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 Posted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 3:29 pm
Well my story is not compleat so is not really long like other people's. As far as I can remember I started to notice I liked guys when I was around 6 or 7. It all started when I first found out that Mr. Smithers from The Simpsons liked males. At this time I didn't know homosexuality existed only heterosexuality so I thought of it as gross first. I have a really active imagination so I started to think how it could be possible for a guy to **** another guy. This made my mind change into thinking about homosexuality as just wierd. Around this time I had this female friend that was a ho at age 7 and she wanted to be my gf only to latter figure something about her. She liked to have multiple relationships with boys. (there was a forest in our school and she would take guys with her so that they could look at it and even touch it so you'll get the idea). I also had two male friends that I was kind of close to, when were in line we used to be one in back of the other and when we stoped we would kind of make a male sandwhich meaning we got really close for just a few seconds. Then my tought about homosexuality were dormant for a few months. Then when I was 8 or 9 I was with my aunt who is just about 12 to 15 years older that me so she was around 20 to 25 at the time I caught her watching Queer as Folk. At that time I didn't know it was a gay show rated M-17, this gave me my first sight on how emotional and physical homosexuality could be so i became accepting. Latter on when I was 10 or 11 I began watching Degrassi and I fell in love with Marco (since then I started to like the idea of having a gay Italian as a friend or even more don't know why. Now I was ceratin that I might not be straight so I started to think a lot about it, suddenly I was looking about everything that had to do with the term gay or homosexual(ity). I also had more friends that were girls and I was learning to do a lot of stereotypical girl activities like jumping rope, playing patty cake and making braids so i acted more femenine. At this time I kind of had around two crushes on girls but let me tell you one was a tomboy and she was like my opposite, she hanged around with boys liked all sports and so on. Now in the present I look like a normal straight guy I kind of act like one ( sometimes my gay part gets the better of me. I know have around five crushes on guys and I'm still trying to figure out what I am. I din't know I could write so much eek .
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 11:50 pm
I know how you feel about the kisses.
When I kissed the guys I've kissed, it was kinda boring.
Then, when I kissed the two girls I've kissed, it was amazing.
I've never been in a serious relationship, so I don't think that has anything to do with it.
Maybe I am a lesbian...
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 3:13 am
*whacks his head on the desk* I retract my earlier post. I'm not freaking sure any more. I'm so in love with my girlfriend... I don't even think of guys anymore.
*wham* I *wham* Don't *wham* know *wham* any *wham* more *wham* period *wham*
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 3:42 am
Wolf Kazumaru *whacks his head on the desk* I retract my earlier post. I'm not freaking sure any more. I'm so in love with my girlfriend... I don't even think of guys anymore. *wham* I *wham* Don't *wham* know *wham* any *wham* more *wham* period *wham* *grabs your head before you get a cuncussion and puts a pillow on the desk* Remember, you are still young! Experimentation! *waves arms* Girlfriends can be loved and boyfriends can be loved by both guys and girls! Just remember that you don't need a label! As for me *movie star smile* I don't have a coming-out story because I've never come out! *stamps forehead with "Straightie" stamp* I guess then maybe I shouldn't be posting in this thead... sweatdrop I'm sorry, I apologize, I'm a bit sleep-deprived....I'll go now....
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Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 8:55 pm
Fadia Stalyr Wolf Kazumaru *whacks his head on the desk* I retract my earlier post. I'm not freaking sure any more. I'm so in love with my girlfriend... I don't even think of guys anymore. *wham* I *wham* Don't *wham* know *wham* any *wham* more *wham* period *wham* *grabs your head before you get a cuncussion and puts a pillow on the desk* Remember, you are still young! Experimentation! *waves arms* Girlfriends can be loved and boyfriends can be loved by both guys and girls! Just remember that you don't need a label! As for me *movie star smile* I don't have a coming-out story because I've never come out! *stamps forehead with "Straightie" stamp* I guess then maybe I shouldn't be posting in this thead... sweatdrop I'm sorry, I apologize, I'm a bit sleep-deprived....I'll go now.... awww it's okay Fadia.. (huggles) You can tell us how you came out as straight blaugh
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 1:27 pm
THanks Fadia. smile
*puts a "Slam head here" sign inside the air vent for next time.*
Anyway. The story between me and my GF is... long and complimicated. Chocolate. Choc. Late. Chocolate.
