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"Well if that is what you want." She said smuggling. "Just don't mess with my mind.........stay out of it........if you can resist." She said laughing. "I really should find Envi soon, she was upset about Fang, I don't know what is up with him, and Ryu........he's not bad you know. I know you don't like him cause he wants to kill you, but I acually feel pitty for him, the black void, I mean they kinda betrayed him." Kiara said moving away from the uncomfortable topic. She wished he would just sit down and relax.

"WEll I can understand that about Ryu for you." She said bluntly. "He better be behaving himself, he is probablly behaving better than you are now. But, maybe I will wait till Envi apologizes to me, see was the rude one." Kiara face stiffened. "Edward, please please don't ever mention that name again." She said in a deep evil, yet calm warning voice. She was talking about Aro. She scotched down further away from him.

"I don't expect you to, just give him a chance, as long as he doesn't try to kill you, I won't let him......or I'll try not to let him, but if you make me mad I may not care." She joked. "Yes you are misbehaving, quite childess too, well more like a teenage vampire." She laughed. "Those are the worst." She said jokingly rolling her eyes. She looked at him sternly. "You had better be. And I don't find it interesting in the least, it may be at first, but then it all goes downhill. It was in my past, and it was a mistake."

She smiled at him but it quikly faded. "Well I try not to, but for some odd reason that reminds me of you, and don't take it to heart, just yours is even worse, I mean I really really do like you Edward, and you are kinda charming...." SHe looked away from him now. "It is just that I am really insecure, and I trust you a lot for some reason, well I don't mean it like that, I have a million reason to trust you, but I feel like I can trust you more than anyone else." She didn't know why she was telling him all this. "And then the other day...........when that happened........" She knew he knew what she meant. "I mean what if HE just snapped......" She sighed. "I don't want that to happen, I don't want to do that to you." Her mind flashed to when she killed him. "Only if that happened with you, I don't think I would be able to move on with life. And Edward, I do trust you a lot, I am just really really paranoid." She said looking at him, but then turning away quikly. She didn't know if he would take what she said the wrong way, or the way she meant it.

"Sorry to throw that all out at you. No, you don't remind me off him personally, I just have never longed to be as close to someone as much as you, and it is all catching me off gaurd. You didn't let me down.......in any way, I just wish you could understand. Why don't you want me to trust you?" She asked as a hint of worry flashed through her eyes. She still didn't look at him. She picked up a pebble and skipped it across the water and watched as it splashed through her reflection. "Lose it? What do you mean lose it?"

She finally looked up at him, from underneath her now dried bangs. "Yes you are quit obbsessve anyway though. But, I meant what do you mean you'll lose it if you come near me, is that supposed to mean your going to eat me or something." She stopped herself from laughing. "Well I don't think you could hurt me physically, I am WAY tougher than you'll ever be." She said challengingly.

"Oh is that so?" She said. "Yeah, I never said I didn't enjoy your company, unless you are being a boob at the time. She looked up and he was right next to her. "Ok, well maybe your fast, but I'm pretty close on that, besides I can fight you off." She rolled her eyes. "Ok I get the careful thing, but you already know I probablly won't listen. And you are very.......interesting yourself."