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Ishira wanted to glare at him, wanted to yell and scream because her mind was going nuts on her. The scene of her daughters death kept playing through like a broken record, but she nothing show. Her face was blank as she sighed, the cut between her shoulders stinging as hair rubbed up against it.
It better heal. Ishiras voice rang to Kyuuketsuki in a silent hiss.
It will... Kyuuketsuki voice was like it had always been there, not unfamiliar in anyway to Ishira. For some reason it brought comfort to her, gave her the edge to know that she was strong, even if she was human.
"I dont hear anything other then you and Kyuuketsuki. The others went silent when i slammed Kyuuketsuki against the floor... As far as i feel, i feel like crap.. Theres some things you only ever want to see once." A sigh and Ishira put her fingers to the ridge of her nose. She rubbed lightly, closing her eyes and trying to concentrate on pushing back her memories.

He walked past her and she frowned. Though he was controlling his emotions, Ishira didnt like his reactions. He was being cold, ans honestly an a**. She held back her own growl of frustration, but Kyuuketsuki did not. Sighing, Ishira turned so that Kyuuketsuki would be unable to attack Neko in anyway. The thing really had a mind of its own, and it made her wonder how many times Ishira would end up fighting it. In human form, probably many times, in demon, probably not as much. The weapon was much like her fox, wanting to test everything out, and currently wanting to hurt its captor. Its own feelings spilled into Ishira but she easily stopped. Slamming the end on the ground, she hissed at Kyuuketsuki until its growling stopped. When she felt it was safe, Ishira walked on, going to follow Neko. Speaking of children...

"What did you mean Neko? About me still being able to have a family?" There wasnt hope in her voice, because she figured he had said it to get her attention. "I cant keep a child in me, and unless you teach me to make one of the experiments, i cant be a mother.

Ishira leaned against the end of the bed and sighed. She didnt want to follow him all the way when the bed was right there. She looked at, from the blankets to the pillows, which she knew were all soft.
I wouldnt trust him... Kyuuketsukis voice rang softly in her head and Ishira smirked. Trust... She did trust Neko, did trust he wouldnt let her die, nor would he let anything too serious happen to her. She knew he would listen when she needed him to, and that he was a good friend now. But could she let him do things to her?

"If you could fix me, then why havent you tried fixing yourself?" Ishira said before she turned to the bed, raising and exposing one leg as she pressed the knee on the top of it. She moved Kyuuketsuki to the hand furthest away from Neko and then lightly laid it on the bed. "Be good, i dont want more issues." She said to it as she placed both hands on the bed as well.

"Would my situation be better.." Ishira didnt even try to hold the distaste of the conversion that leaked through the words she spoke. Her child was killed because of the situation was in, she really didnt think that she would ever be a fit mother if she was constantly on the run. Kyuuketsuki was silent for once, listening to the conversation with nothing smartass to say. Ishira was at the least thankful for that as she crawled up on the bed to lay down again. Her body felt sore, close to broken again, or was that her mind? Shaking her head, she crossed her hands and laid down on her stomach and using her arms as pillows again. It wasnt until she felt blood making its way slowly down her side did she sit up again.
"s**t." She put her hand against the blood, keeping it from falling onto the blankets.

"Hunters killed my clan and i went after them when i was 17. I killed everyone of the people that killed my clan and since then, people have been after me because ive been named a kin killer. A killer of ones race, of demons. They hunt me because they think they have no other way to get rid of me. It doesnt help that i am of light and dark, which is considered an illegal combination in our clan... Its why my mother left me to die at birth." She paid no attention to him when he walked in. She knew he was in there but didnt care to see him, with the thoughts of Largo and memories still clearly in her head. She didnt want Kyuuketsuki to even think of messing with them right now, so she didnt touch the weapon, just had it sit neatly next to her.
A demon of Light and Dark? Kyuuketsukis voice was curious, but Ishira didnt answer it, she just glared. Why was the thing so interested in her? A thing of death with a healer... A more then odd combination.

"You must have known where they were coming from. I thought i did, i thought i destroyed them... Until Largo came." Ishiras voice was soft, almost filled with the love she use to have with the man. Tears, she could feel them, but she didnt want anyone to see them. She buried her head in her arms and covered her face. "Damn that man for taking my only child, damn him for being a coward and taking his own life."

Ishira snapped up her head and glared at him.
"That wasnt him, it was Kyuuketsuki... She for some reason hates your guts." She sighed, propping her chin on top of her arms. She looked distant as she thought back on how Largo actually looked. He was completely different from Neko... His hair was golden, and shorter then Nekos when he was in human form. He was tall, almost looked like no muscle was on his body, but then again he kept most of his body hidden, even in sparring. Ishira had known differently though... She knew his strength and what he did with it, or at least she had thought she knew. She lowered her eyes with a sigh as she shook her head lightly. "No, you dont look anything like him, and he looked nothing like you..." She flipped over, intangling her fingers together right under her breasts as she looked at Neko now. He looked nothing like Largo, so why had Kyuuketsukis illusion been so hard to break? She didnt like it, she should have been able to see through it. What Neko said caught her attention though and she cocked her brow.
"Now how would we do that?" She asked.

"Its actually easier then i want it to be... " Ishira stretched out her arms and then glanced over at Kyuuketsuki. The weapon would probably greatly enjoy the show they would some day do... But then again, she still needed to train and if they did try and get the Hunters to her, then there would be a slight problem with that..

"The easiest way to get them here would be opening up my darkness, or letting my light lose control. Either way, its not pretty and ive never once done it openly. Im not the greatest person in those times, and it wasnt until recently that i ever remembered what it felt like. But, it does tend to get the Hunters to run at me like a cat to catnip. Most of them are demon, and thats all i really want taken care of. " Ishira thought about it though, it would give her a chance to leave.... A chance to live a life she wanted and if she allowed Neko to try and fix her, have a child... A family... But wouldnt that mean shed have to leave here? "Everyone here would have to believe it as well... I would have to leave again.."