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 Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 7:20 pm
"Sixteen," he said with a slight blush. "I - you thought I was twelve, didn't you?" he asked slightly reproachfully. Of course, he was used to it by now by he hated being treated like a child.
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 12:10 pm
Wei looked confused at the question; as if he was so surprised Haro would even ask such a thing. W-why was he so...so shocked? W-wasn't...didn't he...?
Haro looked away, eyes lowered. "I thought... I thought since you kept...k-kept me here that there was some reason," he tried to explain with a shameful blush to his cheeks. "I thought...you lov-" Haro didn't know what to make of the situation...Wei looked incredibly uncomfortable already did that mean... something? Running a hand through dark hair, the green eyed teen sighed heavily. He should've been aware that something like this would eventually happen, what with all the romance shows Haro insisted upon watching.
Wei placed a hand against the boy's head, ruffling his hair gently, "I like you," he mumbled, "That's it." Haro nodded softly at the response, eyes lowered as he tried to keep himself from crying too much. Why couldn't...why-?
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"You like me, Haro?"
The boy could barely contain his confusion at the question and at his expression, broad smile lighting up the older teen's face. He looked...so happy for...for no reason...and he didn't like Shin the same way he had wished, pleaded, begged Wei to like him back. It just wasn't the same...
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"W-Wei?" Hesitantly pressing delicate fingers against the dark haired teen's chest, the bright eyed boy waited for some sort of response, eyes lowered.
"...Hn?" He sounded distracted...and Haro didn't know why, why couldn't he just pay attention to him at any other time than when he was just stripping him with that ...with that... smile of his that made him want to cry?
"...I love you."
-----------------------------------------------[[and that would be a cliffhanger<3]]
"H-haa...haa-" Breathing heavily, Haro shoved a hand over his mouth as he tried to muffle his sobs, trembling fingers rubbing furiously against stray tears. He...He didn't know why he was crying so much... Wei...Wei didn't ever like him the way he wanted to... why should it matter to him now?
He figured he had thought Wei had changed his mind when he had come looking for him. W-why else would be want to find him? The way he had to keep himself from ripping Shin open when Haro even dared standing close to him? B-but Wei would....would never like him...the way he wanted him to...he only liked him for certain reasons that Haro would never repeat to anyone else.
Curling his hands over his head, Haro clenched his teeth, shaking as the tears just wouldn't stop, running down his cheeks to pool at his chin before dropping down to his shirt making it look beautifully speckled with darker shades. Why did this matter to him so much? H-he was supposed...supposed to h-hate him...
[[....AAAAAND...pieces of truth are revealed. Haro liked Wei, Wei only saw Haro as a nice piece of- -coughgurlgledie- yattayattaetcetc, can't give away everything.... Muwhahaha. I don't really feel like rping Wei right this moment, the 'b*****d'. D< Thus, I leave you with only a post of angsty Haro~! (who is still in the hallway XD wink ]]
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 2:44 pm
((*sniffles* Poor Haro... ;^; ))
Shin awoke slowly to the down of sobs. He looked around himself, wondering where Haro could possibly be. And then realisation suddenly hit him. Haro! Silently, he turned to his human form and climbed off the bed, looking around for the boy. Where was he? Not in the room... He walked out into the hallway and saw the boy standing there, crying. "Haro... Haro... what's wrong?" he asked, looking shocked and a little scared. He walked quickly to the boy and held him close, hoping that might help. He looked down at the tears on the boy's face and desperately hoped he hadn't done something to cause this.
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 7:31 am
[[Boo. He's so pathetic. xD]]
He was so absorbed in his own thought that he barely took note that Shin was right there, asking him what was wrong in that panicky voice of his that Haro seemed to bring about so easily. He didn't mean to make Shin worry... Once the older teen had arms wrapped tight around him Haro finally registered the fact that Shin was indeed awake and questioning him. Thoughts drifting Haro mumbled something to himself, Shin smelled nice. Calming down to the point where he could take a moment or two to think over the dark haired male's question, Haro sighed softly against the other's chest as delicate fingers trembled softly while Haro pressed his palms flat against the other.
What's wrong? What was wrong with him?
"What's wrong, kiddo?"
He'd never been able to answer that question truthfully.
Rubbing the back of his hand against his eyes, trying to get rid of the lingering tears, Haro took a shaky breath before attempting to answer. He knew he was okay for the most part, but...
