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I actually had a Yu-Gi-Oh dream last night, wee! Although I kinda hated it, you'll see. It started out as a dream about my co-workers though.

David had bought Allen a bag of drugs for no reason I could fathom ((might note that I was watching the US version of Skins - which was crap btw, just wanted to see how different it was from the UK original - last night, and the first episode is about this kid buying a bag of drugs on credit and then losing it before he could sell it)), and Allen ((who in real life is very innocent/straight laced)) was running around all excited waving his giant - clear, see-through, Ziploc - bag of drugs around at the pool we work ((In my dream I was currently working, even though this is a past job now)) at. I was sitting there thinking what a dumb a**, he's going to get arrested, but not doing much else.

There was a middle transitional section, that may have featured a new set of people, but I don't remember it anymore.

Next in my dream Seto is playing with bombs or something explosive, he's goes flying around with some of them out of sight. Yuugi and Honda do the same. By the time Jounouchi, Anzu and Mokuba find the latter two, Yuugi has been deformed and Honda is dead. Yuugi is some sort of flesh-magnetic, like he can no longer move his body, but he like holds his arms up to Jou who he kinda snaps onto and kinda just limply is dragged away. Although maybe it's because he's so small, but there was a clasping magnetic quality. If the principles of magnets applied to skin instead of metal. Side effect of whatever material they were playing with. Honda is dead, and then Seto's ghost shows up. So while nobody is sure where his body ended up, he's dead. He takes this box, and climbs into this boat that's going to carry Honda's body out to sea. He's very grave now. Everyone is angry and upset.

A lot more happens, but that's all I remember. I'm kinda annoyed though, one of only a handful of YGO dreams in my life, and my favorite character is dead. The other dream had to do with zombies. So horrible!! Heh, although the OtogixSeto dream - while REALLY random, was awesome. A pairing I'd never given any conscious thought to, until my subconscious suggested it for me. xd

Yea I enjoyed the dream while in it, it's only when I woke up and was like aww, dead Seto dream, that I was upset. sweatdrop

Ahh, you should make that a game, I'd totally play it. The completely random and unexplained nature of the sex would not bother me in the slightest. Though I do wonder how that would work into game play, haha. Yea a lot of stuff in life has definitely inspired my dreams lately. Two nights ago, after a Polish rock/metal show I attended with Metal Soc, I dreamt that this guy I find attractive (who was there) stuck his tongue in my ear. Seems QUITE out of character for THIS guy to just do that, but I woke up in quite the pleasant whirl of fluster. xd

Before that dream I had a Snow White dream, in which I was SW. Weird b/c that's probably my all time least favorite Disney movie. It competes with Cinderella. Sleeping Beauty is down low on the list as well, it's definitely third to last of the "princess" movies, but things like Dumbo are probably lower for me. I never liked Dumbo. Anyhow in my dream SW was a badass who fought dragons (yes she had an army of dwarves) in addition to witches - and like actually fought. Rather than laid around playing corpse until her handsome necrophiliac could come along and save the day. So I guess this SW was ok. And not just bias b/c I was her. ^_~

The worst was the dream I had 3 nights ago, I'm just going to c/p the passage out of my blog that has the dream and my respective feelings, so sorry if it reads a bit weird:



So yea, last week was an AWFUL week but that kinda contributed to it. I had a lot of really heavy dreams last week (the YGO was light happy fluff in comparison) so I think that had me in such a low mood, in addition to just unpleasant things going on. Like course marks, of which I STILL have not gotten my last grade. ARGH! crying

Haha, sounds like a nice reward. Up until last...Oct?...I probably would have to. Then I had two different guys put their tongue in my ear and find I didn't hate it. xd It's definitely not the top of my list, but not something I realize I have to react to in revulsion either. I think with this guy, the reason my dream focused on the tongue, is he's always doing that Kiss rocker thing with his tongue (I know him from Rock and Metal societies). It's really funny, and he's good at it, which is funny because he's also a quiet guy. Anyhow his tongue is very obviously a part of him because of that, haha.

