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 Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 1:19 am
I really wanted to put something here, but it's just a textwall of emotions and stuff like that, nothing really definite... It's not even anything terrible, I'm just feeling a lot of weird and bleh stuff right now.
And I'm halfway sure it's a lonely feeling that's overriding everything else. I wanted to talk to my mom today, but she was sick and in bed when I got up... and she never got back up, sooo... x.x... And [person] is either asleep or working 90% of the time, and I feel really bad if I ask for attention from him. (Not to mention the weird hours he has to keep because of his job.)
...er... well, I guess it IS something definite. I'm lonely. xD
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 3:49 am
LifeSuxEatCake My dad had cancer surgery today, and he started yelling at me like half an hour ago and I want to tell him to stop being so irrational (it was a stupid thing) but I... I just can't, I don't know what to say. And of course I started crying and he was like "I don't want to deal with a primma donna right now" and all I could think of was ******** you, seriously, maybe it's you I'm crying about I'm not actually a self-centered b***h all of the time.
And then the rest of today was pretty shitty too goddamn I thought I was doing good for a while there. *hugs tightly*
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 7:59 am
People want my trust?Want me to be happy?
Yet its funny most of them are the ones who kicked me into this cold dark pit,
I m trying to trust them but Im not stupid, my hole may not be soo large but what do you choose?
I think I m slowly falling into a pit of depression but I refuse to accept it, I probably wont ever accept it I believe in a dream and I fight for it but
Its clear as the sea to me that I just dont know who to trust or talk to,
I figured it out when I got up this morning
Im frightened, some people want me to trust them yet how can I?
Everything is like a black stain, Its impossible to let the barrier down unless you redeem or undo the wrong, yet people wish to continue it continuously
knowing =/
I really rather just have to deal with my bad juju then have to deal with this s**t, its caused drama time after time yet it doesn't cease ;;
I just feel like theres a long pole stuck in my chest and no one is pulling it out
some people come by
and wedge it around so It hurts
and smile at me while doing so, so I overlook it
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 10:21 am
Somehow talk about shopping for her dress for the prom has caused us to Roleplay the Prom in text messages.
wut
gosh I love her
at least I have my rose between my teeth.
classy.
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 10:30 am
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 10:30 am
Maris Pallitax I really wanted to put something here, but it's just a textwall of emotions and stuff like that, nothing really definite... It's not even anything terrible, I'm just feeling a lot of weird and bleh stuff right now.
And I'm halfway sure it's a lonely feeling that's overriding everything else. I wanted to talk to my mom today, but she was sick and in bed when I got up... and she never got back up, sooo... x.x... And [person] is either asleep or working 90% of the time, and I feel really bad if I ask for attention from him. (Not to mention the weird hours he has to keep because of his job.)
...er... well, I guess it IS something definite. I'm lonely. xD *hugs* =[ You got us
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 6:02 pm
You love your Tripp pants and call them your comfort zone, you're wearing jeans. You loved your curls and would brag about them, you chopped them all off. For someone so resistant to change, those two things are major ones for you. We haven't really talked this past month but now I'm starting to get worried about you.
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 6:15 pm
I hope you don't realize it. I'm trying to be stealthy. But I can't hide anything from you. I love you. Be prepared. heart
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 6:47 pm
Mickeymoot I hope you don't realize it. I'm trying to be stealthy. But I can't hide anything from you. I love you. Be prepared. heart d'awwww
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 6:49 pm
my friend killed me today for her project 8D first time I've modeled for her. It was awesomeee~
And according to soosh after looking at the pictures 'Only you can make nuke burns look sexy~ <3' XD heart heart
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 8:24 pm
Mickeymoot I hope you don't realize it. I'm trying to be stealthy. But I can't hide anything from you. I love you. Be prepared. heart I MUST KNOWWW >D
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 9:24 pm
I have a teddy bear that my grandpa gave me for my first birthday. I love that thing to death. My dad thinks I've finally gone crazy because I've been walking around talking to my teddy bear all day. He doesn't believe me when I try to explain to him that when I talk to my bear I feel like I'm talking to my grandpa.
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 9:39 pm
It's been close to two weeks and I still haven't heard from her.
I'm getting really worried.
And a bit lonely. emo
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Posted: Sat Mar 12, 2011 9:45 pm
Jedi Sasquatch It's been close to two weeks and I still haven't heard from her.
I'm getting really worried.
And a bit lonely. emo
And don't worry, you still have me~ (But it's not the same. Sorry. emo )
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