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 Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:11 pm
Little Miss Fortune CH0Z0 o3o that's really sweet, heart really.
Hehe, you help a lot in that department, tooooo, you know >w< heart Me is glad you're happy the way you are ouo
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:11 pm
Little Miss Fortune Trigger warning: weight issues + lovey dovey relationship stuffI've never felt so... unconditionally loved before. I mean, I always knew Alex loved me, but right now, I can really feel it. We were kind of joking around, like I was asking if he thought I was pretty, and then he said I was beautiful and that he loved everything about me... and then I said "Do you even looooove... my big fat thighs? and my tummy covered in stretch marks?" blah blah blah, stuff like that... and he didn't do the whole "You're not fat!" bullshit. He just said that he loved everything about me. <3
It makes me feel good knowing that he isn't just denying the fact that I'm fat. Like he isn't loving me... despite my weight/appearance/whatever. He just loves me! And knowing that he can love all of those things about me helps me love them, too. He makes me feel so much more confident! It feels really good to be able to love myself like this. And goddddddddd, I love him, toooooooo!!! So so soooo much <3333333333333333333 =D Secret! WARNING: NOT FOR THE PURE MINDS Summary:
Guy I like is Alex (coincidence LMF)
Well we started chatting on FB and stuff, sooo much to talk about like masturbating and "do I watch gay porn but should" from him.
I know he's testing if I'm nervous or willing to learn, found out that I'm a mix of both actually.
GOD I WANT HIM crying
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:13 pm
Warning: below makes no sense at all and is full or gramatical and spelling errors.
I just realized that I was past the deadline for Post Secondary today.. All because my councellor didn't tell me that they didn't need to approve me doing it. They had me fill out a form, so you would think that they need to accept first! Aggggh! So I missed the Autum deadline, so I can either choose to take one semester/quarter ats Columbus State, or I could just join in from the winter quarter for Ohio State and do the Spring quarter there too...
But that mean I need to double up on classes for 2 weeks of Jan. And I would have to take another class to fill my 5 classes so I can play sports...'
AGH!
/headdesk
Oh yeah, I have to type 5 pages and a lab report tonight, do a bit of math... And Oh yeah... apply to go to OSU or CS....
CS isn't that bad.. but the admitions process is really bad apperently.. and their campas is in downtown... ew... So...
blah blah blah.
/rant
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:21 pm
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:23 pm
You will. You're a good person and definitely deserving of love like that <3
I even told him right after he said that that there should be more people like him in the world ^^
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:24 pm
On the topic of death, I'm still deciding whether I accept the ~10 year deadline, or try for a ~42 year deadline.
Vallie wants to die at a significant age - and also doesn't want to wait for death. Death is going to fetch me at my convenience.
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:25 pm
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:26 pm
I was having a pretty shitty night but then I read Fortune's post and thought about Jon.
After I got home from prom, Jon hung at my house for a little while. I took off my dress and changed into sweats. I took out my fake teeth so you could see the gap in my smile. I felt like complete crap because I hadn't eaten much so I laid down without bothering to undo my hair.
Jon just sat next to me and looked down at me. Then I hear "You're beautiful."
I can't even remember if he said it was I was all dolled up, but that time I do remember. I was smiling for the rest of the night without even realizing it.
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:28 pm
Shiori Miko I was having a pretty shitty night but then I read Fortune's post and thought about Jon.
After I got home from prom, Jon hung at my house for a little while. I took off my dress and changed into sweats. I took out my fake teeth so you could see the gap in my smile. I felt like complete crap because I hadn't eaten much so I laid down without bothering to undo my hair.
Jon just sat next to me and looked down at me. Then I hear "You're beautiful."
I can't even remember if he said it was I was all dolled up, but that time I do remember. I was smiling for the rest of the night without even realizing it.
Awwwwwwwww <333333333333333333333
That sounds like something that would be on Givesmehope ^^
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:06 pm
I'm glad I'm kinda not the only one feeling this. I swear on my life that last week all I saw were couples.. everywhere I looked I saw people kissing or getting all frisky with each other.. Posted this on a mule in the fear of being judged.. which is pretty much my biggest fear.. but most of you might know who I am so yeah
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:14 pm
The zCB I'm glad I'm kinda not the only one feeling this. I swear on my life that last week all I saw were couples.. everywhere I looked I saw people kissing or getting all frisky with each other.. Posted this on a mule in the fear of being judged.. which is pretty much my biggest fear.. but most of you might know who I am so yeah   8D You should comment me and then I'll know for sure too. <3 
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:42 pm
I'll just sit here unnoticed, kay. o3o
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:46 pm
Kuroyanagika I'll just sit here unnoticed, kay. o3o
...wait
crap
o3o <3
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 9:57 pm
CH0Z0 Kuroyanagika I'll just sit here unnoticed, kay. o3o
...wait
crap
o3o <3
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