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 Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 6:13 pm
mellella no, i have never experienced constipation thank u really? then you'll have to take my word for it when i say it's a pain in the a**.
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Posted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 9:57 pm
ZonkotheSane RoseRose I'm just an occasional self-harmer and suicidal, with extreme low self-esteem and self-image. And family issues... and nearly was anorexic once... and... *could keep doing this* I don't have any ONE issue that beats that... I just have a lot of issues... and really, I don't wanna post any more in the public forum. yeah, sounds like a slightly emotionally unstable, but altogether normal angsty teen. anorexia isn't neccessarily a bad thing. i get it every now and then. the trick is to know when to curb it. The thing is, I'm 18. And... it's more than slightly on the unstable end. I'm an emotional train wreck that somehow keeps running.
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 2:17 am
RoseRose ZonkotheSane RoseRose I'm just an occasional self-harmer and suicidal, with extreme low self-esteem and self-image. And family issues... and nearly was anorexic once... and... *could keep doing this* I don't have any ONE issue that beats that... I just have a lot of issues... and really, I don't wanna post any more in the public forum. yeah, sounds like a slightly emotionally unstable, but altogether normal angsty teen. anorexia isn't neccessarily a bad thing. i get it every now and then. the trick is to know when to curb it. The thing is, I'm 18. And... it's more than slightly on the unstable end. I'm an emotional train wreck that somehow keeps running. I like the way you put that... a train wreck that somehow keeps running... Somehow that reminds me of myself in some ways... and yet... I always try to hide what's going on inside me. I knew someday I was porbably gonna fall apart unless someone saves me, so I decided to do something about it. (Maybe it's clearer to you all why I want to marry so soon? wink >> Strong supports needed<<). The only thing is people can't see into your heart and know that your falling apart... its hard... I always act all happy, but if only they knew neutral ... It's slow and hard, but I'm getting there (with hashem's help) blaugh 3nodding .
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 6:18 am
ZonkotheSane mellella no, i have never experienced constipation thank u really? then you'll have to take my word for it when i say it's a pain in the a**. no cussin! good yeshiva boyz dont cuss! *begins to wonder what they do in their dorm rooms ninja *
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 6:26 pm
RoseRose ZonkotheSane RoseRose I'm just an occasional self-harmer and suicidal, with extreme low self-esteem and self-image. And family issues... and nearly was anorexic once... and... *could keep doing this* I don't have any ONE issue that beats that... I just have a lot of issues... and really, I don't wanna post any more in the public forum. yeah, sounds like a slightly emotionally unstable, but altogether normal angsty teen. anorexia isn't neccessarily a bad thing. i get it every now and then. the trick is to know when to curb it. The thing is, I'm 18. And... it's more than slightly on the unstable end. I'm an emotional train wreck that somehow keeps running. so....? what i said. emotionall, but really normal. i know your circumstances are little off the beaten path, but not by much.
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 6:28 pm
mellella ZonkotheSane mellella no, i have never experienced constipation thank u really? then you'll have to take my word for it when i say it's a pain in the a**. no cussin! good yeshiva boyz dont cuss! *begins to wonder what they do in their dorm rooms ninja * play poker (until it got banned crying ), guitar, computer(snuck in, of course), talk. oh, and sleep
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Posted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 6:30 pm
nathan_ngl RoseRose ZonkotheSane RoseRose I'm just an occasional self-harmer and suicidal, with extreme low self-esteem and self-image. And family issues... and nearly was anorexic once... and... *could keep doing this* I don't have any ONE issue that beats that... I just have a lot of issues... and really, I don't wanna post any more in the public forum. yeah, sounds like a slightly emotionally unstable, but altogether normal angsty teen. anorexia isn't neccessarily a bad thing. i get it every now and then. the trick is to know when to curb it. The thing is, I'm 18. And... it's more than slightly on the unstable end. I'm an emotional train wreck that somehow keeps running. I like the way you put that... a train wreck that somehow keeps running... Somehow that reminds me of myself in some ways... and yet... I always try to hide what's going on inside me. I knew someday I was porbably gonna fall apart unless someone saves me, so I decided to do something about it. (Maybe it's clearer to you all why I want to marry so soon? wink >> Strong supports needed<<). The only thing is people can't see into your heart and know that your falling apart... its hard... I always act all happy, but if only they knew neutral ... It's slow and hard, but I'm getting there (with hashem's help) blaugh 3nodding . either we are all very special, or you guys really aren't.
