Ah good! So I should have no worries about all these things I like to do and how often I'm not doing any of them. Yeah...but I'm not entirely sure how to do that.. I mean, overall I can't help, but feel like if I speak up against others I'll end up the badguy.. And when I actually do manage to speak up, I always come across as if I'm being violent (usually do to something really getting to me) And really, due to my size difference to basically everyone else it does feel like I'm trying to push people around even when I'm not... And it's all just so......SO....... Yeah...
You just have to be polite and remember to not raise your voice... Don't worry about it too much! Stay cool!