Yea I don't like Bambi either, I just don't really remember it. I do like Little Mermaid though, however it's probably got a lot of movies ahead of it. Beauty and the Beast is probably still my all time favorite, although I really really like Tangled and it might at least be number two. I really love Mulan. While the character Aladdin himself is not one of my favorite guys, I do really love the movie(s) - not so much the third but definitely the second as well. The second might be my favorite. Though Jafar and Iago are my favorite characters, so that wouldn't be too surprising. I love Hercules and The Lion King. I am not a big fan of Peter Pan, aside from Captain Hook I don't particularly like any of the characters. 101 Dalmatians I'm undecided on. I feel like I like it and yet don't like it at the same time. I think it seems to me the kind of movie I wouldn't like, and yet I did, so I'm confused. Didn't particularly like Lady and the Tramp though.

Non-Disney, but feels like those kind of movies, I love Anastasia (the guy in Tangled kind of seems like a less serious version of the guy in this, kind of why I love him) and The Prince of Egypt. And the first two American Tail movies (in release, not chronology, the two straight to video releases are supposedly both in the time line before Fievel Goes West, and I only ever saw one, and I didn't care much for it). Hmm...I also like The Land Before Time, The Secret of Nimh, Flight of Dragons, The Last Unicorn and Fern Gully.

There, all the animated movies I love...and a few of those I really don't care for. Childhood!! Haha. Monsters Inc is probably the only Pixar movie I really like.

Anyhow off that little tangent, yea, my Snow White was pretty awesome. So I'll forgive her for being Snow White.

Up until a few nights ago I never imagined myself as someone who'd wake up crying either. It was unpleasant. I dunno. I feel better now though, so, yea.

Aww, I'm glad you had your goodbye via dream catharsis. A similar thing happened with my brother and his cat. The vet put it down because it had to be, but he didn't tell my dad first. Like I hate the guy for that. My brother didn't even get a chance to say goodbye because the vet put it down without telling us that's what needed to be done. We obviously would have done it (the cat had a sizable, inoperable tumor), but Bobby at least should have been able to say goodbye. I kind of still am really upset about that, and it wasn't my cat.

I hear you on the sleep, still no grade...at least not of 15 minutes ago. I'll probably go back to check every few minutes until 4ish (b/c it probably won't get posted after that) after I leave this. Still so frustrating. I just want to mentally figure out what I can do and need to do grade wise to finish where I want to.

Haha, I've never had a wet-willy before. And I still don't want one. I think there's also a slight difference when there's somebody you don't want touching you all that much sticking their saliva in your ear, and somebody you are attracted to and aroused by doing the same thing. I mean sex in itself is just a gross exchange of bodily fluids in myriad form. Part of attraction is being more susceptible to the object of our affections fluids, hahaha. It's still kinda weird, but I guess if it's someone whose tongue I don't mind down my throat or on my neck, my ear isn't all that different. Though I think I did rather have my ear nibbled on then licked. In general though I tend to prefer biting. redface

Hahaha, yea I think about the same on the Little Mermaid, I love the movie but Ariel is a ditz. Eric is a ditz too. However it's a fun story and the music is great. And I love Sebastian, heh. Character-wise Mulan would probably win, because she's probably my favorite Heroine. I really like Shang too. It's got some great character in it. Beauty and the Beast has awesome character too, and I love Adam (Beast), Belle I have mixed feelings about, but the household appliances are so lively and amazing. It has a lot of my favorite songs too. Forgot about Pocahontas, love that one. I rather like Hunchback but it's probably lower down. I also rather like Tarzan, but again not too particular on a lot of the characters (I mean I like Tarzan himself enough, not a Jane fan though). Mulan and Shang are probably my favorite Disney gal and guy though, which is probably why Mulan II is one of the few sequels I like. That and it's not second generation. I tend to not like the movies where the main characters are now parents and it's about the kids. I don't want the characters I love spawning, I don't want to watch THAT part of their story, haha. Mulan II is a bit cheesy, but no kids, and while not as much action it's still kinda cute. Songs are nowhere near as good though.

Oh I only probably like the first Land Before Time as well. I had dinosaur toys as a kid, but I wasn't huge about dinosaurs, though probably more than I remember to give credit. I only saw the second Jurassic Park movie in childhood (I saw the first one as an adult, I don't know if I ever saw the third...there is a third right? I thought there was). Scared the crap out of me. Oh, forgot about Road to Eldorado, I think I only saw that one once and I think I liked it, but I can't remember. Reminds me I forgot that I like Quest for Camelot a little bit as well. I think what I really like is the "I Stand Alone" song that came out of it. Looked it up, yes they are both Dreamworks.

