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 Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:22 pm
"I grew out of it. and you do compare me to him, both of you do. I'm not as smart or as motivated. I skip class, I drink, I smoke. I do it because I have to get the voice out of my head that tell me I'm a failure. I'm surprised you don;t compare me to Niels and Devi too." He got up and stood by his window.
"So whats going on? Wheres Flawrence?" He asked when they go t down stairs.
He smiled, "I wasn't really sure for a while. I started to notice guys more. Having a girlfriend just didn't seem right. But its a hard thing to know.... why do you ask?"
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:26 pm
he shook his head a little and curled up tighter
"Blase..." he sighed softly "what can I do?"
"we had to..." she bit her lip a little "we had to hospitalize her..." she said softly
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:32 pm
"Nothing... its not like you care, you have the golden child........... do you know how people talk about him at school. He a spazy skater that happeneds to take after his fathers."
"What? Why?"
"Your sister is sick..... She has a few problems that we can't help with boys."
"Do you think you are? is that why? You can tell me son." He asked.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:36 pm
"every one at school already calls me gay 'cus of you and dad... part of me doesn't want to be... but I think so..." he didn't look at Nate
"E's not perfect Blase... no one is. And maybe he is gay? What does that have to do with you? You're his brother, defend him" he sighed softly "I know you know what happened to me... don't let that happen to him..."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:39 pm
"all it is is talk. Be sides hes covered, He has Jack and the other skaters, hell half the soccer team. He don't need my defending."
"Is there something wrong with being gay?" He wanted to know if his son had a problem with it. They had taught there sons to be open with them.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:43 pm
he shook his head "not when it's you and dad..."
"he's still you're brother..." he lead Blase back to the bed "did I ever tell you about how you're uncles weren't to thrilled when I told them I was gay? It was hard... Every one else accepted it but them... and It didn't feel right. He needs you"
he ran up stairs
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:49 pm
He watched his brother go. "How sick is she?" He felt responsible.
"But when its some one else?"
"He doesn't need me.... He has you and dad. I'm the out cast of this family, even Niels fits in more then I do and he's the loner. I don't care if E is gay or not. It doesn't matter to me." he looked away from his father.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:07 pm
"you're not an out cast... trust me" he said softly "and you're brother does need you, you'll see"
"it's fine for other people... I just... never thought that I'd be gay..." he said softly
"she won't be home... for a wile Jack..." she said softly and walked over to him "it's not you're fault" she saw the look in his eyes "she did this... to herself"
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:10 pm
"Yeah but I didn't help any." He ran off and back up stairs.
"Let him go babe." he walked over to her.
He smiled a bit. "I take it you like this Alex kid?"
"But I am. I don't fit in with this family."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:12 pm
"you did... and I think you still do" he smiled softly and held his arms open for his son "you're never going to NOT fit in these arms and NOT be part of this family"
he blushed and didn't answer
he flipped his phone open and called Deb
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:16 pm
She smiled when she saw Ryan was calling. She went and sat on the roof and answered her phone. "Hello."
He looked at his dad. It didn't change the way he felt. He knew he should have ran when he had the chance.
"Does he like you back?" He asked.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:19 pm
"Deb..." he sniffed a little "my... my sister's in the hospital..."
"I don't know..." he stared at his foot a little
"do I get a hug or not?" he smiled a little
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:21 pm
He hugged him. But it still didn't change a thing.
"Oh no... what happened?"
"Well i think someone needs ice tea.... what do you say?" He smiled.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:23 pm
"I'm not in the mood..." he got up and headed inside. He knocked on his brothers door
"thank you" he squeezed his sons shoulders before getting up "see... he can talk and not fight"
"I... I don't know..."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 4:26 pm
that made him smile a little.
"Do you wanna talk about it?" She asked.
He sighed and went inside. He poured himself a cup and sat at the table.
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