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*stands in the room shivering*

Brrrr...... >.< Actually I didn't do to bad this morning... Her little sister was a wreck though.. tears and the whole nine yards. She seems to be doing okay now.. sitting on the couch watching winnie the pooh and eating her pizza... Only have an hour left before we get to go pick her back up from school. I'm not too sad about her starting school.. I'm more worried for her.. LIke how quickly she'll catch on to the new routine... She tends to get scared and freak out when she has to do something new that she doesn't know how to do. And it doesn't help that this is my first time dealing with school so I couldn't really prepare her or walk her through what her day would be like. I think the only thing I'm really worried about is how she'll handle getting lunch, I gave her money... but come on.. she's five!! oi.. I just don't know how that procedure will go ya know? OKay.. Well I hope you feel better Joe get over that cold and all but I'd watch out if I were you.. Me and my fridgedness will get you back for that ice cold balloon...

Well my daughter survived her first day and so did I.. though I wonder about her little sis sometimes. We took Abigael to school again this morning and we barely made it out of her classroom before Allison started crying again. *sigh* She'll be okay eventually she just has to get used to it.. and I need to get back in the habit of having to entertain my own children lol.

On another note though, how you feeling today Joe? Still all groggy?

I broke down again last night and almost started screaming... I made this huge dinner for everyone (that is now 6 people in my house...) and Mellissa (the g/f) said she wasn't hungry... this is the second time I've made a big meal.. and the second time she's snubbed her nose at it... She assures me and everyone else in the house that she really just wasn't hungry but I still ended up getting angry about it.

Why is it all this little s**t is sending me over the edge? I shouldn't have had that big of a problem with the fact that someone wasn't hungry.. wtf did that bother me so much? It's like I'm constantly walking this highwire on the edge of my sanity, and I never get enough time to get away from the edge so everytime something (no matter how stupid or small) happens I end up in tears....

Hopefully tonight I will get that opportunity though.. to get away from the edge I mean... Tonight I get to drive me and Noch to D.C. to go visit my PIC!!! I can't wait to see my Plat!!! Some light at the end of the tunnel...

*scratches her head for a good long time... * How exactly do I answer that? My impression? Well I don't hate her lol... And if it weren't for the fact of this whole situation and the fact that I wasn't in a good place before she got here (due to my bro and all) then we might have even been friends.. though I'm not sure.. we are quite a bit different so I can't really say that for sure. The only thing we really have in common is that we've both had sex w/ my husband.... I don't know.. she's nice... she's trying hard to keep the peace... I think... Does that answer that question?

On another note I will endevour to remember my camera and his. (I think the batteries are dead in mine) And I will try to make sure that you all have some new pics of the P.I.C.'s by the end of the week.

stare question ...he says there will be no dancing to "sexy back" and that I should beat you for not posting your honest thoughts... I will not harp at the moment since I'm hoping there is a good reason.. but at the same time? I'm here being open with you all... I would appreciate honesty in return... *hugs* I hope you get rid of your sickness while I am away and that you are back to your not-so-normal self Joe...

TTFN~E

You done being sick yet? I've been sick on and off for the past few days as well, but I'm mostly better now.... I have a lot of house cleaning to go get back to, but I do hope you all are doing well. And Joe? When you are up to it I'd love to find out what I've been missing in your responses since you've been sick.

*looks at Joe funny wondering why he might possibly think she'd be too shy to share now.. and then runs off to sign into her instant messengers...*

I need a advice I have a friend who keeps up with a behaviour that gets other people to do something she hates. For the longest time she didn't see she was doing it. We fought one day about this it been building up for months. She said she does do it but it is not her want for what people are doing to her. Bottom line if your going to put it out there people are going to go after it. I totally believe she likes it and wants the attention she is getting but not wanting me to believe she it.
She is being fake to me and I am getting to the point I am starting to hate her. I am hating her so much that it is driving me crazy. Trust me she is one of the people I left to get away from I thought little time away from her would help that. We could fix it. All I want is her to be truthful to me and herself. See the truth if you like being a flirt and a tease then do it. Let people desiring you and wanting you that is fine you can't complain about it later. Be truthful to these people too don't play them. I always beleive in the what you see is what you get. How do I stop this turing into hate? how do I fix this friendship. stressed sweatdrop