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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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 Posted: Sun Mar 02, 2025 1:28 am
  
Samuel didn't expect him to clear out his storage just yet. Not when they haven't made the room or decided on where things might go. They were also going to need something bigger than one of his little toys in the garage if Micha planned on bringing over loads of boxes, or bags, or whatever he packed his things in. The way he described his abrupt move to him, it didn't sound like much was packed very carefully, just quickly. He hoped that whenever Micha did get the chance to go through his things that everything was still in tact. Samuel had no plans of denying Micha to move in with him. Not after making such a fuss about it in the first place. He supposed he was simply feeling a little nervous. After all this time and so much talk, he wasn't entirely sure it was ever going to happen.
Lying there, Samuel nodded at the reminder to get up. He promised that he would, he just needed a little more rest was all. Something to shake off whatever dream or nightmare it was that he had. The male continued to hold him as he questioned him. Samuel sighed softly. "I can try, but it might be...difficult. My dreams, they aren't always clear...sometimes I can't tell what's going on at all. It's all just noise. Like a scene out of focus." He replied. Rolling to his back, he stared up at the blank dark space between himself and the ceiling. "That's what this one was. I couldn't tell where we were, but I could hear your voice. I think it was a fight, or a memory of a fight. I don't even remember what we were saying."
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Posted: Sun Mar 02, 2025 2:16 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Sun Mar 02, 2025 2:37 am
Dreams were a fleeting thing. Even when the tiniest remnants remained, it was hard to recall them in detail. Samuel didn't blame Micha for wanting to help him He described to him what he could, though was having some difficulty doing even that much. He knew that they were both there, but the space was vague as were their actions. He got the sense that part of it might have been from his memory of Paris. Too often he dreamed of Paris. Even when he was happy, the memory found a way to sneak inside his dreams and remind him of his dastardly deed. Rolling on to his back, he tried to recall the fight from his dream, but too much of the conversation was already forgotten. Beside him, the male remained close and quietly apologized. Turning his gaze towards him, he shook his head. "It's alright, just a stupid dream." Reaching through the darkness, Samuel wrapped his arms around Micha. Though it was true his dreams were likely affected by today's events, Samuel didn't want Micha feeling guilty over the nonsense his head made up while he slept. After all, he wasn't even sure it was a true memory he had recalled.
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2025 2:01 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2025 2:40 am
The thought of discussing the events of Paris was not something he was particularly keen on doing. He’d spent the better part of the year trying to forget what happened. Micha had not said much about that time either, so he thought he felt the same. Samuel couldn’t say for certain that talking about it would make things better. He wasn’t even sure where to start if they did. What details might have been missed that he would want to go back to such painful memories. With the way some of their earlier conversation went Samuel worried about how it might affect Micha. He had seen how broken up he was recalling that part of his life. Samuel didn’t think it would be a good idea to upset him further.
As Micha apologized Samuel assured him otherwise. He couldn’t blame Micha for every little thing that popped into his head, including his dreams. It would be easy to blame Micha for the way things went today, but he was sure he felt bad enough as it is. Why pile it on when he could just forgive. This wasn’t to say that he didn’t appreciate his apology. He did, very much so. Turning slightly, he wrapped his arms around the man’s waist. He held him gently, knowing that he was wasting time and needed to get up. Just a little longer that’s all he wanted. Leaning his head down, he pressed a kiss to his forehead. A simple reminder that they were okay, and he wasn’t upset with him.
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2025 4:40 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2025 3:12 pm
Samuel knew that Micha was worried about him. It wasn’t everyday he had one big meltdown and then went into work like nothing happened. While he may not have been feeling quite as well as he did this morning, it was no excuse to skip out on his responsibilities. Holding on to the man, he leaned down to kiss his forehead in an effort to assure him. He wasn’t fine, but he would be. He pulled back a moment later and settled again on the bed. Samuel was about to start reminding himself that it was time to get up. However, the bed shifted beside him and he was given a kiss of his own by Micha. Samuel kissed him back softly as he felt the male’s hand on his chest. He kissed him again, taking the excuse that was handed to him not to get up. He could spare another, five, maybe ten minutes more. But then he really would have to get up and start getting ready.
