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Redacted Account Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:11 am
IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne Hahahah sorry, I was singing, it's the song on my profile, have it on in the background...the video isnt veyr interesting but the music is very pretty.... 3nodding That makes more sense now ... a song ... I was wondering if you were going a bit insane ... xd ... Sound doesn't work on my stupid computer ... *makes rude gestures to my computer* rofl I am already insane 0__0
Damn....thats a shame....if you can buy it in a store it's called Beauty In The Breakdown by The Scene Aesthic.
They're worth looking up 3nodding Sorry I should have said ... more insane ... rofl ... I'll look them up ... and try and download them on the upstairs computer ... 3nodding How are you anyway ? I'm.......depressed to say the least...but I'll be alright......I suppose....
you? Why depressed ? Is everything OK ? Me ... I'm still feeling a little sick ... but feeling a whole lot better than yesterday ... whee Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:18 am
AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne I am already insane 0__0
Damn....thats a shame....if you can buy it in a store it's called Beauty In The Breakdown by The Scene Aesthic.
They're worth looking up 3nodding Sorry I should have said ... more insane ... rofl ... I'll look them up ... and try and download them on the upstairs computer ... 3nodding How are you anyway ? I'm.......depressed to say the least...but I'll be alright......I suppose....
you? Why depressed ? Is everything OK ? Me ... I'm still feeling a little sick ... but feeling a whole lot better than yesterday ... whee Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick. so things still not going well then ... are you still trying to be friends?? Ex's suck ... scream I wish there was a huge memory eraser ... that would help me forget all about that idiot ... wanker ... tosser ... insert even worse names here ... Thanks for being glad ... whee
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:24 am
IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne I am already insane 0__0
Damn....thats a shame....if you can buy it in a store it's called Beauty In The Breakdown by The Scene Aesthic.
They're worth looking up 3nodding Sorry I should have said ... more insane ... rofl ... I'll look them up ... and try and download them on the upstairs computer ... 3nodding How are you anyway ? I'm.......depressed to say the least...but I'll be alright......I suppose....
you? Why depressed ? Is everything OK ? Me ... I'm still feeling a little sick ... but feeling a whole lot better than yesterday ... whee Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick. so things still not going well then ... are you still trying to be friends?? Ex's suck ... scream I wish there was a huge memory eraser ... that would help me forget all about that idiot ... wanker ... tosser ... insert even worse names here ... Thanks for being glad ... whee Yes...but it's hard...everytime we meet I want to tell him how I feel and kiss him and get back together with him...but I cant.....
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:33 am
AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne I'm.......depressed to say the least...but I'll be alright......I suppose....
you? Why depressed ? Is everything OK ? Me ... I'm still feeling a little sick ... but feeling a whole lot better than yesterday ... whee Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick. so things still not going well then ... are you still trying to be friends?? Ex's suck ... scream I wish there was a huge memory eraser ... that would help me forget all about that idiot ... wanker ... tosser ... insert even worse names here ... Thanks for being glad ... whee Yes...but it's hard...everytime we meet I want to tell him how I feel and kiss him and get back together with him...but I cant..... Thats not good ... its must tear you up inside ... are you sure this is the best thing for you ?? It must kill you everytime you see him... I couldn't do it ... everytime I saw my ex ... I wanted to cause him great pain but wanted to love him at the same time ... I decided in the end that my mental health was more important then him ... it was the hardest decision I've ever made ... but I'm glad I made it ... I still miss him though ... sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:39 am
IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne I'm.......depressed to say the least...but I'll be alright......I suppose....
