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Amy blinked, "Viv? why are you making crowns....of plants?" she asked, confused. She looked around, "are...you alright?" she asked, wanting to know badly what was going on. "mine isn't that important, it canw ait" she said, regreting to have brought it up, it was rather an embarrasing matter.

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AMy frowned at her sister, confused and feeling a little uninformed, "well I can't force you to talk, but if you need to talk, I'll listen...." she said, waititng for a moment, then sighing. "I have a kind of, embarrasing problem....or well it's more to do with fear, or I dunno, but it is a real problem...to me" she siad, mumbling, to prevent Vivian from understanding properly.

AMy placed her arms on her bent knees, and rested her head on them, "I'm afraid of love" she said quietly....."I panic" she adds, not knowing how else to explain it.

AMy looked up with a frown, "Ok, if I tell you this, don't tell Amaya, or anyone else for the matter, since I have kept my mouth shut about it for 3 years." she said, taking a break, then sighing, "You remember Spike" she said, inhaling sharply, "he wasn't just a friend, he was...like christoph to you, and well a guard killed him, thinking that Spike was a threat to me, I buried him with my own two hands, so I dunno, I'm just afraid.....I'm terrified, heck, even paranoid....." she said.

AMy looked confused, "Christoph is.....dead?" she asked, "Oh Viv, I'm sorry" she added, "well I guess that sounds right, but I can't overcome that, I will always remember" she said, looking out the window, "besides, I don't even know if I like Akori, he seems like a reall a*****e"

Vivian bit her lip and looked at the two rings, closing her eyes against the tears. "It's alright Amy..." Quieting, she listened to her, sighing heavily herself as she slid to her feet, her eyes still closed. "Well...I don't think you'd have to worry about that happening with Akori considering he's the Prince of this kingdom. But, memory is a powerful thing, and sometimes we let ourselves become too drawn to something in the past, or let ourselves be too scarred by something that happened like with you and Spike." Looking past her sister a little, she blinked, seeing his ghost too. Why me?

"we know that he must like you to some degree, though, I personally think it's your body. He always checks you out whenever you two are talking or arguing I should say. He is an a*****e to be sure. Spike doesn't want his death to stop you from ever loving again though, he says to not focus on that so much as the happier times no matter how short they were with him instead, remember those times. That's what he wants you to know." Looking to Spike, she saw him nod, her eyes shifting to her sister again.

Vivian shrank a little when her sister shouted, looking to the door when she heard the shout. "Y-Yes...He's fine, he's a little upset at how you wouldn't let yourself heal before, but he's fine. And yes, I also heard that shout. I think my 'match' finally arrived." She answered, getting up and going to the door, poking her head out. Shrugging, she closed it again, sitting down next to her sister again.

Vivian's face fell a little, she didn't really consider herself so lucky to be able to see all of these spirits...The briefest smirk tilted up the corners of her mouth, fading quickly again. "You kidding? I'd end up locking Akori in the dungeon before marrying him. Ah...maybe a little-" stopping herself, she shook her head, her expression saddening again. "Sure, I'll have to eventually anyways."

Getting up again, she checked her dress again, fixing the off-the-shoulder neckline, fitting her 'curves' perfectly. Opening her door, she walked slower than she normally would, making sure that amy was with her still. Once they arrived at the entrance hall, she spotted her match, looking him over from where she stood. Why does he have to look like Christoph in some ways? Why... Sighing heavily, she forced those thoughts from her mind, her violet eyes now just watching him.