I saw the west one more than the other as well. I didn't watch them very often though. Although I can't say I really like Fievel, just the movies. And I tend to be a cat person, so my favorite character was of course the big orange cat. He wasn't a villain (can't root for the team trying to EAT the other team) but he was a cat. Again the movie gives me one of my favorite songs, Somewhere Out There, which is a lot of why I like it. Secret of Nimh scared a lot of people in childhood, haha, but I love it. If you ever have free time (hahaha, I know) I'd say you should give it a chance. It's kinda dark, but it's really neat. And again, awesome song - Flying Dreams. Hehehehe. Most people haven't heard of Flight of Dragons, it's...well it's kinda magic versus science. And this guy from "our" world gets sucked into the magical world, which happens to be reflective of a board game he just invented, in spite of which he is a man of "reason." Anyhow I don't know if you'd like it, but it was probably my favorite movie as a child. Kind of magical adventure quest, you might like it. I mean magic, adventure, dragons and battle. Heh. Yea I bought the movie awhile ago but haven't had time to rewatch it. I really liked it but I think I only saw it a handful of times as a child. Which now reminds me of this movie, Pufnstuff. I think that's the last movie I forgot about. It was also a show, but I never saw the show, just the movie. I watched it a lot but I probably didn't like it quite as much.

I think with Pixar, a lot of it's animation was post my childhood. I was never big on Toy Story, I especially didn't like the 2nd, and never saw the third. Wall-E bored me. I think I would have hated Up if I hadn't been really drunk, because I would have been REALLY depressed. I mean it just made me think about, what if I never actually get to live my dreams, and then I die. My husband living them for me would NOT make me feel better. It's like yay, he got to live the dreams I was never able to live before dying. I related to it in a morbid personal way, and that made me very uncomfortable. I really don't like Finding Nemo. A Bug's Life was ok, though hated the protagonist, he was an idiot. Pixar is just too light for my tastes, maybe if I'd seen a lot of those movies when I was a kid, rather than in HS and older, I would have liked them. But considering my preference for dark and twisty, and my lack of interest in the comic nature, probably not. I mean they have sad elements, but not in a sad fashion. Pixar is just too light and silly for my tastes.

Thanks, although haha, last night got to find out one of my exes is the biggest misogynist a*****e, and that pissed me off. He did the most horrible thing I can think of to my ex-friend, which now has me mad because I really don't want to be worrying about her, and bah. I won't get into all that here. But I am just so disgusted and angry, I don't know what to do about it. I don't want to sever another friendship, but, I've lost all respect for this guy. I don't talk to him often anyhow, so I want to just leave it alone. I'm just truly, oh ******** it. <<--see that's how I keep ending on this train of thought. When I wrote it up in my blog I had to conclude the same way. I'm pissed but confused. Anyhow I can message you that story later, don't want to put it here, but have rehearsal soon and our concert tonight so I'll have to wrap this up.

Yea, that's hard, but it's good that you did get that goodbye. I mean my family would have made the same decision. The cat was ill and we would have done it. But we would have wanted the chance to say goodbye, and I think Bobby was really traumatized by that. Part of why I hate that vet. Adding to my brother's traumas.

Hehehehe, well that's kinda the difference between a wet willy and a tongue. A tongue is not cold. I think a wet willy would be pretty gross too. The latter though, mmmmmm...

DUDE! I totally forgot about that dream. Only came back to me as I was trying to remember how this subject came up. And the reason I'm all "OH MY GOD DUDE!" is that I ended up with that guy Wed night. Friend's birthday party, craziness happened, some drunkenness, but in the end he kissed me...or I kissed him. Or I dunno, I say the former because I can't imagine having the guts to kiss him. But wow, now I am kinda weirdly intrigued by this dream in a whole new way. Anyhow yea, guy ended up sleeping over at my place. It was weird, sharing a bed, I've rarely done that in my life, and definitely not in awhile. But cuddling was nice, except he kinda has like an iron death grip of which I shall not escape. Which is adorable, except I was kind of in an uncomfortable position and could not escape. xd