"Why do you like me?" He mumbled, lowering his head, hair falling to frame his face. If he could he wouldn't answer that tricky question until he felt he really had to.
"W-wei? Why...why do...why do you like me?" It took a lot for him to ask because when it came right down to it part of him didn't really want to know the answer. The green eyed teen glanced at the boy before a smirk twitched upon his darker features. Running a hand through bright locks, Wei murmured against the boy's ear, "You're so cute, that's why."
"Th-...that's it?"
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 6:31 pm
Shin blinked and instinctively held Haro a bit closer to himself. Why did he like Haro...? "I-I don't know..." he said in a slightly surprised voice, as if he had never considered the question before. "I... You... When I'm with you, I feel happy. Like I can forget whatever loneliness filled me yesterday and just... I don't know... float." He shrugged slightly, trying to smile although the image of Haro's glistening tears was fresh in his mind. He carressed the boy's head, reunning his fingers through the other's bright hair and bent down to kiss his forehead softly. "I just do," he whispered in the other's ear.
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Posted: Thu Jun 08, 2006 7:23 pm
"A-ah...ah...W-wei? D-do...do you like me?"
Green eyes widened at the whispered question. How could he ask such a question at a moment like this? With the same wide-eyed expression the young man slightly gaped as he stared down at the boy, trying to not let his thoughts wander too much or they'd be up all night... and he had work tomorrow.
Haro frowned; biting his lower lip to keep soft noises inside...Wei wasn't going to answer him was he? Closing his eyes tightly the boy hissed in pain, whispering something that Wei wouldn't listen to anyway.
"Th-that...Wei! That...hurts-" He felt...
Tears clinging to eyelashes the boy turned his head to the side as the dark haired man rested his forehead against his shoulder, muttering curses as Haro cried. Haro knew that if it hurt this bad right now it was going to hurt a lot worse when he woke up. "Please...just...hurry." Wei would never stop, but if he could just...just do this quickly maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad. Hearing Wei hiss against his neck, Haro sighed out a painful whimper, at least it was over now and he felt so-
Rolling onto his side, curling up, Haro winced as he let fingers brush over claw marks on his side where the other had held on a little too tight. Everything was slippery and warm and wet...but it didn't feel nice at all and...and everything would hurt tomorrow...
He felt sick.
Golden amber eyes shut, Haro leaned his forehead against Shin's chest, whispering to himself in pained tone, not quite listening to him. "Shin?" His voice sound truly panicked, fingers clenching the other's shirt tight, "Shin?" Haro was shaking subtley, tears falling down flushed cheeks as he begged for the other to answer him.
...and even if the older teen had Haro wasn't sure if he could even hear it. He couldn't... for some reason... He felt...
Pushing himself away from the other, the boy blindly stumbled down the hall, one arm stuck out until- there- socks skidding against tiled floor Haro stood in front of the bathroom sink coughing violently. Choking as he threw up what looked like last night's dinner, Haro leaned his head against the cool sink, tears streaming down his face, mumbling to himself in a breathless tone.
"Shin..."
[[Okay, he snapped for the moment. Poor boy. :c]]
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 2:52 pm
"Haro? What's wrong?" he asked again. But the other only repeated his name as if he couldn't even hear Shin - and perhaps he couldn't. He looked down, shocked and his hold on the other slipped slightly and before he knew it, Haro was running down the hall. He ran after him to find him vommitting into the sink. "Haro - Haro... are you... are you sick?" he asked, finally beginning to panick. If a sickness it was, it seemed more of the heart than the body. "Haro...?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 3:52 pm
And finally everything stopped...well, not everything but at least his nightmarish memories had seemed to recess back into the dark places of his thoughts.
Keeping his head pressed against the chilled sink the boy shifted his position slightly, turning his head so he could see Shin. Golden amber eyes looked dull in the bright artificial light of the bathroom. Wings weren't visible and Haro was almost surprised by that. He was so...exhausted at that moment and wasn't sure how he could even retain a human form.
Not bothering to clear away the tears stinging his eyes, Haro attemtped to speak, choking on his words. "He...he-" He didn't even know what word to use for something so...so wrong. So...