you? Why depressed ? Is everything OK ? Me ... I'm still feeling a little sick ... but feeling a whole lot better than yesterday ... whee Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick. so things still not going well then ... are you still trying to be friends?? Ex's suck ... scream I wish there was a huge memory eraser ... that would help me forget all about that idiot ... wanker ... tosser ... insert even worse names here ... Thanks for being glad ... whee Yes...but it's hard...everytime we meet I want to tell him how I feel and kiss him and get back together with him...but I cant..... Thats not good ... its must tear you up inside ... are you sure this is the best thing for you ?? It must kill you everytime you see him... I couldn't do it ... everytime I saw my ex ... I wanted to cause him great pain but wanted to love him at the same time ... I decided in the end that my mental health was more important then him ... it was the hardest decision I've ever made ... but I'm glad I made it ... I still miss him though ... sweatdrop yeah...it does...it tears me apart....it kills me....but I need him bakc so it wont tear me up and kill me, because theres no other way I can stop this pain.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:40 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:41 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:50 am
AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick. so things still not going well then ... are you still trying to be friends?? Ex's suck ... scream I wish there was a huge memory eraser ... that would help me forget all about that idiot ... wanker ... tosser ... insert even worse names here ... Thanks for being glad ... whee Yes...but it's hard...everytime we meet I want to tell him how I feel and kiss him and get back together with him...but I cant..... Thats not good ... its must tear you up inside ... are you sure this is the best thing for you ?? It must kill you everytime you see him... I couldn't do it ... everytime I saw my ex ... I wanted to cause him great pain but wanted to love him at the same time ... I decided in the end that my mental health was more important then him ... it was the hardest decision I've ever made ... but I'm glad I made it ... I still miss him though ... sweatdrop yeah...it does...it tears me apart....it kills me....but I need him bakc so it wont tear me up and kill me, because theres no other way I can stop this pain. I know you dont want to hear this ... I'm sure you've heard it a million times ... there is another way ... TIME ... it wont make you forget, but the pain does dull in time ... it becomes bearable ... even manageable ... I cried for months day and night ... I dont anymore ... and its not because I dont love him ... I do ... I always will ... but when I realised that I wasn't going to hate him ... I started to feel better ... Ranting I know ... sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 7:51 am
IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne Not really. I'm not in a very good frame of mind. I've been thinking about my ex a lot........(he dumped me a few months ago and I'm far from over it...)
I'm glad you're not sick. so things still not going well then ... are you still trying to be friends?? Ex's suck ... scream I wish there was a huge memory eraser ... that would help me forget all about that idiot ... wanker ... tosser ... insert even worse names here ... Thanks for being glad ... whee Yes...but it's hard...everytime we meet I want to tell him how I feel and kiss him and get back together with him...but I cant..... Thats not good ... its must tear you up inside ... are you sure this is the best thing for you ?? It must kill you everytime you see him... I couldn't do it ... everytime I saw my ex ... I wanted to cause him great pain but wanted to love him at the same time ... I decided in the end that my mental health was more important then him ... it was the hardest decision I've ever made ... but I'm glad I made it ... I still miss him though ... sweatdrop yeah...it does...it tears me apart....it kills me....but I need him bakc so it wont tear me up and kill me, because theres no other way I can stop this pain. I know you dont want to hear this ... I'm sure you've heard it a million times ... there is another way ... TIME ... it wont make you forget, but the pain does dull in time ... it becomes bearable ... even manageable ... I cried for months day and night ... I dont anymore ... and its not because I dont love him ... I do ... I always will ... but when I realised that I wasn't going to hate him ... I started to feel better ... Ranting I know ... sweatdrop No, dont worry, I rant too. Theres too much for time to erase. This will leave a horrible scar on my soul.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:01 am
AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne IceFantasy AJCoyne Yes...but it's hard...everytime we meet I want to tell him how I feel and kiss him and get back together with him...but I cant..... Thats not good ... its must tear you up inside ... are you sure this is the best thing for you ?? It must kill you everytime you see him... I couldn't do it ... everytime I saw my ex ... I wanted to cause him great pain but wanted to love him at the same time ... I decided in the end that my mental health was more important then him ... it was the hardest decision I've ever made ... but I'm glad I made it ... I still miss him though ... sweatdrop yeah...it does...it tears me apart....it kills me....but I need him bakc so it wont tear me up and kill me, because theres no other way I can stop this pain. I know you dont want to hear this ... I'm sure you've heard it a million times ... there is another way ... TIME ... it wont make you forget, but the pain does dull in time ... it becomes bearable ... even manageable ... I cried for months day and night ... I dont anymore ... and its not because I dont love him ... I do ... I always will ... but when I realised that I wasn't going to hate him ... I started to feel better ... Ranting I know ... sweatdrop No, dont worry, I rant too. Theres too much for time to erase. This will leave a horrible scar on my soul. Unfortunately it might ... be you will still live on ... and in time, you'll be the amazing person you are supposed to be ... yep yep 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:23 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:23 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:26 am
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:26 am
Hi Eva ... how are you ? what type of muffin are you eating today ?
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 8:33 am
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