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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 2:56 pm
D: I really hate it when I get conflicting feelings like this. I'm still afraid that I'm going to do something I'll regret. I'm trying my best to keep silent though, at least until my buddy responds to my mail. She's used to this sort of thing, maybe she'll know what I should do. >_<
EDIT: 8D She's online, and she responded! ...XD She's the first person I've ever been so open with. XD I'm slightly really embarrassed that I'm telling her this, but I really need advice from her.
On a good note though, the GameStop down the street from me has their store opening at 9am, an hour earlier than normal. They're also giving people 25% trade-in credit towards Black/White, which makes me happy, because I was already planning on trading in a game or two tomorrow. Yes, I know I pre-ordered it, but I want to get the game as soon as possible. I need something to keep me busy, even if it's just for a day... Also, I need to work on brushing things off and stop letting stuff get to me. XD It's not that big of a deal.
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 3:41 pm
"He was always such a good boy. And always wanted a baby sister! But not [older sister], no, if I said 'you have a baby sister!' He'd point at her and say, 'Not that one!' Then you came along and you liked dolls and wearing pink and all that nonsense, and he'd say, 'That's the baby sister I wanted!' Yes, everyone loved you, you were such a good little girl..."
I wish I remembered them as they were, when I was a baby. I wish I still had access to those memories... Even now, I can remember the layout of the house, how everything looked, where things were. I wish I could go back there and see it now. It would be nice... I doubt I'll ever get the chance.
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 7:15 pm
I love math, but having such a shitty calc teacher has made it into a chore. I dread doing my work for that class. But linear algebra? Hell yes. I'm having fun with these complicated theoretical questions because my teacher has actually prepared me for them. And that's without even doing any reading outside of class, while I have to read the chapters from a bunch of online textbooks just to stay afloat in calc. I learn more on the bus rides to and from school than I do in that damn class. That's ******** up.
But god, I ******** love math!!! I don't want to forget that @___@
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 10:39 pm
I wish I could find someone to take out my neck, give it a good adjustment, massage it and crack the joints so these neck based headaches would just end. I got a hair cut neck, what more do you freaking want? crying crying crying
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Posted: Sat Mar 05, 2011 11:21 pm
Little Miss Fortune I love math, but having such a shitty calc teacher has made it into a chore. I dread doing my work for that class. But linear algebra? Hell yes. I'm having fun with these complicated theoretical questions because my teacher has actually prepared me for them. And that's without even doing any reading outside of class, while I have to read the chapters from a bunch of online textbooks just to stay afloat in calc. I learn more on the bus rides to and from school than I do in that damn class. That's ******** up.
But god, I ******** love math!!! I don't want to forget that @___@ Teach me the ways of math. MATH IS POWER.
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 4:22 am
Kimchi Noodle Little Miss Fortune I love math, but having such a shitty calc teacher has made it into a chore. I dread doing my work for that class. But linear algebra? Hell yes. I'm having fun with these complicated theoretical questions because my teacher has actually prepared me for them. And that's without even doing any reading outside of class, while I have to read the chapters from a bunch of online textbooks just to stay afloat in calc. I learn more on the bus rides to and from school than I do in that damn class. That's ******** up.
But god, I ******** love math!!! I don't want to forget that @___@ Teach me the ways of math. MATH IS POWER.
Come over and I can... tutor you ;D <333333
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 7:40 am
X3
So, I just got home twenty minutes ago from a two hour walk to GameStop and back. I wasn't feeling too happy when I got up, but as soon as I left the house, my mood significantly improved. :3 What makes me even more happy, is that today was GameStop's final day for their 50% trade-in bonus. Those two games I traded in got me about $42, which I wasn't expecting at all. On impulse, I decided to get The World Ends with You while I was there. I was expecting to pay about $47 for TWEWY and White, but with the total cost of credits, the down payment I had already put on White and whatever was on my card, I only paid $5. 8D So now the money I was going to use for today is going into my savings for Otakon. X3 The only way this day could get any better is if I got a call from my dad. I don't care that my feet hurt from the two hour walk in the rain, or that I only have 6 1/2 hours of sleep, but this has definitely been a great way to end a terrible week. I don't think anything could ruin today.
*starts playing White*
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 9:06 am
"Idk what u might think about this..but i have had a little crush on u for a while now :S" "I'm kinda the oblivious type. But I really don't know you all that well, so... I don't even know what to think about that. " "Me neither...i just think ur cute...and nerdy..like me"
Oh gawd, what do I dooooo?! This is seriously the first time I've been put in this situation. Which is kinda sad, given that I'm twenty. But... I don't like him like that. I barely even know him, for Pete's sake. Frustration!!! And I don't know what to tell him to make him give up. I mean, I can't say "I have issues that I need to work out with a therapist before I think of getting into a relationship," or "I actually have feelings for one of the juniors in your outfit," or "Telling me that out of nowhere really kinda freaks me out, but then everything does to some extent."
Aaaaaaaaaggghhhhhhh!
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 2:24 pm
I hate thissssssssssss! My nose is all runny and stuffy and I constantly feel like I'm about to sneeze... I can't even hear through my left ear... My head hurts so much... I'm so tired, but I can't sleep... Why did I go to work today? Somebody hold me crying
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 4:15 pm
My head hurts. I wish I could just figure out what to do...
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 5:33 pm
Words cannot describe how much fun we both had.
Though now I have to finish Firefly.
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 6:04 pm
Am I that invisible or unimportant? =/ I no like this blood coughing it makes my mouth weird and damn I wanna bazzooka the bad juju away but cant for once I m like lost or confused as to what exactly is going on maybe?
heh My feeling from Friday/Saturdayish Have pretty much worsened =/ heh, Just going to post this here and tuck it under the carpet later, I have no idea how long I can keep it all from my mum
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 6:17 pm
Kamastr0 Am I that invisible or unimportant? =/ I no like this blood coughing it makes my mouth weird and damn I wanna bazzooka the bad juju away but cant for once I m like lost or confused as to what exactly is going on maybe?
heh My feeling from Friday/Saturdayish Have pretty much worsened =/ heh, Just going to post this here and tuck it under the carpet later, I have no idea how long I can keep it all from my mum ;; /majurhugz
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