Wei rolled his eyes at the boy's question, "I didn't rape you if that's what you're wondering, geez." He'd never heard the word before and he could already tell it wasn't a nice one, it sounded dirty in his mouth... and he also wasn't quite sure of it's meaning thus he explained again that he didn't like it when Wei-
Closing his eyes the boy scrambled against the cold sink area, lifting himself up with a waver. "I'm s-sorry," he mumbled adding with a shaky voice that he'd clean everything up and that he was sorry for worrying him. Standing in front of the other for a minute or so the usually bright eyed teen whispered out a question, hands shaking at his sides,
"What...? What does-" Biting down on his lower lip to keep himself from crying further, Haro turned his head away, "What does rape mean?"
[[ crying ]]
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 5:28 pm
Shin stood there helplessly, his eyes fixed unblinkingly - almost pleadingly - on the youth's form. He gulped. "Rape...?" the question surprised him and he was suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of pity, his voice catching in his throat. "Rape is when... when someone forces himself on somone else... When a person expresses that they don't wish to have sexual contact with the other and the person does it anyway..." he said, trying to convey the meaning so that Haro would understand.
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 6:31 pm
The ashen looking boy seemed to smile a sad smile for a moment, dulled eyes closing briefly before placing a hand against his head. So that's...that's what it means- what had happened...The boy turned his gaze back to the sink with a sound of distaste. Muttering a soft apology once more for the mess he had made and..."I'm sorry for ...for worrying you," he whispered, lowering his gaze. He felt bad for...for everything. Rubbing at his tear stained face, Haro took a few steps backwards.
"I'm s-sorry..."
He didn't know if he could actually say what Wei had did to him but he hoped Shin could just assume what had happened for the most part. He didn't really want to say what had happened because that would require him to willfully think about it and he didn't think he could take that.
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 7:05 pm
He watched Haro edge away and hoped desperately that the fear in the other's eyes wasn't due to him. He looked into the other's eyes, his own light-blue orbs almost pleading with the other. "It's alright... I don't mind a bit of cleaning... I just... want you to feel better..." he said softly, his eyes swimming with surpressed emotions. He didn't want to hrt the boy in fron of him and he felt nearly broken inside, being torn between his love and his fear for the boy.
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 7:39 pm
Haro looked up with a tired expression, the area around his eyes red from all his crying. Shuffling forward he lowered his gaze with a pained sort of look. Although he saw some sense in keeping his past to himself he assumed that ...that maybe it would be better if-
"He-...he..." He wasn't exactly searching for the right words but was struggling still in getting his words out. "I think he-" Why couldn't he just say it? Why did he have to keep it inside? Maybe...maybe some part of him wanted Shin to know but the other...
Fumbling with his wprds, the boy sighed, looking up with a frightened look in his eyes. "Wei...he...I told him I didn't...want it," he whispered, eyes lowered once more. "But...but he didn't listen to me," he added in a quiet tone, hands clutching at the ends of his shirt.
[[Sorry for the crap/late replies, I'm watching a movie/babysitting my little sis. sweatdrop ]]
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 7:44 pm
He looked up sharply, his mind filled with evil thoughts for Wei. His fists clenched at his sides as he silently condemmed the man for what he had done to Haro. He stepped forward, unsure of what to do. he wanted to comfort Haro, but... what if the boy refused him after reliving what Wei had done? Softly, hoping he wouldn't scare th boy, he raised a hand to stroke the boy's cheek, his expression filled with loving concern. "Is there any way I can help you?" he asked, unconsciously using the word that sounded like the man's name.
((Sorry if there are misepells or weirdness on this... I'm using my dad's laptop and it has the timing off for when the letters appear on the screen... Dx))
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 8:30 pm
[[It's fine, that really sucks though x3 -on a laptop too-]]
Haro flinched slightly as Shin pressed a hand to his face. "A-ah- Shin, I don't..." Holding up a shaky hand to cover the other's hand the boy mustered up a whisper of a smile upon his rather pallid looking face. Letting his hand drop, the golden eyed teen took a step forward and pressed his head against the other's chest, delicate fingers clutching tightly at the other's shirt. "Just...just stay...with me," he murmured in a soft voice, hoping that... that maybe he could forget about the way he had felt about Wei and maybe... he could feel a similar way for Shin.
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Posted: Sat Jun 10, 2006 3:58 pm
He nodded, sighing softly as he wrapped his arms gently around the boy's slender form. He leaned forward slightly and kissed the side of Haro's head, lips barely grazing the tip of the other's ear. He wanted to make Haro forget his sadness and to forget... Wei.
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