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"I'm not lettign this stuff get to my head no... but I can kind of feel it there." he said as he downed another shot. "Yes, all will be well in the end. Especialy when i get done with everyone of those who try to destroy my home." Shadow paused for a moment and looked over to Lydia. he gave her a very warm smile. "Are you sure you have never drank thins stuff before? You seem to be hardly effected by it for someone who has never touched it before." he said.

"You must have drank this stuff my the bucket load if you are even slightly effected." he said. At this point Shadow was sure that there was alot more to this one than met the eye. As if a human that didn't smell all human wasn't enough to make him think that. "Well, I felt a little strange comming here after what happened. That was a strange day for me... I did manage to do something I had been meaning to do for a while that day but it was a little bit of bad timing. It was my last chance then, I had to take it." he said with a semi drunken smile, he never realised how much he had drifted from the origonal subject and decided to correct himself. "Erm... ignore what I just said. I just felt strange comming here, nothing more."

"No, I have never been in her room before. She would always just phase through things and land right infront of mr while is was sitting in the dinning room. I never got the chance to see this room until now." he said as he let out a sigh. he could have used Nadea right now. Things were not going to well for him. He had to thinnk of someway to take care of Malice, his kids and everything else that happens in the mansion on a regular basis but this was working well. He had a new drinking buddy and that was enough for now.

"I am the head of security of a mansion were nothing gose right anymore." Shadow took in a deep breath and let out a heavy sigh. "You see there is this gril called Malice right. She has this affliction that is similar to mine. If she dose not feed then she turns into this giant bat and gose after the towns folk. I can get her to feed normaly but that is onlt when I am around, she needs the company so she dosen't feel bad. Now, the main problem is that I cannot keep my eyes on Malice and visit my children who are in Italy with my ex wife. If I go there Malice gose crazy and kills people, If I stay here then i miss my new born son growing up. Another problem is that the one I love right now is stuck in a coma and we have no way of vringing her out of it so I am pritty much alone. Shortly after that hapoened Nadea passed on." he said as he let everyting out in one long rant but hew would always keep some things locked away.

"My long life span... all this happened in the two weeks." eh said with a small laugh. He tried to make a joke out of it so he didn't go crazy. "Well, I will introduce you to malice at some point but you will need to be careful. She dose tend to go for humans when she looses control. I would apreciate any help I can get though." he said with a smile.

"Yes, it is unfortunate for me but things will look up eventualy for me. I have that much faith left in the world." he said with a smile. he was takign the events of this day very well. malices rampage in the town and that stranger that had broken into his ex wife's home didn't seem to bother him much but it was, he was just good at hiding it. "If you wish me to leave just say so." eh siad randomly. He didn't know if Lydia was wishing to get some rest or not and he kind of felt liek he was resticting things.

"I am fine for now. I sleep very little myself. i don't need to do much round here these days bar baby sit. there are several children running around and one of them seems to look at me as part of her family. not that i mind it thought. she is a cute little kid. It wa sher birthday today and I had to run off to stop Malice. I am going to have to make it up to her somehow." Shadow said with a half smile. "Besides, I rather enjoy your company." he added.