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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sun Dec 08, 2024 7:07 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 08, 2024 7:37 pm
  
Samuel didn't know how things would go from here. It felt like they were fighting, but at the same time they weren't. He had thought that an apology would be enough, still Micha was upset. Standing in the doorway, he watched Micha a moment before questioning him. He saw no reason for him to cover himself, it wasn't as though it was the first time today he'd seen him naked. Though if he had, it would only confirm his suspicions that Micha was still angry with him. As the man shook his head, he watched him glance his way as he spoke. Micha then grabbing his things and slipped into the shower. Although it was not said, he knew that he was not welcome.
Peeling himself away from the door frame, Samuel turned towards his closet. He wasn't angry or upset by the rejection, just hurt. Crossing towards the closet, he pulled out a pair of boxers for himself as well as a clean shirt and sweatpants. If Micha didn't want him in the shower with him, he was just going to have to deal with him smelling like chemicals. He wasn't about to thrown out of his own room. Tossing the robe towards the hamper, he quickly dressed and grabbed his phone from the nightstand. Flopping down on his side of the bed, he opened up one of his social apps to make a few posts in regards to the club. When in doubt, work was always a welcome distraction.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 1:05 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 4:16 am
Turning to leave Samuel hadn’t expected Micha to actually let him go. However, he didn’t stop him and he soon heard the shower door closing behind him. To say that he was hurt was putting it lightly. After dressing, Samuel picked up his phone and began to work. He made a few posts about the upcoming event, as well as shared a few pictures he had taken from the last one. He had barely finished another post before the likes and comments started rolling in. Most of them were positive, a few recalling a great experience they had or how they were looking forward to coming by. Then of course, the negative ones came in soon after. Samuel was used to the hate comments. They often talked about the business, the events he held, or on some unrelated note, politics. Because that had something to do with his business.
The minutes passed and still Micha had not come out. So much for this being a simple rinse off. As if Samuel was not hurt already, Micha’s obvious attempt to avoid him just made him feel worse. He finished his business and set his phone off to the side. Turning away from the bathroom door, Samuel laid on his side and contemplated the last hour. How did one little laugh make everything this bad? Were they just that bad for one another that someone couldn’t even do something stupid. His mind continued to ask similar unwanted questions over and over, all while replaying everything that was said and done. By the time he heard the water turn off, his mood had soured even more.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 4:54 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 5:20 am
With his back turned towards the door Samuel had allowed his mind to wander. Deep down he knew that Micha had not meant to hurt him, just as Samuel had not intended to hurt him first. Still, once he got the ball rolling it was near impossible for him to stop. He repeatedly asked himself if there was something to be done to fix things while simultaneously going over everything that had gone wrong from the very minute they had woken up. By the time Micha emerged from the bathroom his mood had soured greatly and he didn’t feel like talking.
Samuel listened as Micha stepped into the room and walked over towards his closet. He was used to Micha borrowing his clothes, though it reminded him that he needed to go back downstairs to put everything in the dryer. Samuel kept his eyes on the bed while Micha dressed. He wasn’t about to add another reason for Micha to be annoyed with him. After all, Micha didn’t seem to care for him looking at him just before his shower. Staring at him after it would probably be just another insult.
A few more minutes passed before Micha was finished drying and dressing. He soon felt the bed sink and glanced to find the man laid down beside him. Samuel was unsure what kind of face he was making. Did he look mad, upset, or just confused to Micha. He studied the male’s own face, trying to understand where they went wrong. He didn’t like this, this feeling of unease. Like one word was all it would take for Micha to get up and leave again.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 5:34 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:00 am
As he lay there stewing in his thoughts, movement soon pulled him back to reality. Samuel was surprised, but not offended to find Micha in his bed. He didn’t know what he was thinking or if he even wanted to talk. Though he supposed he could take some comfort in the fact that he wanted to at least be near him. Maybe it meant that he was not as angry as he originally believed. He hoped that something so small did not cause something major like walking out. Though he could hardly stop him if he did. A hand was soon stretched between them as he laid there with his thoughts. Samuel reached out to cover it with his own. He found it to be soft and warm from the lengthy shower. Looking him over once more, Samuel tried to understand what it was Micha must have been feeling.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:19 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:50 am
Samuel remembered the promise that they had made to one another. To not keep secrets and to talk things out when times were hard. He also remembered Micha promising not to run away from him, but worried that one was about to be broken. As the man put his hand between them Samuel was quick to latch on. He watched the man curiously, wondering if he might say anything. When he did, it wasn’t at all surprising that he would ask him what he was thinking. Samuel wasn’t sure he wanted to tell him. After all, it wasn’t as if his thoughts were exactly pleasant. But he knew that by keeping silent he would only hurt him more. ”Inflation says I have to start charging more than a penny. he said softly. Looking down at their hands, he sighed. ”I thought you wanted to shower together, but you didn’t even wait for me.” saying it out loud seemed a bit childish, but he couldn’t help it. He didn’t like being pushed aside.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 7:31 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 8:47 am
Indeed, sitting in silence would get them nowhere. He also wanted to know what Micha was thinking, even if it was something bad. If they kept getting caught up in the little things that bothered them, they were bound for another break-up. When Micha questioned him, he made a small joke. Glancing towards their hands, Samuel made another comment. It was a bit petty to get upset by something like that, but he couldn’t help feeling like he was purposefully pushed away. A moment later, Micha replied to his comment. Hearing him speak, he wasn’t entirely sure what he meant. Was it simply due to the situation or was it because of him. Samuel wasn’t sure which answer might be better. ”So why ask me if you didn’t mean it?” he asked. Looking back at Micha he found that he too had looked away. He continued to stare as he held his hand, wondering if he might look his way again.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 6:45 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 09, 2024 7:50 pm
The last thing he wanted with Micha was for them to break up, especially over something like this. Samuel didn't need Micha to be perfect for him, having grown up with such standards he knew how impossible they were to live by. He just wanted to understand how they got like this. It felt as though this went beyond a simple laugh and a misunderstanding. He didn't understand what he was missing. Holding on to the males' hand, he listened to him speak. He was a little hurt knowing that Micha had not wanted to be around him, and questioned on the matter. Turning his gaze back towards Micha, he saw that he had looked away, and that worried him. What could be so bad that Micha felt the need to hide from him. When the male spoke again he wasn't sure how he should respond, or even feel towards such a response. "I don't understand," he said. "I've been looking at you all morning. What's changed?" Just by looking at Micha, he could see that he was uncomfortable, but that still didn't explain why.
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Pure Acid Dreamer Captain
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xDarkWinterx Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Dec 10, 2024 5:43 am
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