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 Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 9:14 pm
My confidence levels are SO screwy tonight. First, Alex says something about how he isn't really attracted to Asian women. +Confidence for me (since I'm not Asian), until I realize that if he can totally dismiss an entire race of people, I doubt his 'ideal woman' would really be some fat ugly white girl with glasses... -Confidence. Then he mentions a glasses fetish... +Confidence again!
I wish my level of confidence didn't depend so much on what he thinks of me... but as long as he continues to insist that I'm beautiful, I guess it's not too much of a problem... XP
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 10:27 pm
I 'fessed up to my mother tonight, and I regret it. And I don't regret it. And I do regret it. And... I just have horribly mixed feelings about it, obviously, but I think I did the right thing in the long run. xD
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 10:31 pm
I'm scared right now as always.
a) last night I had a nightmare where I was kidnapped by my 12th Grade English Teacher who I get to see last block of Tuesday. OMG he was sooo scary. Here's the dream!
So apparently the dream consisted of my English Teacher being VA's leading mafia boss and apparently had to kill me (aka shooting me) for finding out his other side outside school (that and he takes his wife out to the hospital). I BEGGED for my life, and he still shot me, so I pretended to be in pain as the bullet just cut through my shoulder, IT REALLY HURT. I momentarily escaped and found my friend Bria randomly, and relentlessly asked her to slap me away from this nightmare.
As I woke up, I couldn't beleive that I was conscience during the dream and identified it as a nightmare O_O
b) So... a guy I like is planning to take me out near the end of school. I still have problems w/ communication, so he might forget. If he forgets, I might try to remind him but I might think that he'll feel annoyed and cancel the whole thing. This set up was ENTIRELY random, and I'm just really nervous on the entire thing. I constantly get paranoia that me might show everyone the chats we've been having, that and I have lustful feelings for him and he just pulls out the "we're doing this just as friends despite me flirting w/ you in a friendly way". I Just want to get this over with, if I can't, oh well crying
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c) I want to hang out w/ my school friends for once... just... once... because being stuck here in the humidity is not fun. FB doesn't work for some reason on chats, that or they leave off randomly. *sighs* Days where I just want to have a life and not be alone/depressed.
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 10:49 pm
My typos amuse me far too much. >A>;
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 11:04 pm
I fear surgical needles and I despise the idea of them being put into the following place; mouth(Novocaine tastes bitter for the short period before you lose feeling in your tongue where it spilt), groin, stomach, neck, shoulder, inner elbow. Elsewhere I'm fine mostly.
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 11:26 pm
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 11:35 pm
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 4:47 am
What is wrong with me? It's like my brain (logic) and my heart (instinct) have become two separate people. Somehow I both {really don't want to} and {really want to}. o.o Serious mind screw.
No, I don't know why I used brackets. I guess I thought the sentence...ran better that way. *shrug*
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 5:49 am
@Kestin Whats happening? D:
Also....Foxie is...I am enjoying 4chan...alot, especially /x/, /b/, and /sci/...
I know Im not supposed to but....theres such funny stuff there. D:
Ugh, GD and 4chan is taking so much of my time. ._.
SOMEONE RESTRAIN ME DAMN IT. D< ILL RIP OUT YOUR LUNGS BUT AT LEAST TRY. D<
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 6:10 am
What's happening is I'm making a huge mistake and can't bring myself to stop before the s**t inevitably hits the fan. sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 6:27 am
Been there Kestin. Nothing sucks more than knowing you're doing something wrong but can't stop.
Secret:
I stayed at Jon's this weekend. <3
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 6:56 am
Kestin Sha What is wrong with me? It's like my brain (logic) and my heart (instinct) have become two separate people. Somehow I both {really don't want to} and {really want to}. o.o Serious mind screw.
No, I don't know why I used brackets. I guess I thought the sentence...ran better that way. *shrug* I enjoy the feelin'. It's odd, yet satisfying.
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 7:53 am
I broke the wii recharger by accident yesterday D: It was me D:> It was the first time I touched that thing okay?! D: D:
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 7:59 am
*giggle fits* awww poor sikhy.
Secret : I feel like I am constantly doomed to failure and have a very pessimistic outlook on pretty much everything.
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Posted: Mon May 31, 2010 8:08 am
sikh-91 I broke the wii recharger by accident yesterday D: It was me D:> It was the first time I touched that thing okay?! D: D: Those things break constantly, I've broken two. Not your fault.
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