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Fun fun... I am sinking back into Bisexuality.

Me and a friend discussed the whole matter thoroughly and she described a situation that clarified points for me.

It has to do with Massive amounts of stress and My comfortability level. My body rejected my orientation that I wasn't all that ok with because It was unable to deal with that much stress. My final exams did so much damage to my mind... I have been having headaches and near blackouts alot lately, and I am having trouble getting a full nights sleep.

My issue with orientation is that my dad and his leb friends keep telling me to get a girlfriend, they are extremely homophobic, and they don't know. But they are starting to put alot of pressure on me about things like that.

I was in the car, I made my dad drive me home from work today, and we drove past " the Cactus club" and I said that I wanted to check it out because it looks really nice in there, and him and one of his friends started talking about me getting a girlfriend...

I dunno anymore, I see guys that are attractive... I talked to my friend brendon a few days ago, he and I were going to start going out, but some girl all went up, and asked him out. they have been together for a month now, and I said to him, what about us man... and he said, it'll be soon...

It was a shock...


ok, that was my semirant explanation etc.

I failed me Math Final. Told my teacher I'd have fun with him next year. Bah.

Oh, and I had a dream about JoVo... Just trying to remember what the feck it was about...

Not going to post it here... People who know me, I'll post it in my regular dream-posting place....

... If I ever remember all of what happened... It was pretty weird.

hello,

I'm new, and I posted stuff about me in that introduction sticky...if anyone cares.

Ugh, it was such a long day first one job then the other. That and I'm the only one who took care of the frogs this week. I really didn't want to do it today but it beacame all to ocviouse no one else was so it was either I spend 3 hours their or fish the dead out monday, but at least I went to the gym to pass some time and relax that was so nice. Also, On a super note that made any tiring day better I got a C in organic chemistry! I should be upset because I'm capable of doing better, but I was too busy this semester and I actually thought I might not pass. So, that made my day.

Well it was nice to shout this out even though no one here knows or may care about it.

Pie is good. I like pie.

Passing classes is great! Especially ones you thought you might be failing.

Welcome to the guild, have you a cookie. Or something more if you know what I mean, nudge nudge, hint hint.






Spoiler:
(It's a tape of monty python)

you need a break, time to relax and let your thoughts cool off.

gonk No, you want my pie too crying
it's all i'm good for... Pie.... and sex twisted

Yes! Evil evil pie. Made from the evilest stuff on earth.

And cookies, made from chocolate.