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And Love Said No...
Starfish Romance

A tragic accident, a leg is gone
It grows back slowly, but leaves a scar
Over time it grows
Bigger every month
The larger it gets, the harsher the cut
The deeper the pain, but
It still grows back
Not the same as before
It can only be regained so many times
This starfish romance is being strained


Fallen

Once an angel
Now a fallen, shattered soul
Pure, until consumed
What once was beauty, concern, sweet, and kind
Is now, pain, depression, despair, and damned
Fallen because of your cruel lies
Ignorant betrayal has caused jealousy and scorn to blossom
Falling deeper and deeper by you
Fire consuming her soul with fervor as you continue
Making her suffer soon tears fall
She is no longer innocent at all
Sad and angry not knowing what to do
Then the thought comes,
Caused by you
A silver edge so bright and gleaming
Will soon put an end to her nightmarish dreaming
Pressed to her tender flesh
To her it soon becomes a lovers caress
With this she can escape the pain
Tears no longer noticeable in the rain
She comes to know this new friend intimately
Up until the end, caress by caress
Soon crimson stains her mind and soul
She is once again whole

The Faerie Glades
Join me now, in a place never known in a forest where all the trees have grown old.
The faeries spoke of it and with these faeries no lies are told.
It’s just over there, by that old tree.
Surely you’ve heard of the faerie trinity?
All you have to do is look at it right,
And the faeries will take you in a magickal flight.
The water is clear, the grass is green,
And the sky is a beautiful aquamarine.
We will dance and we’ll play, and the faeries will sing.
But be careful because you’ll never know,
When pixies might come and ruin the show.
They’ll bite and they’ll scratch and they’ll make your bread mold.
Just show them a picture of a pile of gold.
They’ll be so distracted by its majesty,
That they’ll forget all about being beastly.
Then the gnomes will come with their beards so long,
It will almost seem as if their heads are wrong.
The Faerie Queen might even come,
Singing her songs, and humming her hums.
If the Faerie Queen comes you have to look out for Morgana,
She will ruin your fun and make you slip on a banana.
Morgana and her faeries will come and be mean,
But the Faerie Queen will make them all choke on a bean.
We’ll all thank her, then we’ll have to go,
For faerie magick lasts only as long as snow.
Don’t worry we’ll be back in no time,
The time pasts so fast it seems like a crime.

I wrote this today....

"My Little Ring"
Aug.23.07

Lying here so cold
in a puddle of my tears
knowing it will be like this
for many, many years
always gone for work
writing to say hi
sorry honey, there's no leave,
see you in a few more months.
Do you wear the ring
to show that you are mine?
Yes dear, all the time
I twirl it when I feel lonely
I stare at it to remind
I don't want to forget you
over all this time
when I see your picture
I start to cry again
so long ago did all that seem
but now it's just a dream.
I wrap my arms around myself
just to feel a touch
speak outloud just to hear a voice
I know it's not forever,
just a few years, right?
But all this time I long for you
you kept me from dying,
and now that pain is returning.
Getting lonely, my darkest fear
I don't like to be alone.
I need to feel your sweet embrace.
I need to hear your comfort
How do I survive these years with no one but myself?
On the bus,
in my seat
on my bed, crying,
at night, lying
twirling, twirling, twirling
my little ring.
My sweet promise.
Of being yours, forever.
Even while you're gone.
I'm yours, even when alone.
Just another letter
just a little tease
hope for you to be with me
passing faithfully.
Twirling, twirling, twirling
all by myself,
the world, staring at my somber face
can't even put a place
on what is going on.
The feeling of my emptiness
that i'm so familiar with
that i'm almost friends with.
We get along....
Twirling, twirling, twirling
my little ring.

~:To You I Promise:~

To you I promise you will get through alive
I refuse to let you kill yourself; to
I can tell you; you are going to suffer
But I promise you h pain wont last forever

To you I promise my advice
I will let yo now it doens't have a price
When you need to talk I'll be there
You can spaz on me and I wont care

To you I promise finally my friendship
I will be there through all hardships
I will be your real friend
I will be there untill the end

~: That's how I died:~

I'm a girl who no one cares what I say
So i scream, fight, and cut annyway
I love the silver blade that shines so bright
I will make the pain go away tonight

Cut my skin to the bone
I realize I'm all alone
I can see the light comming near
I have gotten rid of all my fear

One, two, three
I can hear death comming for me
Ad as I lay here starting to die
I can feal his touch, Hear him cry
I look at him and say that I am sorry for my harm
and that's how i died, in his arms

I never siad that I love you
I wanted to say it; because it was true
But I lost my chance and now I'm dead
There is no more that can be said
The end

~: I Almost Told You :~

You asked me why my eyes were red
I almost actually told you
You asked me why my wrists were bleeding
I almost actually told you
You asked me if I was really happy
I actually almost told you
but instead
I said
Get Lost

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