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 Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 12:49 am
I never knew how much I was like you. I craved attention. I craved beer, I craved anything that would give me an adrenelin rush. I craved anything that would make me feel a tiny once like I was human, like I could feel, that I wasn't completely heartless and broken, like I was alive. I got all that when I met Edge and the other guys. And I still want it. I wanted more and now it's gotten me beaten close to death more than once, it's gotten me raped, and it's hurt me and poeple who know. And this is comming from the mouth of a little girl whose parent's think she's a little angel when they don't ahve a clue what the hell she's gotten herself into.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 12:52 am
Damion_Dusk I crave more than the gentle love that Justice gives me. I like what Daeg does to me. What my customers do to me. I need something more than a romantic night making love by a fire. I need pain. I need drugs. I need to feel what I felt before the accident. Don't you give a s**t about Justice then? Don't you care that he gets worried sick? What if you end up doing something stupid? Something that will kill you. Something that will destroy you. Something that will not be able to be fixed. Do you want Justice and Van and everyone who loves you to feel like s**t because you're getting hurt and killing yourself?
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 12:54 am
Woah, woah, woahhh.
Ciara now takes back what she says!
Don't you DARE go to s**t!
Ask your baby to pull your hair and smack your a**, and ******** your a** until you c** on the carpet! But don't ever please "customers"! I've had very very very bad experiences with "customers" that I don't wanna start crying out, but I'll let you know that it'll lead you to a horrible place! Don't do that! Please, for me! A sixteen year old girl on Gaia who has been through the whole adrenaline, cocaine, sex for money for cocaine, weed, and forced prostitution since she was thirteen, Damion. I've been beaten black and blue, raped, and even drugged. ALMOST SOLD! I was almost sold like a SLAVE! Oh look, now I' crying.
Damion. Stick with Justice. He's all you need.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 12:57 am
Chocolate, I'm 13 now and I've been involved with this s**t since I was 10.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:00 am
I apologize deeply.
Believe me, I know exactly how it feels.
And my name is Ciara.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:02 am
It truely sucks. just today I got beat again by 3 of the 6 guys I'm involved with. I had to have this guy Beck put home made stitches in my leg. He replaced the fishing line I originally used. I tend to laugh at pain instead of crying. My names... Just call my Danger... It's a middle name...
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:05 am
Your middle names Danger?
That's bad-a**.
And no little girl should have to go through that.
My advise would be to tell the pigs.
They're all a bunch of a**-holes out to get you, but they get the job done.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:06 am
Not really. It's a middle name.. Edge gave me... Real middle name is Rae/Ray.
I would tell the cops if I could. Bruce the Sheriff, and I have a... History.... Enough said.
-whispers- I've been to Juvy already. Okay, more than once, but only once actually locked up.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:09 am
Co-worker, eyy?
I understand.
I was forced to screw some weird a** officer when he was going to arrest me.
God, I'm telling you...
It was terrible!
He was so damn creepy!
Like, he said things a regular man shouldn't say to a woman!
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:11 am
More like my Pimp. It's complicated. I would ahve to tell you the whole story for you to understand but I'm just too damn lazy at the moment.
I didn't screw him. I'm proudly still a 'virgin' I guess you could call me.
But that guy sounds ******** up.
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GAlA SITE ASSISTANCE 2011
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:13 am
I love Justice but he doesn't fully satisfy me.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:16 am
. . . Life is screwed up. BIG TIME.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:16 am
That's a good thing, Damion.
Now go make sweet a**-love(:
Danger:
Really? A virgin? what a few handjobs, and head?
You're a lucky one. And yes, he was. He told me he wished he could eat my "sweet tight pretty p***y and just ingest it all up." I was literally scared.
And i don't get scared anymore! my legs used to shake when i ever even saw a man! and that creepy as mother ******** scared the s**t out of me!
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:19 am
Ciara:
I'm mostly... How should I put it... Edge's personal b***h. Well, it's more like Edge, Mason, Tony, Declan, Donavin, and Tyler's personal b***h. They are all fromt he ages 17-19. I won't do anything sexual.. Well... They keep trying but I'm trying to stay strong, but then I just get beat. a new bruise or cut on a daily basis isn;t anything out of the ordinary.
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Posted: Fri Dec 24, 2010 1:20 am
Damion, Then show him truely. Stay with him and give up the parties. Otherwise, if it's something you absolutely can't give up, only go to on like once a month or every other month I guess?? Otherwise, may I subjest a three-way or, I don't know, an eight-way, but with guys like Justice who are close to you. I don't knnow, I'm clueless. I'm just trying to help.
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