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 Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 12:57 am
Agreed, everyone has their own reasons. I usually don't mind christmas, but this year everything about it sucked major nuts. Including the 2 pairs of pj's I got that i'm never going to wear, and the nail spa thingy-mah-doodle. Yup, i don't even know what it is stare
The only upside is that i got to buy myself some new books, and a hellboy figure xp which lives on my bedside table and falls on me in the night smile
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 12:04 pm
Wait a week to do an Rp, and get kicked out because I wasn't on at one time point.
Got jipped out of my ******** HoH team, because my team leader is an a**. And now it's too late to join another team for it.
Gaia blows.
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 1:23 pm
I just love how... the people that have reasons to complain about Christmas, don't do such.... but yet the ones that have no real reason to do so do.
At least you're with your family and loved ones and have them with you. Some people cannot be with their loved ones, because they're off fighting some god-forsaken war, dead or in the hospital. Or for other reasons are not allowed to be with them for whatever reason. And be grateful you got something, not everyone does... hell, there's kids that get NOTHING for their Christmas presents and they still have a good Christmas, don't complain and whine about it like most adults do. >.<
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Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 9:20 am
Right... Well Nor-Nor sent me this link... go down and read the science facts. I wanna see everyone's reactions to this. XD
Lookie
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Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 2:56 pm
I will read that in a sec.
As to what Isabella said, she's absolutely right.
I was not even able to provide ONE single present to my kids this year... AT ALL.
I had a little charlie brown christmas tree that I wrapped about 400 mini lights on. xD- Chris said it looked like a tree-shaped light. I got a giggle out of that.
Though, I honestly was and apparently still am, in postpartum depression. I went to my OB again, and she basically told me I need to seek counseling. They know I would never hurt my kids, but they fear Ill hurt myself? I was kind of blown away by that.
The reason for this depression? Well, I couldnt provide Christmas to my daughters or my soon to be husband.
My mom decided to drop a big ole bomb on me and tell me that she has cervical cancer and that she is being given less than 2 years to live, and SHE DOES NOT for any reason or circumstance want me to involve my brothers. So, that's riding my brain.
Im in pain alot, they wont perscribe me any more pain pills for fear of me harming myself.. Apparently she's serious about it....
I have to figure out how to get a car.... that will fit all of us and not some hunk of junk s**t can called that toyota.... It looks like a can opener was taken through it... and the ONLY good thing about it is that he gets to and from work in it...
ALSO he got laid off...What a merry ******** year this is... So because our rent is due weekly and he gets paid by the week, with no withheld check... he will not be paid next week and we were told that if we did not have it, we would be out on our asses... so that's another reason for my grinchy attitude.
I know so many other things are going on in the world, Isabella.. and I agree..people shouldnt complain about the little things...but when your whole world seems to be tumbling in on you, its so very hard to look past that and see the world crumbling right along side you. Everyone has their problems, meaningless as some may be.. and even selfish...
But I cant help to think.... Why is God punishing me? Im doing all the right things....Im feeding and clothing my children, I love my man more than words can even begin to express and I stand by him no matter what decisions he decides to make, because that's what a good woman does. .
We do everything we can... and yet we feel the sting of wrath on our backs daily... know what I mean?
Im beginning to feel like Im drowning... and I cant breathe...and I cant swim... I just keep sinking, so you understand why I am as I have been these last couple of ...months?
I know..dont have kids if you cant afford em...well.. I wouldnt have, I was taking the pill... and we thought it was all good, but apparently not. I now have two twins. I decided right then and there on the surgery table, ( and Im not shitting you..) to have my tubes tied, because of that reason alone.
So ..yeah.. sorry to have gone off the deep end there.
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Posted: Fri Dec 28, 2007 3:50 pm
The point I was making hun, was that people like you are the ones that should be complaining.. but hadn't. XP
I know how that is about the presents thing, had it not been the last loan I got for being in college - about five months ago? - I wouldn't have had any money to get Katrina or my parents anything for Christmas this year. I'm sorry that things are so tough with you, but you shouldn't beat yourself up about it. Chris is doing as much as he can to get another job I'm sure, after having a c-section and with three kids now, it's too hard for you to get a job. I'm sure the girls would understand when they get older and you tell them this. All you can do is try to be happy for them and be there smiling for them. They need their mom, not expensive toys they wont use in a few months.
