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LISTTIME!!!

*I wish I was first chair
*I wish I was in Chamber
*I wish I wasn't in IPC class
*I wish I could've juggled cello, Winter Concert, Full Orchestra, cello, Candle Light Tour, Solo and Ensemble and school s**t all together.
*I wish I could've taped ALL of Bee
*I wish I could see Avenue Q and Rent in theatre... Or on Broadway... Ooh! The ORIGINAL Avenue Q and Rent, AND the LONDON Avenue Q!
*I knew what to get all my bitches for Christmas
*I knew what to respond when my wonderful bitches asked what I want for Christmas
*MUCHMUCHMORE

I wish I can find the strength within myself to beat the emotional (and other) pressures coming down on me and to rise past them to be more like the person I really am, not the miserable negative one that tends to come out since things have been messed up so much for so long.

...and then I wish to be able to stay that way, or if I ever find myself away from that, I can find the strength to return to it.

I wish the ebay 10cent insertion fee sale thing will come back soon so I can sell all the s**t I need to sell so I can eat a real meal.

I wish I had that $3000 3-chip camera, like an XL2 or dx100b.

I wish I could GM the sniper game just once
(I wish I am active and fluent with handling the sniper game GM responsibilities)

I wish my roommates didn't suck.

I wish I had a job I liked.

I wish I had motivation to do the stuff that needs to be done so people will actually pay me for the miscellaneous assortment of gigs that I do.

I hope I can pick up driving quickly, not be afraid of it anymore, pass the driving test easily, and buy a motorcycle(or car) easily.

I wish Zack would come back, damnit.

I wish I had a girlfriend who likes all the stuff I like.

I wish I'd stop having these weirdass dreams about Ryno.
(I wish Ryno were on Skype more)

I wish I was more responsible with Gaia things(Like how I'm supposed to post int his RP thread...)

I wish I knew all the answers to the questions in C&T so I could help people more.

I wish I could expierence being a mod/or helper, just so I could make a better informed decision on if I really want to handle all that s**t.

I Wish Twistex would answer his PMs more/faster, I miss talking to him.

I wish people would stop telling me secrets I'm not allowed to share with anyone else.
(I wish people would tell me more secrets so I know more things I'm "Not supposed" to know)
(I wish people would teacht he things I want to learn)
(I wish I learned all the things that were taught to me)


I wish my reading comprehension didn't go down so low, so I could read the books I used to be able to and actually understand what they mean again.

I wish I could type as fast as possible without making any typos, so I could type really fast without pounding the backspace key or proofreading.

I hope I can pick up AfterEffects easily.

I hope everyone will know my name on the .org not because I'm old, but because I'm awesome.
(I hope the Muse MEP wins the VCAs for best MEP of the year)
(I hope the Muse MEP begins to flow smoothly after the mix gets out)
(I hope the Muse MEP gets done)

I wish the school sold more real food, so when I run out of real money, I could buy an actual meal with store credit instead of survivng on junk.

I wish my metabolism weren't so fast so I could have a butt and gain some fat, as well as avoid everyone going "I can't believe you can eat all that s**t and stay so skinny."

I wish people would stop assuming I'm rich or spoiled. You have a job, I save what little money I have.

I hope I can go to AWA okay, and make a good AMVer Doc.

I Hope one day, I can put my AMVer docs to good use other than just showing them to AMVers who want to remember AWA.

I wish that I could visit a con with a Gaia panel, and document that.

I hope that one day I will live in Alaska or Canada and like it.

I wish that I could travel more, and get paid for it.

I wish I finally had an answer to what my heritage truly is.
(I wish I finally had an answer to if I'm therian or not)

I wish I had DJs on Gaia.

I Wish I had an infinite number of gold on Gaia, so I could hold another, bigger CHAIR.

I wish I could delete LOCAL downloads off the .org(my own, of ocurse)

I wish I ha dmore tiem in my day and more motivation and more patience so could do and learn everything I wanted and also teach people what they want to learn that I have already learned.

I wish I could figure out how the ******** v2 profiles work so I can make one.

I wish I had Minnie with me; I don't care if that meant I had to eat less food to support her.
I wish all these hopes and wishes owuld come true [one day].

I wish I knew where my motivation went so I could get it back. Then I wouldn't have to wish for everything, and I could get it all done myself.