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 Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 5:35 pm
Kalena looked to Itsuki then to Heise talking to Nikki.
"Can it be done, can someone of the fallen change?" she asks herself. She was confused.
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 5:39 pm
Nikki turned around and looked at them. How she yearned for that kind of confidence. She started to reach out, but pulled her hand back. In an monotone, as if repeating learned lines, she said "I cannot. I have made an eternal allegiance to the darkness. To Lord Kiba. To defy him is to sign your death sentence." she looked once more to group, her visage a mix of conflict, fear, sadness, and hope. "It's not the death itself that I fear...but what may come with it." she started to feel woozy. She was once again confused and lost.
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The Trump Card Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 5:43 pm
 Rita was confused a bit. "If Kourimori's your friend then he'll understand how you feel and will accept you even if you decide to change sides," she said. "If you aren't afraid of dying then what is it that you fear?" Heise asked. 
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 5:46 pm
Kourimori nodded on what rita said. "Well the way i see it is that there is always a wrong if you change a side, but its eaither over look that wrong and go or stay on the side you are already on." he said to nikki hopefully what he said wasnt confusing as it was not in his ablitles to make what he said simpler
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xX_Broken Insainty_Xx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:02 pm
"Of Kiba...of change...of, of losing Levi's favor, his pride in me." Nikki felt weak and sick. "Thanks Kourimori...But...I'm sick of people telling me what to do! Of following orders, of doing what's right for the 'greater good'! Why can't I make a simple decision!?" she asked herself. Nikki started to feel weak. "I can't do this anymore..." she barely whispered.
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:12 pm
Kalena sighed to what Nikki said.
"Sometimes.....it takes a big leap to get away from doing what you dont want to do. I dont know if Fallen have hearts but....make the decision while you can."
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xX_Broken Insainty_Xx Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:13 pm
Kourmori sighed a bit "Right now no one is giving you an order to deside which side to be on. This is your decision right now and no one else's, and right now it doesnt matter if its for the great good or not." He said holding his crystal in his pocket
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:16 pm
Rita was unsure if she should say anything more. She wasn't even sure if her words had reached Nikki. Heise wasn't sure either. "There is no wrong to over look. It's doing what your heart tells you," she said to Kourimori. "My master, our master, Master Alexander when I battled him. He forgave me and in a way I guess I forgave him. We forgave each other. No rather he accepted my decision and I forgave him for standing in the way of that decision. For being an obstacle in my heart," Heise said.
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The Trump Card Vice Captain
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Gaius Atilius Marinus Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:26 pm
"if levi truly cared about you he'd have pride in you regardless of your decision" he looked at Nikki "not long ago i entered a bad state, and my master saved me from falling, i was in a pit of darkness" he took a deep breath "my master appeared and fought me, i never learned more from him then i did that battle. it seems i had one more lesson to learn, even beyond the grave he is still teaching me" he walk over to Nikki and hugged her then he stepped back, itsuki walked over to heise and looked back at nikki "Dead or alive he is my teacher, my friend, my master and my second father. he cared for me, which is why he fought me, why i needed it, and why i fought against him with deadly force" itsuki put his hand on heise shoulder for support
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:36 pm
Heise felt more confident now with Itsuki's reassuring grip on his shoulder. "Even if you don't wanna fight anymore Levi should at least respect what ever decision you decide to make," Rita said. "I know it won't mean much but I won't hate you if you decide that you wanna remain with the Fallen," Heise said.
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The Trump Card Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Mar 21, 2011 8:16 pm
Aiden stood quickly as everyone exchanged words. "Where i learned to fight is no ones buisness but i can say the thing about those of the light is that we know how to forgive" Aiden extended his hand and placed it on Nikki"s shoulder "Your first step above anything else is to forgive yourself ..and me if you can bear it" He says with a slight smile on his face.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 2:49 am
Everyone's words swirled in her mind. Nikki cleared them away, to find what she wanted. A clear lake appeared, she stepped to the edge, and through the surface she could see herself, her friends, and her family. She realized that she had seperated herself from them in her desperate attempt to stabalize her emotions. She imagined herself jumping into that clear lake, letting it envelop her. She stepped forward toward Itsuki and the rest. She then turned to Kourimori. "Thank you. For your words, for your help." Nikki said as she gave him a hug. With one last look at him, at her previous life, she stepped forward again, this time with determination. "I...I don't know yet if the light is for me. It probably is, I just don't know it yet. But I can no longer be a Fallen. Please, I ask for you forgiveness, and your help." she kneeled in front of them, holding out her keyblades in the palms of her hands.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 5:07 am
Aiden smiled "Theres nothing to forgive" he said as he lifted her up by the shoulders until she was standing. "I swear that until you truly find who you are we will protect you" He said again before giving her a pat on the back then beginning to walk away from the group "If you will excuse me theres something im late for" Aiden said winking at Itsuki and the other Avatars. With that Aiden disappeared into a portal.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 8:00 am
Kalena smiled and nodded to what Aiden had said.
"Hes right. The hardest part you just crossed. Im not sure if many can make that leap, from the shadowy part where you feel pressured to do as your ordered and have no real family.....to where your not pressured, and your friends and family are close."
She gave a gentle smile.
Although she was on the light side, she still felt distant from many things. Being in a world covered in darkness is quite disturbing. The only one left from her planet only wishes for destruction and chaos. Her family abandoned her so long ago, she was desperate for friends.
She looked down remembering all this. Even though she was surrounded by friends, she still couldnt feel the light or warmth of it.
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The Trump Card Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 1:11 pm
Heise placed his hand on Nikki's shoulder. "Hey, you don't have to kneel. Rise up. We only have the power to pull you from the darkness, we can't really judge you anymore than that," Heise said.
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