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I'm putting my bet on no. If she does, please tell me.

Yes. How does the second and third one makes sense?

I know but I still would like to know how they make sense, if not just random and confusing statements. >_>

Ok...

I'm worried about Keebee...

I pmed her just to see what's up and asked how she was doing and didn't get a response, so I messaged again and still didn't get a response. I can tell how someone has read your pm on gaia, cause once your message moves from your outbox to your sentbox, it means it was opened and most likely read. So I messaged again and was like: "If you don't want to talk to me, just say so. stare " Then she responds, snapping at me and telling me she's just taking a break and is going through a lot right now...

So yeah...I'm just a little worried. I've known her over the internet for about 4 years now...it's hard keeping a friendship over the internet. Me and Haj have pretty much went our own ways and never talk anymore...seems like the same is about to happen with me and Keebee. The internet is like its own world. Filled with heartbreak and depression. First Jess ******** me over, then Haj stops talking to me, now Keebee....I think I'm going to stop getting so personal with people online and just use the internet for business purposes or to pass the time, like this guild.

I'm kinda glad my internet went out in my own computer. It's helped me detach myself from the internet and pay more attention to the real world. I'm slowly learning how to be more independant with my license and all. And I can't wait til my Miami vacation trip this October. Once that trip is over I'm gonna look for a better job and ditch this stupid EB Games I work at. My co workers are driving me off the wall and I can hardly stand it any longer. But I just need to keep holding on until my vacations this year are over, then I can leave that place for good. My life has just been so hectic this year. I got my license, my own car, I'm dealing with bills and financial problems, I've just recently found out that I love to dance at clubs and pretty good at dancing to hip hop/techno, I've created enemies with my co workers at work, and I'm about to turn 21. gonk So much to deal with! It's like getting my license just cause a chain reaction and set everything in motion. I'm not used to this lifestyle...I used to just lock myself up in my room and be on the internet or play video games all day while my mother pampered and babied me. But getting my license just opened up a completely new world for me, yet my mother still latches onto my ankle and tries to pull me back into a sheltered life of innocence. I'm slowly breaking away, but at the same time things are changing for me. I'm noticing a change of attitude. My job has made me cold and cynical, as I'm prodded and picked on by my co workers everyday and have to deal with rude customers daily. I'm also a real a*****e sometimes without even knowing it. But here's the strange part...I'm a Libra, sign of the scale and equality. Then there's my parents...my father is a cold, selfish a*****e, and my mother is kind-hearted, loving and protective. I'm trapped in this neutrality and my mind is a constant battle between right and wrong. Selfishness and generosity, love and hate, cold and caring, the list goes on....which is why I need to stop chatting with people online....my mind is always changing and I always type what I'm thinking. I hurt people emotionally over the internet and I need to stop this. In person, I'm much more normal and not as analytical, whereas on here I'm always analyzing and revising what I type.....trapped in two minds. Two ways of thinking. Anyone who I've met over the internet does not know the real me. They just know my random thoughts. So yeah....I better stop now before I might say some things I'll regret later...

Yeah..I'm with Ocarina on this one...we should give Keebee space and hopefully, she'll come through. And Lonewolf, we all hurt people, whether we like it or not; just on different levels. As long as people feel like they have to apologize or make things right, then it's alright. We're just human, doomed to make mistakes and feel conflicted with ourselves until we're turned to dust.

just saw the movie 1408 today. AWESOME movie, btw. You guys should definately check it out.

domokun