Anyhow yea, sorry, that's just...so weird to me. I hope other dreams don't come true, most of my dreams are scary. Last night I dream that a demon was murdering people, and in it one of my classmates was my older sister, and my friend who just had the birthday part was my younger. And there was a mom and two uncles, but unsure if they were people I know. We managed to turn the demon into a pillow, but he accidentally was turned back into a human form and escaped. Later we were barricaded and the older sister kept opening the door for her friends, and I was like no it's a trick! And if I had a gun I woulda shot them. I kept telling her to shoot them but she was so trusting. Then bam, the final time the friends turned into the demon and immediately shot my older sister. I was hiding behind my younger sister but then felt like, no, bad, too guilty. Plus in real life this girl had been joking about how she always gets killed in her dreams, and I tend to kill people in mine, and so maybe I'm killing her. Anyhow I convince the demon to just kill us with the poison filled needles, which somehow I managed to have filled with a fake narcotic that would only make us appear dead. Although it also made me trip, and everything to more colorful as I imagined floating around the city. I woke up and the demon was gone. Me, my mother, and my friend/little sister were ok, but the uncles were dead (there weren't enough fake poison needles so they just got shot) and then the older sister was still dead. I woke up before the demon ever could discover he'd been tricked, so who knows what would have happened, it woulda been weird. I had another dream after but don't remember it anymore.

I think I liked the TV show better too, minus I missed the songs. I also rather liked Ursula, which left me hard pressed to sympathize with Ariel, although I never wanted Ursula to win. But more because I felt bad for King T than for his daughter. Mulan II is very unrealistic, and I pretty much mainly love it because (1) most Disney movies are WAY worse, and (2) I do really love Mulan and Shang, and their thread within that, didn't care so much for the side thread - which technically yes, is the main thread - of the princesses. I really hate Cinderella 2, don't even know why I watched it. Return of Jafar is my favorite sequel, but it feels more like a continuation of the first than a sequel, which is probably why it wins. I liked Lion King 2 well enough, but I still just don't really care for second generation movies, and watching the characters I love fall into parent roles that completely write over everything they were before. Simba stops being his own character and just becomes a Mufasa puppet, that bothers me. I did like all the, I dunno, lions that were related to Scar? Only saw it once and slightly confused in memory of that detailing. Didn't like Simba's daughter though, but I liked the guy. And there were a couple songs I liked (We Are One and Not One of Us - nice contrast that, heh) as well. Disney usually fails with the sequels though. And I never watched Hunchback 2, I think I knew the plot synopsis and was like no, that is TOO fail.

Yea, I probably would have refused to see the second had I seen the first. But yea they didn't terrify me so much when I saw them recently. I was really terrified of that concept as a kid though. I know I've seen Road to Eldorado, I just atm don't remember it, it'd probably come back to me while watching it, the way Quest for Camelot did when I watched it again for the first time in a long time over the summer. Stand Alone is such a beautiful song!

OMG! ONCE UPON A FOREST! Yea I love that movie too, how could I forget it, I even have it. It is unknown to many people, but I am not one of those people. It was definitely one of my favorite movies. Abigail was (is) my favorite character. razz Anyhow yea, Nimh freaks most people out, so if you get a chance I'd definitely say look for that, and then maybe Flight of Dragons. They aren't long movies at least. Nimh is probably darker than Once Upon A Forest. I mean I think it probably is the darkest movie I've seen that is aimed at children. It has it's lighter aspects, but some things are really disturbing. I love it. razz

I can enjoy things for what they are, it's just what Pixar is doesn't relate to any of my interests. I think in general Pixar characters just aren't deep enough, and I'm more character based than plot based. I think the parts of Up that got sweet probably just make me resent it more in ideal. I'd have liked it better if it was less about the dead wife.

I'll PM you later, I'll probably just c/p the entry I wrote in my blog, and then try and tweek it to make it less confusing, so apologies in advance if that is a little confused. Atm I've just decided not to talk to the guy, not in a "I'm not talking to you way," but just not bothering to make an effort to speak to him or comment on his statuses or anything anymore for now. But yea, it just really hit me hard and disturbed me.

Hehehe...I'll make you a sign, "no warm or cold wet things in my ears please" to hang on your door, hehe, j/k.

Yea, very...and thanks. I don't even know what I want atm, just got buried in hw stuff this weekend so I haven't talked to him since. Atm I'm just hoping for things not to be awkward? sweatdrop

Yea the dream is definitely one of those dreams that are really cool after the fact but tense in the moment. Haha, I hate when alarms end dreams, especially at the big reveal.