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2025 7:22 pm
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 03, 2025 7:52 pm
Samuel had never been very good at fooling Micha. The man could read him just as well as he could read him, if not better. Despite their feelings, he needed to go to work tonight. He needed to be productive and make sure that his business survived another day. As the man kissed him, he then returned it to him. Samuel welcomed the distraction and proceeded to kiss him again. He didn’t care if he was a little late. He needed this, they needed this. Pulling Micha closer, he ran his hands against his back.
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2025 6:18 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Thu Mar 06, 2025 7:30 am
They weren’t always going to get it right, but at least they were trying. That was what mattered most. Samuel appreciated the concern, but he couldn’t sit around all night. Work didn’t care that his head was a mess or that he was running on a few hours of sleep. It wasn’t the first time he had gone to work in such a state so he knew he would be fine. Holding onto Micha, he ran his hands along his back as they kissed. He craved his kiss like he hadn’t had one in years. In the back of his mind he knew that time was ticking. As fun as it would be to lay here making out with Micha for a few hours there were things to do.
Samuel took a few more passionate kisses from his lips before gently pulling away. He was hesitant to release him, even more to leave the bed entirely. But he needed to go. Slowly, Samuel pulled away from Micha. Throwing back the covers, he proceeded to sit up, slide his legs over the side, and stand up. He stood there a moment, stretching his tired limbs. When he was ready, he padded toward the bathroom, squinting as flipped on the bright overhead light. Light cut through the doorway and filled a portion of the bedroom. Samuel glanced over at Micha, feeling a bit guilty for putting such an abrupt end to their kiss. It needed to be done, otherwise he would have stayed like that all nigh.
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Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2025 6:37 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2025 7:37 am
Any other night he would have loved to devour him. He would have loved to have push him back into the mattress, and kiss him until they were breathless. Tonight was not such a night. Instead he was needed elsewhere and had a never ending list of things waiting to be done. Samuel hated to part as well, but knew that he must. He held on to Micha just a few minutes longer before pulling away. He'd be lying if he said he also wasn't disappointed. He was going to have to make up for it later.
Getting out of bed, Samuel stretched and made his way towards the bathroom. As he flipped on the lights he glanced back towards the man. He smiled as Micha shifted on the bed and was tempted to invite him to the shower with him. That however would be just another distraction. Another excuse to want to put his hands on him. He would never get out of here if he joined. "Won't be long, I promise." he said.
Passing through the doorway, Samuel didn't bother closing the door behind him. Instead he went about collecting a fresh towel and wash cloth from the linen closet. Bringing them back to the counter, he set them there then gave himself a once over. He wasn't nearly as wretched looking as earlier. Nothing a little self care couldn't fix. Turning away from the mirror, Samuel reached into the shower to twist the knobs and allow the water to adjust. He stripped down to his skin while he waited, tossing everything in the laundry hamper.
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Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2025 8:02 am
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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Posted: Fri Mar 07, 2025 3:02 pm
While Samuel would not have minded the distraction, he couldn’t trust himself from getting carried away. He needed to stay focused and get ready for work. Looking back at Micha, he promised him not to take too long. He heard the man’s reply and soon turned to enter the bathroom. Samuel went about gathering his things and turning on the water. He began to strip as the water warmed, tossing his clothes into the nearby hamper. When he was ready he turned to the shower and stepped inside, closing the door glass door behind him.
The water raced down his limbs as he stood beneath the spray. Samuel closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth beating down on his tired body and seeping into his pores. For the first time all day his mind was clear, quiet. He stood there another minute just basking. As soon as moved this momentary silence would be interrupted by intrusive thoughts. Thoughts like what he needed to do, what could be put off, what the weather would be like tonight, what he could scrounge up and pass for lunch, if he should offer Micha a ride, or was he staying here.
He opened his eyes to the last thought. Micha stay here, Micha could be home when he got home. Now there’s a thought, but, he was sure that Micha had no desire to be in this house all on his own. Frankly, he could not blame him. While he was used to being here alone, Micha was not. Such a large space by one’s self could be lonely, and he didn’t want that for him. Samuel forced himself to move from the spray. He was already getting distracted. He picked up the bottle of shampoo and squeezed a generous amount into his palm. He then went about washing his hair, gently massaging his scalp, and washing away the grime.
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