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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:02 am
It had been following her since she left the Inn. A black mass that melded itself perfectly with the blanket of night surrounding the grounds. Slithering amongst the shadows in perfect stealth and silence it crept in a wide arcing motion to get in front of her. Or rather..to hide behind a tree. The black mass became a solid substance. He thought for a moment of just touching her as she walked by the tree he hid behind, but since he felt like speaking and not scaring the living hell out of her. He opted to do just that. "You know" he said aloud so she could gauge where he was by the sound. "We couldn't help but.....overhear, or rather, we couldn't help but watch from our usual spot in the bar of what transpired. We could sit here and taunt you endlessly about what a fool you are falling for someone like Reeve. But we do not feel the need to waste our breath. We do wish to know though" He said stepping out slowly from behind the tree, showing that he was dressed in his usual black attire boots and all, his arms folded over his chest and his eyes closed for some reason. "Why you choose to remain at his side when he keeps doing these things that upset you. Sometimes, we think the reason we have not killed you aside from Aliator's protection is because you are the most puzzling and interesting creature walking these grounds. What you preach to us, and what you then do yourself seem so at ends." A quiet swishing sound seemed to break the silence as he finished talking. His tail, though hard to see because it too blended in well with the darkness was for some reason or another excitedly shifting back and forth behind him.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:16 am
She stopped near to him, somehow unsurprised that he had seen and was rather .. eager to discuss. However her words would likely be surprising to him. Her voice was quiet yet clear as she spoke. "It makes so much sense now .. love is blind .. I see so clearly now. All things in life are a curiosity to him, something to be tinkered with until broken or bored, then move on to the next item. We tried .. I tried .. he is done. There is no mistake. I am done also. My soul cannot bear such pain any longer." when she finished, she inhaled deeply, sighing lightly. Tilting her head up to him, it would seem as if she were just then noticing that she was not alone. "How are you this calm evening?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:23 am
Yawgmoth had planned on keeping his eyes closed and 'seeing' through the darkness around him using his control of it but..her words were such a shock he blinked his crimson hues open, mouth agape and all for a moment before realizing he was doing this. He stopped and coughed once. "Wait wait wait wait." he said uncrossing his arms from his chest and holding one hand palm open to her like a crossing guard would signal 'stop'. "You mean you're actually leaving Reeve on your own free will? You're ahem, breaking up so to speak?" Yawgmoth asked in complete and utter disillusionment.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:31 am
Her lips twitched a bit. Taking another deep breath, she lowered her gaze again. "Call it what you will. I realize that I am .." she paused, again taking a deep breath. "I am unsatisfactory for him. With each day that passes, I feel our love dwindling, becoming a formality, an obligation, rather than .. than what I believe love should be." she said speaking even softer still. "I hope that he will still accept me as his friend. I will still hold by my promise."
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:39 am
"We have to say, for being as we are. To people like you we are....barbaric, tyrannical, egocentric, bah the list goes on. But despite all of that, we know what love is. Even if you do not believe so simply because we have expressed desires to ******** other women. This does not mean we do not love our Crow. We actually have the most understanding woman in the universe. We don't honestly believe any other could put up with our nature as she does. So you see, because of this....this understanding we have of this crazy emotion. We never once believed that Reeve loved you and for such a smart girl as you we were hoping you'd realize that sooner than now." Yawgmoth said actually coming across..sort of...caring for her state of being at the moment. Which coming from him must've sounded completely strange to her. "As you said to us the other night, he was the first to show you genuine interest and so you fell for him. Without bothering to know more. A mistake we think you have grown from now. It will hurt you. No healing power in all the universe will stop it." Yawgmoth said with a sigh. He kind of felt bad for the poor fool. Placing one of his large hand on her shoulders. "Well, despite our villainous intents. We are here. For now. Should you need to speak with someone." he added as the soft swishing sound diminished, his tail no long flicking back and forth.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:53 am
"I understand. You and Ms Crow are different than I, that is all." she said softly, trying to be cheerful about it all. She even looked to him again with a small smile though it would be clear that it was a mask to hide the fact that she felt as if she were dying on the inside. History seemed to be repeating, just as always. "Thank you. I am fine, I will carry on as always." she said softly but the moment she did, her lips twitched again, her smile falling as her eyes took on a pleading look. "Why .. why am I unlovable? Even if there is but a moment where love is felt it passes so quickly. That feeling and I are like oil and water, touching yet separate, aware of the others existence yet never .. never able to bond."
