miss Fortune I don't like it when Alex analyzes other women's bodies and tells me about it. I know he's an artist and he's obsessed with appearances and fashion and everything, but it makes me feel bad about myself because then I start comparing myself to them and kjd;lfkgjflgkj
I hate being that kind of person... where you can't say what's on your mind around me because I'll take it the wrong way and freak out or whatever... I don't mean to be like this... I hate being overly sensitive crying *hugs hugs hugs and inserts facts* You're you, not those other women. Alex is dating you, not the other women for their fashion or appearance. Which = he <3's you most out of the rest of the women. I have that same feeling too... I'm totally going to hang out w/ a guy I like a lot (planned it through yahoo chat -.-) and we don't communicate much. So, I have this personal fear that he'll forget or something else would come up thus ruining my hopes for me being closer to him crying If I remind him that might make him snap thus plans cancelled. If I don't he might forget. Oh joy to a lose-lose situation...
*Hugs tight* Why are you so sweeeeet? <33333333333333
You should remind him when it gets closer. Why would he snap? He wouldn't have made the plans if he didn't want to go through with them <3
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 8:44 pm
@LMF: I'm overly sensitive about certain things, too, and little things that shouldn't bother me, does. I've been told by people that I make a big fuss over things that shouldn't matter but.. not everything has the same importance to everyone. It's not my fault that why I hold important doesn't mean much anything to most of my friends. I just view things differently.
.. And I got off track. Anyway, what I was saying was, I can definitely relate to being overly sensitive about things, especially appearances. Usually I'm fine, but if someone points out something bad about my appearance, I then try to hide it. I know for a fact that I'm cute and adorable, I just.. can't seem to think that I am all the time. o3o Or if someone points out something bad about me in general, I get really upset about it and just freak out. @_@
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 8:47 pm
Kuroyanagika @LMF: I'm overly sensitive about certain things, too, and little things that shouldn't bother me, does. I've been told by people that I make a big fuss over things that shouldn't matter but.. not everything has the same importance to everyone. It's not my fault that why I hold important doesn't mean much anything to most of my friends. I just view things differently.
.. And I got off track. Anyway, what I was saying was, I can definitely relate to being overly sensitive about things, especially appearances. Usually I'm fine, but if someone points out something bad about my appearance, I then try to hide it. I know for a fact that I'm cute and adorable, I just.. can't seem to think that I am all the time. o3o Or if someone points out something bad about me in general, I get really upset about it and just freak out. @_@
I'm usually okay with the way I look, too. And people never even really say bad things about me (anymore). But I still overreact to stuff like this and let it get to me, even though I *KNOW* that he thinks I'm beautiful... I can't help it T____T
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:18 pm
If you love somebody, set them free.If they return, they were always yours.
♥ ok fine.... I stole a cookie form the cookie jar after midnight.... I AM SORRY!!!!♥ If they don't, they never were.
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:52 pm
... I want a ******** bicycle. >:[ But I have to wait until August so my Dad can buy one cheap and so he won't have to drive it across the country. He refuses to buy one now and even though I have the money to buy one, he wouldn't take it with us if I did circumvent him and bought it myself.
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There's a really beautiful bike path literally right next to my house.
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/wrist
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:53 pm
Little Miss Fortune I don't like it when Alex analyzes other women's bodies and tells me about it. I know he's an artist and he's obsessed with appearances and fashion and everything, but it makes me feel bad about myself because then I start comparing myself to them and kjd;lfkgjflgkj
I hate being that kind of person... where you can't say what's on your mind around me because I'll take it the wrong way and freak out or whatever... I don't mean to be like this... I hate being overly sensitive crying Jon and I have a "rule" that he can look at other women, watch porn, etc. as long as he never does it in front of me or mentions it to me. I honestly don't care that he does it, I just don't wanna see it. Works pretty well.
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 9:54 pm
Little Miss Fortune I'm usually okay with the way I look, too. And people never even really say bad things about me (anymore). But I still overreact to stuff like this and let it get to me, even though I *KNOW* that he knows I'm beautiful... I can't help it T____T Fixed~
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 10:12 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I don't like it when Alex analyzes other women's bodies and tells me about it. I know he's an artist and he's obsessed with appearances and fashion and everything, but it makes me feel bad about myself because then I start comparing myself to them and kjd;lfkgjflgkj
I hate being that kind of person... where you can't say what's on your mind around me because I'll take it the wrong way and freak out or whatever... I don't mean to be like this... I hate being overly sensitive crying Jon and I have a "rule" that he can look at other women, watch porn, etc. as long as he never does it in front of me or mentions it to me. I honestly don't care that he does it, I just don't wanna see it. Works pretty well. That's what I wantttt! I had a horrible ex who was addicted to porn and would talk about other girls in a sexual way right in front of me, even comparing me to them... and not in the "You're more beautiful than them" way, but more of an "I wish you looked like that" way. Thank god Alex isn't interested in porn (or he's smart enough to lie about it)... XP
@Foam: I smiled when I found what you changed ^^ <33333
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