Don't see Cinderella 2, it's fail. I think I only watched it on TV randomly one day because I was bored, as Cinderella is clearly not on my list of beloved Disney movies. C2 is a bunch of mini-stories after the wedding focusing on different characters. I don't remember much of LM2 either, except for the fact that I also didn't like it. I think I disliked Ariel's daughter a lot (like way more than Ariel), only further aggravating my second generation annoyance. Return of Jafar definitely was darker, and it does feel like a separate movie, but it completely picks up a plot line from the last movie. The first movie was resolved without this plot line (like you could just assume he was gone forever), but the second movie 100% builds off the events in the first. Unlike the third which just has same characters, new (less interesting) adventure. Disney seems to like kids (if there are going to be kids) in the sequel and parents in the third movie (never saw Littler Mermaid 3 but that apparently has a lot to do with Ariel's mother, and that one clearly is thus a prequel).

Haha, I don't know when I realized I liked characters I love getting hurt, I was at least 12-13 though I think. Anyhow creepy dream, excellent how you enjoyed it. Kovu, that's his name. Yea I liked Kovu and family. Kiara, I dunno, I probably again resented her more for being the child that turned beloved Simba and Nala into fail parents, than her in her own right. Hahaha, ok I won't watch Hunchback, you don't watch Cinderella (the sequels).

Hehe, Edgar. I like pretty much all the characters. Save for I sorta disliked Michelle for being dumb. But I probably dislike her less now then when I was a kid. When I was a kid it was just like "you idiot!" and now I kinda sympathize/understand the motivation and the logic to the lack of thinking there. I can't think of anyone I know (I guess now save for you, heh) whose seen that movie. Although I could just start whipping out my DVD and inflicting it on people. Hey guys lets have a Saw marathon! Pop in Once Upon a Forest. Watch the guys around me go, HEY!!! Enjoy it even more when they end up liking it (and they will!). razz

I can't even remember specific dogs (though now that you say Rollie he comes back to me, kinda like what you were saying before about remembering things when confronted with them) in 101, I'm sure I did have a favorite though, even if it isn't one of my favorite movies. Hmm, I know I've seen The Black Cauldron but at the moment I just can't remember it. Although that triggers two more movies I forgot about. The Dark Crystal, in which again I know I've seen it (psh I own it, but haven't watched it since I bought it) but can't remember; The Sword in the Stone. I loved that cartoon. Although while I can't remember the end atm, I feel like I had issues with the end.

I guess knowing the mentality of most people our age, yea, yea it would. Heh.

Yea I think I'd like sequels better if there was actually a vein of "sequence" involved to them. I mean yes having children is a sequence, but when that's all there is to it I find it kind of dull. And some sequels are even worse than that (obviously). Yea the third one came out a year or two ago? No it had to at least be two years ago, because I remember when my boss when I was working at AIL (and that was a bit over 2 years ago) had to run out and buy it for his daughter. It was straight to DVD release, though I think the second one might have been two? Unsure, but yea it apparently centers around her mother, Athena.

That'd make sense, children have a lot of sensual experiences, not to be related to adult sexuality, but yea. I wish I could pin point the moment when I realized I was into that, but I just can't say. I think probably because it just cropped up in a lot of series at once for me. It dispersed the realization.

Yea, I guess at this point I'd resent whiny and dramatic (with few exceptions, there are characters who just should be whiny and dramatic - these characters usually exist in melodrama and related genres though). When I was younger I'd probably pick a favorite female character just to pick a favorite female, so I understand that. I saw Lion King 2 at about age 21 though, so not much of a back then for me, heh. I think even as a kid though if a character annoyed me too much I'd just give up trying to like them. I did tend to like attractive characters though.

Yea, that's about my feelings on Michelle. She was also kind of whiny, though definitely not dramatic. And then she was unconscious most of the movie. Hehe, I did (do) like Russel, I thought him and Abigail were adorable. Re-watching it now I clearly realize that even the movie didn't push inter-species relationships, although they did have flirtatious things with both Edgar and Russel with Abigail. So that's kinda awkward, I mainly decide I don't care though. They're children and they are never going to grow up anyhow (unless...dun dun dun, sequel? Boy that'd be weird, I hope they don't do that I'm sure they'd kill it) so it's all ok. And you should (make Karma watch that is).

Yea I don't remember Black Cauldron at all, but that sounds like it could be creepy. I have never heard of Little Nemo, I don't think anyhow. Any relation to Finding Nemo? Hehehe, I hope not, I don't like Finding Nemo. Oh Sword and the Stone isn't dark at all, I was just reminded of more movies, not just darkness in general. I think what was sad about it was a sense of loss, not anything horrible or creepy (well obviously, that stuff never happened). And the loss might have just been my interpreting, I dunno, Merlin leaving or something? I can't even remember the plot, just the feeling.