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Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:42 pm
uh...i got an addiction to gay porn then my parents found my emil fild wiht all sorts of stuff then they kinda asked and i feaked out. though i had gay sex when i was 8, and 10 (the porno thing was after it) and know i know and kinda accpet it, well accpet it enough to give a st8 guy a blow job at camp sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 5:19 pm
Twack uh...i got an addiction to gay porn then my parents found my emil fild wiht all sorts of stuff then they kinda asked and i feaked out. though i had gay sex when i was 8, and 10 (the porno thing was after it) and know i know and kinda accpet it, well accpet it enough to give a st8 guy a blow job at camp sweatdrop *reads over*.....I'm sorry, WHAT?
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 5:34 pm
AkureiKnight awww it's okay Fadia.. (huggles) You can tell us how you came out as straight blaugh Well, let's see...I first found out I was straight when I made out with this guy!  (the one stuffing the fifty, not the one in the tube top) No, actually it was before that. 9th grade I was walking down the hallway with a group of about four guys behind me, the "I'm so gourgeous, I'm so cool!" type. I had passed through them a little bit before keeping my head down and they were following me snickering and calling my a dyke. I whirled around and yelled, "I'M NOT GAY!" Thus I came out of my perpetual closet and then world knew that I was infact.....a straightie! eek
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 5:46 pm
Fadia Stalyr Twack uh...i got an addiction to gay porn then my parents found my emil fild wiht all sorts of stuff then they kinda asked and i feaked out. though i had gay sex when i was 8, and 10 (the porno thing was after it) and know i know and kinda accpet it, well accpet it enough to give a st8 guy a blow job at camp sweatdrop *reads over*.....I'm sorry, WHAT? what part didn't you understand thats what happened, the night before it happened i told him i was gay. we were messing aorund playing truth or dare with one of the other guys in my cabin and had to show off our wangs for the group dare. and well one thing led to another and i wound up giveing him a hand job and then i just started to changed it in to some thing ealse xd then again after words i felt sick for what i did ran out of the cabin to cry in the bath room and cut my self...i still have the scars too,so yah that is the cronicals of my last summer at Cham Chatuga
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 7:19 pm
Twack Fadia Stalyr Twack uh...i got an addiction to gay porn then my parents found my emil fild wiht all sorts of stuff then they kinda asked and i feaked out. though i had gay sex when i was 8, and 10 (the porno thing was after it) and know i know and kinda accpet it, well accpet it enough to give a st8 guy a blow job at camp sweatdrop *reads over*.....I'm sorry, WHAT? what part didn't you understand thats what happened, the night before it happened i told him i was gay. we were messing aorund playing truth or dare with one of the other guys in my cabin and had to show off our wangs for the group dare. and well one thing led to another and i wound up giveing him a hand job and then i just started to changed it in to some thing ealse xd then again after words i felt sick for what i did ran out of the cabin to cry in the bath room and cut my self...i still have the scars too,so yah that is the cronicals of my last summer at Cham Chatuga How Erotic heart .... JK! How old where you when you did this? eek
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 8:12 pm
Shadow of Fantasy Twack Fadia Stalyr Twack uh...i got an addiction to gay porn then my parents found my emil fild wiht all sorts of stuff then they kinda asked and i feaked out. though i had gay sex when i was 8, and 10 (the porno thing was after it) and know i know and kinda accpet it, well accpet it enough to give a st8 guy a blow job at camp sweatdrop *reads over*.....I'm sorry, WHAT? what part didn't you understand thats what happened, the night before it happened i told him i was gay. we were messing aorund playing truth or dare with one of the other guys in my cabin and had to show off our wangs for the group dare. and well one thing led to another and i wound up giveing him a hand job and then i just started to changed it in to some thing ealse xd then again after words i felt sick for what i did ran out of the cabin to cry in the bath room and cut my self...i still have the scars too,so yah that is the cronicals of my last summer at Cham Chatuga How Erotic heart .... JK! How old where you when you did this? eek it was this summer and 14
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 3:12 pm
eek burning_eyes Really wow! what did the guy say after you did it.
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 3:46 pm
Shadow of Fantasy eek burning_eyes Really wow! what did the guy say after you did it. at first he didn't notice but he was really enjoing it and it was dark so he couldn't see, but i kinda stoped in the middle of it so he never came, and well i relized what i was doing and freaked because i didn't want to have realtions wiht some one at camp and i wound up cuting my self for the first time...but yah i wish i would have contiued and not freaked out i have never tasted anothers...well you know redface
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:55 pm
You have an interesting life sadly that never happens to me sweatdrop . So you went to a 24 hour camp? and wound up cutting yourself?
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