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 1:00 am
Yawgmoth's expression turned sour at her last statement and he almost felt the need to slap her to her senses. Instead he just scoffed. "You're nothing but a child that's why. Sometimes, it takes awhile. You cannot simply abandon hope because of a few incidents. We could boggle your mind with our age and how long we waited to find Crow. In your case you do not have the same longevity as we, but, that does not mean that for the real love to find you, you won't have to wait. Because you will. You will have to wait. But." he said with a loud sigh closing his eyes down again and 'seeing' through the darkness of the outside. "When it comes, the wait will have felt like nothing. For the joy of true love out weighs even a wait as long as ours. Hopefully, you will not suffer a long wait." he said. With a small grin on his face he leaned in a little bit. "We mean, take yourself seriously for a moment. You're not repulsive by any means, you are certainly easy on the eyes, you're smart enough and witty enough to match heads with someone as knowledgeable about the workings of the universe as we are. And you have this..." Yawgmoth snapped his fingers trying to think of the word. When it came to explaining things sometimes he found speaking this language was harder than it should be. "this irresistible aura about you. We believe it stems from the fact that you're the shy quiet book worm who just happens to be quite attractive. Don't ask why, something about the workings of male brains is attracted by that. And even we, in our long life, have yet to figure out the male brain. So just take our word for it for now hmm? In the end you must not be so discouraged over someone like Reeve." Yawgmoth concluded with a solemn nod of his head.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 1:12 am
"Ali said exquisite." she blurted out numbly, having repeated what was said to her for the sake of helping him out though she regretted it a moment later. Stepping back she placed a hand over her mouth."My apologies. Yet .. I understand better each day what these nuances of life I have been missing in my life. To do so alone or mostly alone is .. positively crushing. It is good to find even just one. Some day .. my one will come."
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 1:17 am
"Exquisite. That works too." he stated with a shrug. Opening his crimson eyes once more Yawgmoth's lips curled into a grin. "See. that is what you need to have. That some day your one will come. Despite our...obsession as you put it, with you. We are both aware that neither of us are 'the one' for the other as you find our mannerisms repulsive and we already have our one. But. " he thought for a moment, should he really say that? No. He stopped himself. "But never mind. Let's not get onto more of that stuff. You need to think of something else. Get your mind off of it, else it will only hurt more. So then" Yawgmoth began anew looking around them. "We hope you've been practicing. Did you manage without us there to guide you? We are curious to know."
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 1:24 am
Her gaze still downcast, she gave a slow nod only to his final words, confirming nonverbally that she had indeed been practicing.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 10:24 pm
"Have you mastered it then? Or if you have not, can you at least run using it yet?" Yawgmoth asked lowering his gaze in a glare that she was sulking like this. Stupid really, they had just discussed that she shouldn't give up and yet she was still wallowing in pain. But it didn't matter, she'd get over it he thought. Tilting his head to the left cracking the neck bone and then to the right doing the same he sighed softly folding his arms against his broad chest again, leaning against the tree he had stepped out behind lazily.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 10:29 pm
Tilting her head, she looked to him with a quiet expression. "Mm, close, I believe. One who is learning should not judge if they have mastered a new challenge." she said with a sage nod. "Though I believe I can say I am doing well as I am able to run. Few mistakes, still needing to judge distance for slowing, stopping. I .. ran in to the door of the bar earlier tonight due to misjudging the distance." she said, followed by a nervous chuckle as her right hand moved to the back of her neck feeling quite embarrassed at this admission.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 10:32 pm
"Then we will judge when you believe you have gained all you can gain from it." Yawgmoth responded with a light nod. Blinking for a moment he laughed and shook his head from side to side. "We could tell you of the things we ran into learning how to stop, but we would rather keep our image as a super human villain who makes no mistakes with his techniques." he said with a wink of right eye in her direction. "But we are aware the technique is hard, the fact that you can run after only a day or so says something. We think you have some deep determination, why is this?"
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 10:46 pm
Inhaling deeply, let her hand slide to her side again. "Because when all is said and done, I have only myself to rely on consistently. I must be able to learn well and learn fast. This is my only hope for my own survival and ability to help others. I have nothing else in life to work toward." she said softly, looking to him with a calm determination for him to understand this of her.
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2007 10:49 pm
Pausing for a moment, Yawgmoth chose his words carefully. "While your goal is admirable, it is in vain. With super powers like Aliator and us walking around, how can you hope to grow strong enough to survive if either of us were to assault you? The truth of the matter is you cannot. Yet for some strange twisted reason, you don't have to worry about that. Aliator will surely never lay a finger on you, and we only taunt you with words and magic tricks that amuse us. We haven't actually harmed you in....quite a long while if we remember correctly. So, all you need to be able to do is survive everyone else who isn't the two of us hmmm?" he said with a quizzical expression. "For the moment you have nothing else to work for, but as we were just discussing there are some things in life which you believe you will never have when you will. Those you must work towards also, you are quite aware of this are you not?"
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