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It took me until this year to actually realize that I'm bi, but I had my suspicions all along. I'm just hoping that it doesn't turn out that I'm not bi, just very horny sweatdrop

I know where you're coming from, I was in the same situation. I was manic depressive from 8yo to 21yo, 3 suicide attempts. And then my bf at the time talked to me, we talked alot, I accepted who I was, and it let all that weight off my shoulders.

Some people say a traumatic situation like that will make you gay, but I liked guys before that even happened.

15-16, 'twas a process.

Well..I was about 11-12. I told my 2 best friends at the time, who both had gay friends so they were both cool with it (they're female). One time I was at a lake with my grandparents and I was floating on a raft, and I looked up and saw this guy with a six-pack coming in, and I found that it was pretty damn hot. redface One of the best friends, I was dating her at the time, said we could go to the beach and check out guys together lol . But I'm still not 100% sure if I'm bi. But I have a pretty good idea that I am.

p.s. Sorry to hear that you had 3 suicide attempts, not to be a contest but I've had five.

Well when I was little I spent a lot of time with my cousin. And we took baths together (we were little) and sometimes if we had to pee at the same time we stood side by side at the toilet. I didn't mind either of these, but maybe it was because I was little. But we also played games where we pretended we were people. And sometimes to move the plot along he or I would pretend we were girls, like the others girlfriend or whatnot. And I liked pretending to be a girl...

I realized in 2nd grade that I was Bi I me and my friends..girls would make out and stuff like that...so yeah and I hade a bf in 3rd grade....... sweatdrop

Edit: Yes, I know I did say I wasn't getting into it but... xD <3

Er. when I was seven this kid used to come to my house. He was 6-ish, I think. We used to play this game where we'd hide each others clothes O_o;...
At ten, me and two friends (One girl, one boy) used to go to the side of my house and, pretty much, strip for each other and tocuh and what not.
At 12, I moved house, and the night before, me and the guy from the side of my side couldn't stop hugging, clinging and what not. I just thought it was cause I was sad to be moving.. I wouldn't hug the girl, though.
At 12/3, my best friend told me he was bisexual and did 'stuff' while I was in his mind. Him+Webcam=Me being shocked... Prolly cause I was looking. I came out to my three best friends at this age, too. (all girls) and cried for a while wishing it wasn't true. Carly, one of the them, and me don't talk anymore... since the night she told me it was wrong and whatnot. Dee and Loo are my bestest friends, still. L told me she was bisexual, too, so that helped.
At 14 I got my first boyfriend (I had never been in a hetrosexual relationship for longer than a week) and it lastest two/three weeks. We just drifted apart, partly cause I was going through a "feeling sorry for myself" phase. And the guy who I first .loved. (Yes, loved. Not crush, lust, like but love. And I'm not the type of person to say love for no reason. Another reason my boyfriend broke up with me (I didnt tell him I loved him)). Well, my boyfriend at that time thought me and the guy had got back together, even though we never dated. (Make sence, nyah?) Also at 14, my math teach had a student in, and I would often imagine myself staring at this chest =3; He wore those lovely, tight, nearly see through shirts. That, and the kid infront of me needed alot of help. My teacher had to bend down infront of me. ;D Get me?
Now, at 15, all my friends know I'm gay. =3 Well... Nearly all. Only one or two don't. I'm very open. "/ I don't care. Of course, my parents like to pretend I'm straight. I have a crush on this guy I think's gay who works in the mall in the city... I go there every saturday and if he hasn't got the picture then there's soemthing wrong. Me and my friend will go and just aimlessly stare at him. Ah swoon.

Sooo, yeah. Have fun with that.

It was in 7th grade, i was talking with a friend and i didn't know she was bi...and she kissed me then we started goin together and then like 3 months ago we broke up...i still havent told my stright friends, but now i am lookin for a person to date...lol....so pm me 4laugh sweatdrop heart