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 Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 1:30 pm
No drugs, or forcing a coma.
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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 4:47 pm
hmm death by root beer, like a non-nonchalant fatality
nonetheless not the answer
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Posted: Sat May 15, 2010 10:14 pm
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Posted: Sun May 16, 2010 6:14 pm
You are better than that.
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Posted: Sun May 16, 2010 8:32 pm
Ronnie James Dio has died, you dont need to add to that crying please
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Posted: Tue May 18, 2010 5:49 am
I didn't know Ronnie James Dio has passed. Insane. R.I.P.
Its 5 am right now...I can't sleep. I feel like I'm on edge or something. I don't have cable so I can't watch tv. I don't really feel like playing any games right now. I went through a lot of emotions tonight.
First depression. I thought about what my sister said to me. It's not like she was wrong or anything. I live a meaningless existence.
Then jealousy, something I thought that maybe I was above. I won't go into why...I'm sure you could guess anyway, but of course it leads to...
Anger, I kinda ******** my hand up...punching my book shelf. Lasted less then a minute at least.
Now I'm just back to depression...feeling like I'm some kind of tool or attention whore or something. Wondering if I regressed to some whiny emo on a livejournal or some s**t.
The word emo has become so god damned deluded now anyway, its like "anyone who feels sad for any reason is emo."
Excuse me, I'm rambling...I'm going to make a peanut butter sandwich and lay down...
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Posted: Tue May 18, 2010 12:48 pm
Your life isn't meaningless, you don't need a grand calling in life. You aren't an attention whore or tool, you don't want any of this, you are trying to make your life better.
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Posted: Wed May 19, 2010 4:33 pm
to hell with those who look down on you just because they follow the same dry the media has laid out for them to suckle at
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 8:40 am
He's right...kinda...it is overall the worlds view of how we SHOULD be. A defined sense of "normal" which I've never been. I never could be that, even if I tried.
They'll praise me for being so original, then out the same out they dog me for not being like them...anyway.
I couldn't sleep tonight at all.
Lately I've been sleeping in chunks. Hour here, hour there.
I spent most of the night listening to music. Beating myself up and s**t.
I think I'll make some pancakes, with some peanut butter on them. Keep my mind off this horseshit.
I know its 8am, but damn I feel like drinking.
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 8:45 am
Most people are douche bags, you aren't one, so you are ahead of them already in being a better person.
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 10:10 am
People have said that. Feels like an empty thing since it doesn't lead to me being happier.
Damn, throwing my face into a wall feels like a good idea right now.
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 10:23 am
You just have to keep trying to find your happiness.
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Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 11:03 am
you may not have what others have but youve got a lot of love which is more than I can say about anyone else in this family who seem more like theyre obligated to pretend to love eachother
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 6:15 am
I can't describe how happy I am for Spookykidd for finishing high school.
I had to be there for him.
I wish I could've presented myself to be more happier. So I'm sorry.
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 3:06 pm
your presence there was more than enough. thank you so much.
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