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 Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:47 pm
Aw, I'm sorry Kellybelly. TT^TT [/ Huggles ]
I love my family, but . . . We're going through some things right now. ^^;;
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:49 pm
Poor Kelbel.
I used to be okay with my family... now they just get on my nerves. And I'm not allowed to ignore them to help maintain speaking terms.
I get particularly murderous when they get rid of my hoodie.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:50 pm
Don't be sorry, and no "poor Kelbel"'s. ._.
Kelbel can deal. She has for 11 years~
Ff. And Kelbel will appreciate it, Jolly.
._. Now I'm having an internal conflict. I didn't mean to dump that on all of you. I apologize.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:50 pm
Jolly's family doesn't tell her anything, they hide everything from her.
She became a bitter cynical b***h because of it.
Her sister admits it and said they messed up with me.
Nice eh?
Jolly likes being the way she is though, the bitchy parts and hating more of humanity, not the sad lonely stuff.
^
^-Edits-
^Is okay, we all dump out emotions and problems here.
^See?
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 9:53 pm
Good for Jolly. Same thing, proud of being a cynical b*****d who really dislikes people. Also proud of my ability to mask my hatred to the point where only I know it exists...
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:02 pm
Kah Jolly has a sore throat, it hurts to swallow...
Jolly is very clear when she hates someone or something.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:04 pm
It's good that you two are so level and open with your emotions. =]
People can never tell when I hate them. ._. No one takes me seriously, out in the real world.
Yeah.. but I have issues with that sort of thing, aha.
I'm in a constant mental state of "oh crap, I'm going to burden you with my problems, I know it.."
And I can't help it. Haha, Kelbel bottles everything up and never lets the bitchiness out.
She turns to stoicism and sweet sarcasm. But.. this year, I told my bestfriend everything about my situation..
and she proceeded to tell someone else. And that made me more reclusive, but now I talk about things easier.. but then I have an emotional breakdown, afterward.
Trust isn't exactly a bond that I have. Because it keeps getting thrown out the window.
AUGH, I'm talking too much. ._. I'm done~
.. And oh God, it's raining again. D<
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:05 pm
Kellybelly, wanna see the new Varia guild that has nothing in it? =D
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:06 pm
Trust issues all around, Kelbel.
PEOPLE I TRUST WITH ANYTHING:
Her
Me
God (only because if HE screws up we're all doomed)
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:07 pm
Jolly thinks that there should be at least one person in your life, be it irl or here, that you can tell everything to without worry.
Yet for some reason she almost always bottles her feelings up till it's too late.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:09 pm
Who on this earth can follow their own good advice? I don't know anyone...
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:10 pm
I don't trust anybody, on here or in real life. Only myself.
Sorry you guys, no offense to you, but over the computer is well . . . Dangerous?
Sorry.
I even have trust issues with God which I constantly look back on and go;
"No, no. I trust, I trust."
Meh.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:12 pm
*Huddles back in her cocoon*
Jolly decided it is a black sleeping bag with lime green threading.
Shall we move on to a different topic.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:13 pm
Yes we shall. Trust issues are rather depressing.
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Posted: Fri Jul 31, 2009 10:14 pm
Kelbel has absolutely no one. She didn't have anyone when she really needed someone, and she made it through that. So it doesn't have to change.
She thought she had that one girl, but she was wrong. She thought she had her father, but she was wrong.
And I think Hani's absolutely right.
I'm a devout Catholic, but I think we all have our moments. Mine was.. the whole month of December.
I think we all have the same issues, only we're all on different pages.
Yes. Please.
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