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Ellie looked at him as he got up "you really shouldnt be getting up like that" she said and got up then lisioned "and nice song"

Ellie glared at him "if that was the only d@mn reason i cared then i would just leave you alone now, just let you get back in that condition and you go to the hospital. but you know what, your just clueless on anything arent you. and i thought i was thick headed" she said then turned her back to him "your an idiot some times" she said and sighed, she wasnt going to tell him she was starting to like him because part of her still hated him

Ellie turned to him "fine, thank you for everything. but i think ill leave. than it would be better here with out me." she said and got up and walked up stairs and slammed the the door and changed and started putting everything up, what he didnt know was about half way to the room she had started crying, she was still hiding how she felt because she figured still he would send her back anyways, so why not save him the trouble and go back herself. then he wouldnt have to worry about her and he can deal with a slave who has killed

Ellie came running down stairs and looked at him after she heard the crashing and smashing "do you really think smashing up the place will keep me here? im not wanted anywhere. maybe i should stay in a cage, then at least i cant hurt no one and no one can hurt me. and plus, if you had lisioned you would have heard me say 'if' it was the only reason. you are so thick headed. i can get to the oint i like you just a bit then i see how you really can be and not even stop me from going back. that makes me think you dont want me here in the first place. i know it would be calmer if i left, and maybe it would be better that way. but i saved you from the lake, you would have froze. first thing out of your mouth, wheres your sword. i tell you i put it u and you about yell at me. so dont tell me i should thank you when i dont get it back. and plus, how can i truly like you. you freaking raped me because i wouldnt conform to you, and what you wanted. and im not going to. i will speak my mind and do as i want. and at the moment it is leave, because im not staying here where the master is so thick headed and cant see that the slave who wants to leave it the only reason your still alive, cause the brat cant do anything to help. and thats all im saying, cause if you want me gone, then ill go back to the warehouse and die there" she said in almost one one breath and crossed her arms

"first off, i have that right to hate you, but that doesnt mean i would kill you. or i would have left you in the lake. im probly the only one who would have been able to get you anyways. cause i dont think that brat has been through what i have. and you also gave me that chance to stab you, with your own sword. and if i truly wanted to then i would have. if i had focused enough. but your so think headed you dont see that. and trust me, i have acted better here, even at my worst, then i did anywhere else. i have changed alot more then what i would normally do. but you dont know me well enough to know that. and then the rape, you dont want me comparing you to my past, yet you do as other masters would do. so dont tell me you dont mind me speaking my mind, cause you dont like whats on my mind. its not what you want to hear, it never is for anyone. and your sword, i told you i moved it, and hid it. im sorry, but that was a smart more on my end. you would have lost it in the lake anyways if you had grabbed it, and no i would not jump in to get it. you was hard enough to get out. but you wasnt thinking, you just went and yelled at me. so you tell me weather i feel like i belong here or would want to be here. cause i feel unwanted. in almost every way. i almost feel like all your gifts are to buy my niceness or something like that. how do i even know you even mean them. because i have been there, done that. and im sick of it. and all your gifts are up in the room just in case i leave, i wouldnt be able to keep them anyways if i went back to that cage anyways" she said and turned around and walked away, not really wanting to deal with him, tho it was to see if he truly wanted her there, cause if so he would stop her

Ellie turned to him again "thats the problem, i wont lision to a command because you are a master. i beleave i have said it before i wont lision to a master, i refuse to lose myself in what i was forced into. but if you are asking me as a friend to stay, then maybe. but i feel like your trying to buy my friendship with gifts, thats not friendship tho. thats brivery. i have seen it all before, and im not trying to compare you here, but at times you are just like others. and im sick of this, being a slave. and as you just said, you are my master. how can a master and slave be friends when the master is thick headed and the slave has been through a lot more then she says sometimes. you would never understand, no one will. so where do i belong other then a cage, by myself and away from others. then maybe, just maybe i wont get hurt again. i cant go through getting hurt. but...." she stopped and lowered her head and sighed then took a breath and glanced up at him "....but i guess i will stay for now, tho i really dont know why i am"

Ellie turned and walked away "yea, good choice for who tho, and i never packed. i put all the stuff you gave me up so there wasnt a mess, i hadnt plained on taking anything with me when i was going to leave" she said then went up to her room and shut the door

Ellie went and sat in the floor and closed her eyes, her window was still open so her room was super cold, but she was too stubborn to close the window or grab a blanket, she was fighting with herself on why she had even stay when she still felt like she didnt belong