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 Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 10:54 am
Libby just shrugs, ignoring the last question. "I haven't shot up in a really long time... you, know, it's rehabilitation... that's why I lock it up, because..." she chokes up some more before continuing. "...I... I can't open the box when I get to that point, you know? I'm all shaky, and... and I can't work the key... So I don't do it... But I keep it to... to remember... you know?" Libby still isn't quite crying, though it's obvious she's doing a lot to keep from it.
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:14 am
Aonice nodded.."Oh, I get it. so i shoudn't take the box from you.. " She said as she placed it back in the closet.."But you can't let the rehibilitation make you become a drunkard, libby" She said with a firm nod.. "Cause, then you'd need more rehibilitation, and that's too much Hibilitating"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:21 am
Libby goes on, ignoring Aonice. "And I mean... I've done Crack... Coke... X... LSD... Acid..." Her voice raises with each drug she names. "You ********' name it, I've tried it... and I just... I need something... but I need something that doesn't hurt the way they do. And the alcohol..." she calms down a little. "It's not so bad, you know? It calms me down... makes it so I can sleep again. I mean... the pills... the doctor gave me the pills... and they don't do s**t... She's just makin' money off me and I know it... But I mean... you don't know... You just don't know... no mater how much I tell you, you'll never know..."
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:22 am
Aonice sighed.."Well, i've never had an addiction, so i suppose your right, but that doesnt mean i can't help.. " She said with a sigh.. "It seems like everytime you try to quit one you find another, though"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:25 am
"No, that's not it," Libby says, shaking her head and finding that Aonice has proved her point about not understanding. "Each one was a gateway to the next... After I quit... I started drinking. My dad used to drink, so I never started until then... but by that time it seemed the safest thing in the world compared to the others... I'm not usually a bad drunk, and I can hold my liquor, you know?"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:27 am
Aonice nodded.."I guess it's not all bad..I'm sorry for being so uptight about it" Her eyes fell to the sides, and her chin lowered somewhat, a small blush across her face.. "I just worry about you libby"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:28 am
Libby nods. "I worry about me too... But see... you don't wanna know what I go through... you don't need to see it."
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:56 am
"Libby, your doing it again.. I want to know what you go through, i want to see it so i can figure a better way to help out.. Your the one that doesnt want me to know" She crossed her arms as her bright blue's gazed back at libby.
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:59 am
Libby clicks her tongue. "why are you psychoanalyzing me?"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 12:00 pm
Aonice shrugged.."Why aren't you doing the same to me?"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 12:21 pm
"Because it's not my job... just like it's not your job to do it to me."
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 12:32 pm
Aonice sighed.. "Well, fine, i won't overstep any more boundries.. I'm sorry for taking so much interest in you Libby" She Said as she reposition herself so she sat on her knees.
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 1:53 pm
Libby sighs in frustration and exhaustion.
"Do you know how I got into drugs?"
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 6:39 pm
Aonice shrugged and took a quick guess.. "Family Problems?"
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 1:09 am
Libby rolls her eyes.
"Understatement of a lifetime..." she pauses a minute as she looks Aonice over.
"Aonice, you don't have a father, do you?"
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