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 Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:16 pm
"It's ok, but I'm really disappointed with him. If I ah the-" Lila didn't finish what she was going to say when Mason entered into the kitchen and dropped all her stuff. Lila rushed over and picked it up for her but before she could hand it back. Everyone left for some reason. "Is it really such a shocker that I wasn't needed in that way?" I past by Mason's room and placed her dropped items in her room. Mason's room was litter with papers and they were just scattered around. "I guess I could help straighten up some things here."
((I just remember your question about Lila and Alex. I don't think that would be possible because Lila dislike drugs and such. (bio)))
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:16 pm
Annora looked up at Mason. She didn't know what to say. Looking away she mumbled. "Here... I'll talk. Ana, you are stupid. You shouldn't do this to Alex. I know Alex has done horrible things to you, but to do this to him is stupid. I can't believe you." Annora took a breath. "My turn. Mason, I know I'm stupid. I know that I am going to hurt Alex. But he has hurting me more. I'm sorry I'm stupid. I'm sorry I hurt everyone. I'm sorry." She groaned and pulled a pillow over her face. "There. Girl talk."
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:21 pm
"..." he sad nothing. When she left he was pissed. He slammed his door shut. He put his pillow to his face to muffle the noise. "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK" He screamed. I'm so stupid why couldn't i just bottle up my emotions like i have all these years?!!?!!!!!! I'M SO STUPID!! He ran to the bathroom with his knife out before he left his room. Runing past Lila she easily could've seen the knife. He cut two X's into both arms and watched them bleed. He bandaged them up quickly and left the sink bloody. He was to pissed and he forgot to rinse it out. He went into his room and locked his door. He laid down crying.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:24 pm
"Annora, you know you aren't stupid." Mason stroked her arm lovingly. "I can understand where this is coming from. Sort of..." She mumbled that last bit under her breath. "I mean... It it isn't your fault! Alex is off doing god-knows-what, and... Well he's the father. Of course this is hard." She rubbed her forehead.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:28 pm
Annora looked up and heard John. "No..." Annora heaved herself up. "M-Mason... I.. I have to check on him.. Please..." Annora walked out of her room and passed the bathroom. Looking in the sink she saw the blood. "No... No NO ... NO!" Annora kicked the door open. For a mommy to be, she sure did have force. "Damn it John! Why the hell would you do that?!" She was staring at him with tears falling down her face. "Why?!" She turned and left going back into her room and laid her on Mason's shoulder. "Mason... Just tell me I'm stupid..."
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:32 pm
Lila ran to the bathroom after Annor ran back to where Mason was and saw the bloody mess, her urge to do the same surfaced but she held it inside and cleaned up everything and slowly walk towards John's room. She opens the door and saw him crying on his bed.
"You idiot!" Lila tackled him put her forehead on his. His face was hot and it mixed with the coldness of her own. Why are you such an idiot? Don't do something that would hurt Anny..." When Lila felt that John had calmed down, she moved away and left quietly back to her room. She sat down at her desk and un-wrapped her old diary and started reading it.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:35 pm
Mason stroked Annora's hair.
"Annora." She sat her on the bed and sat next to her. "I'm not going to judge you for this, you know that. And stop saying you're stupid! What else is there to do in your position?" Mason crossed her arms, but then patted Annora's stomach gently. "I know, I'm not really helping here. I've never gone through this before, and if you want to talk to someone else..." She trailed off and started looking around the room.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:37 pm
Annora held Mason there. "I'm so confused Massy... I love them both... But what they both do... I hate it... I hate that Alex does drugs and cheats... And John.. He cuts... And I can't stand that either. Maybe I should give up on love... Just have me and the babies and friends. No love." She said simply laying her head on Mason's shoulder holding her hand.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:38 pm
Oh god..now everyone hates me!!!! Way to go John you ******** up your life even more! John rolled off his bed making a loud *THUD*, He crawled under his bed still crying. "I'm sorry everyone that i'm a horrible person!" He yelled. He laid silent under his bed.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:43 pm
Annora looked at Mason. "I have to go... He needs me..." Annora kissed her cheek. "I love you Mason..." She walked out of her room and into John's. Sitting on the floor she grabbed his hand and held it. "You know... You're going to get stuck under there..." She said softly. "And I can't come in after you. Otherwise I will get stuck too." Slowly she started to tug on him just a little bit. "Please come out John..."
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 10:48 pm
"Annora, love is what life is about, and you can look past those things, and whoever you choose, you can help them through it! It will be okay." Mason kissed her on the top of the head and smiled. "And I'll support you with whatever you do." Mason stood up and took a photograph off the wall of the twelve of them. "Remember when my dad gave us all cd players, just because he wanted us to listen to his demo?" She laughed as tears welled up in her eyes. "When life was so simple... We could get that back. We could be normal kids. We could-" Mason stopped, knowing that everything she just said could actually never happen. Mason turned around, but when she looked at where Annora once sat, she was gone. Mason sat on the floor staring at the picture in her hand, tears streaming down her face.
At least no one's around...
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 11:00 pm
"Why should i come out? Everyone in the house hates me now cause i cut myself! He took his hand away fom her." Nobody here will ever like me because of what i did!
[[ mad grr blockage]]
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 11:00 pm
[[Anyone there??]]
[[Edit, jk. I'm getting bored being alone... haha]]
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 11:03 pm
Annora glared at him. It hurt when he took his hand away from her. "You think I hate you? I just chose you over Alex! The father of my children! And you think I hate you? I have never hated you John! Not even when I found out you cut! Fine be like Alex, and be a total selfish jerk! See if I ******** care!" She stood up and walked out of his room. "Sorry about the door..." She mumbled. Crying she walked down stairs and out of the house. Grabbing her jacket on the way out, she shoved her hands into the pockets and walked down the street. "Why is this happening... I wish a car would just hit me.." A few cars did pass her... But never hit her... She just kept walking. Not knowing where she was going. But she walked in a straight line. Just walking.
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Posted: Wed Aug 06, 2008 11:13 pm
Oh my god what've i done?!? hegot up and ran out of his room. He check in every room not finding her. He ran outside, he saw her car. He saw someone off in the distance. He ran as fast as he could to ketch up with her. He finnaly did. "Annora..i'm sorry", he sad he grabbed her arm and turned her around. "I'm stupid..i never should have thought you hated me. Your all i have right now Anne...i want you to forgive me..please forgive me!" He kissed her like he did the night before.
[[drama!!!dun dun duunnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
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