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 Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:13 pm
he continued scratching his head softly
he looked down a little then back up at Alex. He had the urge to kiss him again and didn't know what to do
he sighed softly and nodded "kay..." he kissed Nate lightly before heading to the hall "Blase..."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:17 pm
He kissed him back and watched him go. He looked out the window to see how the boys were doing.
He scrambled up the stairs and back to his room. He really didn't want to talk.
"What? Do I have dirt on my face or something?" He asked. He wasn't sure why Euclid was looking at him like that.
He lifted his head and with one hand wiped his face of tears. He kissed her cheek, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to break down like that."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:21 pm
"you needed it" she said softly "it's ok"
"no..." he said softly "I... wanted to kiss you again" he blushed and looked down
he followed his son "Blase... please. We really need to have a talk... not just about you but about everything"
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:24 pm
"No I'm not in the mood for a fight dad." He said as he closed his door.
"Oh....." He was feeling a bit awkward now. He was glad Euclid did give him a surprise attack again.
He nodded. "should we go tell the boys?"
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:28 pm
she nodded slowly
"I didn't say I wanted to fight Blase... I want to talk..." he said softly
he sat up a little more and leaned in, Kissing Alex again softly. This time he didn't pull away and run
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:32 pm
He really didn't understand it but he started to kiss him back before he pulled away.
He smiled as he saw the boys from the window. He'd have to remember to talk to his son later.
"Yeah but when we 'talk' it ends in a fight. so no thank you." He sat on his bed and opened a comic book.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:42 pm
he smiled and blushed softly "sorry..."
"Blase... open the door... If you don't I'll take it off it's hinges and you'll get a drape instead..."
she got up slowly "come on..."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:46 pm
"see fight already... nice talk dad." He said sarcastically.
He got out after her. And together they walked into the house.
"Uhh yeah...... I should get home. I have a ton of homework to get through." He stood. He felt so out of place right now. He didn't know why he kissed back. He didn't understand it.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:51 pm
he curled his knees up to his chest "kay..." he said softly
"hey... where's Flawrence? I got her her work" he was confused by his parents expressions
he took a deep breath "Blase... I'm serious, cut the crap and open the door..."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:54 pm
"Ryan go get your brother. me and your mother need to talk to you both." He told his son.
He put down the comic and went to the door. "What?"
"I'll see you tomorrow." He grabbed his board and went back the way they came in. He skated off trying to clear his head.
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 2:58 pm
he stayed sitting out at the goal post and closed his eyes, trying not to cry again
"good" he smiled and stepped around his soon in to the room and closed the door behind him "we need to talk about everything. Starting with the drinking... I don't care that you drink a little... but don't go to school and get smashed... I can smell it on you... And I don't want to lose you like we lost grandpa ok?"
"kay..." he put his book down on the table and ran upstairs "Jack"
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:04 pm
He took off his head phones, "What?" He was starting his bio homework and needed to be left alone.
He walked out side, "Hey bud.. where did Alex go?"
"God dad. what happened to grandpa isn't going to happen to me. I have it under control. relax. I don't get smashed all the time."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:08 pm
"but if you start now you never know what's going to happen..." he lead Blase over to his bed and sat down with him "and now school... I know you don't like to go... I want you to finish out the year, do the best you can ok? I don't hate you, I just care... You used to love playing football with me, what happened? Wasn't it you're dream to be a football star?"
"home..." he said quietly
"mom and dad need to talk to us... Flawrence isn't with them... I think something happened to her..."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:12 pm
He put down his stuff, "Lets go find out then."
"You okay?" He sat down next to him.
"No dad it was yours. I was trying to make you happy and live your dream. But then school got in the way, and well i lost interest okay..... I do do the best dad. But I'm never going to be as good as Euclid."
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Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 3:15 pm
"I'm not comparing you to you're brother... I'm comparing you to you." he said softly "Blase... you said to me, that you wanted to be like me... what happened to that little boy I used to hold in my arms every night? And don't say he grew up because the way I see it you didn't..."
"how... did you know that you were gay dad?" he asked softly, tears flowing freely now
he raced down stairs with his brother
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