Postpartum depression is hard to overcome, but if you can without any pills do it. Just think about those smiling faces and how they're your's. And with your mom dropping that kind of bombshell on you... it would be hard to fight depression. That's really bad news to find out around the holidays. Is it too late for her to try radiation or something? I'm sure she'll live longer then they say though, my mom's dad was told a year and he went on to live a good bit longer then that... and I don't think it was the cancer that go to him either. Doctors don't always know everything hun.
How long have you been on pain pills for? I've seen and done this myself, sometimes after being on pain pills for so long your body will start to adjust to them and it'll be harder for you to block the pain with pills and have to get on stronger and stronger pills. >.<
Pills are not 100% full prove, the only thing that is is not having sex. My ex-husand's cousin? NOTHING worked for them, they tried pills, condoms and I believe something else at one point and she got pregnant. The next time, they ahd tried yet other things and they still got pregnant. So he just said no sex unless you tie your tubes, it was the only way to keep her from having another. XD;;
If you wanna PM me and talk more, we can hun. Or if you need a friend to talk to I'm here. It's hard to deal with things like that as it is, let alone when they happen all at once. I really hope things work out for you, and when they do (because they will, just have to keep faith) you'll be stronger in the end and be able to deal with other things that'll happen later on.
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 4:32 am
i got nothing for the secret santa wtf talk2hand
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 7:24 am
my xmas sucked apart from being with akiko,
it was my first xmas away from my daughter and i couldnt have had a worse time if i tried
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 10:00 am
*Groans.* Another one? I'll let Loke know. Dag had the same problem, but Loke said he remembered sending all of them out and there was no extra gifts in his inventory. I'll let him know, Bard. Just make sure though that you don't have a gift in your's. I believe it wasn't marked as who sent it.
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Posted: Sat Dec 29, 2007 2:08 pm
Bard definitely sent his rosie, cos I did it FOR him the same day I sent Iden his stuff from Bard XD
@ Naota: It would help m'dear if you replied to my IM's when I sent them, and I DID try to talk to you about it, but there is a lack of communication. Shockingly, for some bizarre reason, lots of people want my time RP wise and you would not BELIEVE the nagging I get some days from people to move things on for various reasons, and thats WITHOUT touching on the art works peoples ALWAYS want. Before anyone moans, Im not pointing fingers or being grouchy, just trying to justify my actions of late.
Those of you who rp with me regularly know about my time constraints these days, and how much messenger helps me oragnise who WANTS to do what and WHEN. If people dont talk to me, its hard cos my time zxones and work hours ******** everything over.
@ the xmas stuffs: Blarg. Im basically going with Bella here. Lotta people making noise but with no real bites to show for it. Save for the few like Lamia and Mijin.
Anyone else who has major issues, sorreh but you aint told me, so I donts know.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 7:16 am
Yeah, apologies for the ******** for Secret Santa. Don't blame me, though. Blame Gaia and its glitches. sweatdrop
In any case, you should have your gift now, Bard. If anyone else has problems, speak up, because I sent out ALL the gifts, and I'll replace them personally if you didn't get yours.
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Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2007 5:30 pm
Man oh man.
I know Ive been complaining alot, and I want to apologize to everyone....
Im sure you all dont want to see that all the time when you come in here, and Ive noticed not many are posting here... at least right now, which seems to be an issue of grouchiness/bahumbuggedness.
ROse- Thank you so much for that offer, because of being in TX, the only outlet I do have is Chris and the poor guy already has enough on his plate. I cant keep taking it out on him either. He keeps imploding because of everything going on too. I sometimes am so worried about him...and I dont know how to break through the barrier he sometimes wields against me. Sigh.
Anyway, I will prolly PM you, though Im sure you have your own problems, it doesnt seem very fair to talk to you about everything when you probably have stuff going on too.
I believe the ONLY good thing about all this.... is that I weigh exactly what I weighed before preggerness....You cannot even begin to understand why that excites me. lol.
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Dagoth DeSeer Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 31, 2007 9:48 am
Happy New Year folks.
No matter what happened in this past year, we're all still standing and together.
Love Dag
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Posted: Mon Dec 31, 2007 10:32 am
No offense to you guys, but that's a typical male thing I think. XD I dunno, maybe us women do it, too.. but they can only take so much before they'll start to shut others out or push them away. Just try to give him some time and space, he'll calm down as the stress starts to go away from losing his job and the girls being so premature.
Also, don't worry about PM'ing me. I'm usually the one that people come to talk about things when they need someone, I'm use to it and I can handle my own and try to help others, I'm use to it. ^^"
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Posted: Tue Jan 01, 2008 3:05 am
Happy New Year, and I share the sentiment Daggeh.
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