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 Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:29 pm
Tatsuman Meta_Fish I think that you're born with a fine heart, and then as you go along, life just slowly breaks it down. In other news: I got a letting in the mail from myself today from five years ago. Amusing. Life tries to break it down. You say it like it's an inevitability.
Awesome. It seems like it really is inevitable. Yeah. I was exactly a foot shorter. A lot has changed since then. -smokes pipe-
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:32 pm
Meta_Fish Tatsuman Meta_Fish I think that you're born with a fine heart, and then as you go along, life just slowly breaks it down. In other news: I got a letting in the mail from myself today from five years ago. Amusing. Life tries to break it down. You say it like it's an inevitability.
Awesome. It seems like it really is inevitable. Yeah. I was exactly a foot shorter. A lot has changed since then. -smokes pipe- Nah. If it was, everyone would be killing themselves before they hit 40. Either that, or a total a**.
Indubitably. *monocle*
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:33 pm
This letter really means a lot to me.
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:34 pm
Meta_Fish This letter really means a lot to me.
Any particular reason? Or does it just feel good to look back?
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:35 pm
They just break down at different rates. I suppose that if you cannot feel love, or emotions, then perhaps your heart would not break down.
Heh, I was so much different. I hadn't met any of my new friends from High School, or anything. It seems like I was so pure then. Rather than a rotten, nasty creature.
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:36 pm
Tatsuman Meta_Fish This letter really means a lot to me.
Any particular reason? Or does it just feel good to look back?
it was a few days before my mother and I moved in with her fiancee, Heath. Little did i know what that ordeal held in store for me. It's nice to look back. You can look at photographs, you can remember things, but this is almost like conversing with yourself.
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:47 pm
Meta_Fish They just break down at different rates. I suppose that if you cannot feel love, or emotions, then perhaps your heart would not break down. Heh, I was so much different. I hadn't met any of my new friends from High School, or anything. It seems like I was so pure then. Rather than a rotten, nasty creature.
Hmm. Difference of opinions, I guess.
It's weird how different we become after such a short amount of time...
No reason to be that down on yourself. That's what breaks down the heart. Meta_Fish it was a few days before my mother and I moved in with her fiancee, Heath. Little did i know what that ordeal held in store for me. It's nice to look back. You can look at photographs, you can remember things, but this is almost like conversing with yourself. I've been in the fiance' situation twice in the past few years. They always end terribly.
Not to mention I always end up getting screwed by it. stare
Hmm. I might have to do that. It could be fun to see what I think of myself in a few years...
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:52 pm
I suppose we just have different views. I probably have a different view because I'm swayed by emotion, and you probably have a different view than I do because you're keeping out of the four letter L word the best you can.
It's a good thing I'll be 18 soon. If something happens in this house that I just can't stand anymore, I can leave. Well, once I get a job...
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:57 pm
I won't argue with that.
Try to cheer up a bit. You're starting to get me a bit depressed. No offense intended.
A good thing indeed. I've still got about 2 years to go, so I'm stuck here.
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Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2007 11:59 pm
That's the last thing I want to do. I'm sorry that I've done that.
I just shouldn't say anything. It's hard to keep bottled up, though, especially online. I just feel the need to type these things out, where the people involved cannot find them.
It's like, everytime I get a bit closer to being content, I get Falcon Punched into the past. Falcon Panched, even.
I need a job ******** bad. I'm not going to be able to get Super Mario ********. crying
Edit: P.S. I have a question for you. Why do you delete the spaces between paragraphs when you quote someone? Just to save space?
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:01 am
I got 4 years to go and 2 years until I can go to Wal-mart and McD's whenever I want. (If I have money on me and can pass Driver's E.D.) Wtf Big Mac.
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:02 am
bleu_flame I got 4 years to go and 2 years until I can go to Wal-mart and McD's whenever I want. (If I have money on me and can pass Driver's E.D.) Wtf Big Mac. Ouch, man. My mom was a bit weird about letting me be alone, too, but I don't know if it was like that. Although, I think I had to be able to drive before I could just go places by myself. How else would I get there and back?
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:07 am
Not your fault. I don't mind bitching when life gets you down. everyone needs to vent.
Just try to look on the upside a bit more. It really helps your state of mind. Trust me.
Falcon Panched? Damn, that is a bit rough.
Wal-Mart is almost always hiring. You should try some fast food places as well.
Actually, I don't. I have this program called GaiArch that auto formats my posting style. Sometimes it doesn't do it and I edit my post to fix it.
For some reason, the program removes paragraph spaces when I edit my post.
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:12 am
I'm really a pessimistic person. I don't know how to change. People say "Just look on the bright side" and I try that, I really do, but it's never just that easy. When I look on the bright side, I can tell that I'm only kidding myself, and that I'm honestly not happy with whatever has me down. Then my thoughts spiral and well, we won't get into all of the things that that encompasses.
I've applied at Walmart. Lucas applied at McDonalds and didn't get hired. We're applying at Taco Bell, so hopefully I can get a job there and get some cash.
I have this huge fear that I just won't be able to function in a workplace. I just won't be able to do it because of who I am and how I am. I worry about that a lot. e_e
Ah. I wondered about that. I thought maybe you were just a**l about paragraph styles. XD
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Posted: Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:20 am
Schoolwork for some reason does not help me get my mind off of things. -__-;
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