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 6:10 am
ZonkotheSane mellella ZonkotheSane mellella no, i have never experienced constipation thank u really? then you'll have to take my word for it when i say it's a pain in the a**. no cussin! good yeshiva boyz dont cuss! *begins to wonder what they do in their dorm rooms ninja * play poker (until it got banned crying ), guitar, computer(snuck in, of course), talk. oh, and sleep sounds pretty innocent to me.... i just dont wanna know what my brother does......he would be a perfect example of a bad yeshiva boy
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 6:38 am
mellella sounds pretty innocent to me.... i just dont wanna know what my brother does......he would be a perfect example of a bad yeshiva boy yeah, except a kid got thrown out for playing poker (and two others got suspended), and anybody caught with a computer in school probably wouldn't last very long. i don't dorm though. my house is about 2.5 miles away, 10 minute drive. all i do in class is sleep.
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 8:51 am
ZonkotheSane mellella sounds pretty innocent to me.... i just dont wanna know what my brother does......he would be a perfect example of a bad yeshiva boy yeah, except a kid got thrown out for playing poker (and two others got suspended), and anybody caught with a computer in school probably wouldn't last very long. i don't dorm though. my house is about 2.5 miles away, 10 minute drive. all i do in class is sleep. why would you get thrown out for having a computer...???
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 8:55 am
nathan_ngl ZonkotheSane mellella sounds pretty innocent to me.... i just dont wanna know what my brother does......he would be a perfect example of a bad yeshiva boy yeah, except a kid got thrown out for playing poker (and two others got suspended), and anybody caught with a computer in school probably wouldn't last very long. i don't dorm though. my house is about 2.5 miles away, 10 minute drive. all i do in class is sleep. why would you get thrown out for having a computer...??? on school grounds you would. why would you get thrown out for playing poker? simple. the rosh hayashiva is a few screws short of a full deck
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 1:03 pm
ZonkotheSane mellella sounds pretty innocent to me.... i just dont wanna know what my brother does......he would be a perfect example of a bad yeshiva boy yeah, except a kid got thrown out for playing poker (and two others got suspended), and anybody caught with a computer in school probably wouldn't last very long. i don't dorm though. my house is about 2.5 miles away, 10 minute drive. all i do in class is sleep. thats stupid rolleyes oh.....
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 3:28 pm
mellella ZonkotheSane mellella sounds pretty innocent to me.... i just dont wanna know what my brother does......he would be a perfect example of a bad yeshiva boy yeah, except a kid got thrown out for playing poker (and two others got suspended), and anybody caught with a computer in school probably wouldn't last very long. i don't dorm though. my house is about 2.5 miles away, 10 minute drive. all i do in class is sleep. thats stupid rolleyes oh..... did i mention that i'm the validictorian?
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 4:32 pm
ZonkotheSane nathan_ngl RoseRose ZonkotheSane RoseRose I'm just an occasional self-harmer and suicidal, with extreme low self-esteem and self-image. And family issues... and nearly was anorexic once... and... *could keep doing this* I don't have any ONE issue that beats that... I just have a lot of issues... and really, I don't wanna post any more in the public forum. yeah, sounds like a slightly emotionally unstable, but altogether normal angsty teen. anorexia isn't neccessarily a bad thing. i get it every now and then. the trick is to know when to curb it. The thing is, I'm 18. And... it's more than slightly on the unstable end. I'm an emotional train wreck that somehow keeps running. I like the way you put that... a train wreck that somehow keeps running... Somehow that reminds me of myself in some ways... and yet... I always try to hide what's going on inside me. I knew someday I was porbably gonna fall apart unless someone saves me, so I decided to do something about it. (Maybe it's clearer to you all why I want to marry so soon? wink >> Strong supports needed<<). The only thing is people can't see into your heart and know that your falling apart... its hard... I always act all happy, but if only they knew neutral ... It's slow and hard, but I'm getting there (with hashem's help) blaugh 3nodding . either we are all very special, or you guys really aren't. Zonko, do you have ANY idea how arrogant and patronizing that comes across as?
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 5:39 pm
RoseRose Zonko, do you have ANY idea how arrogant and patronizing that comes across as? for once, yes, i do. self-pity is just as bad though.
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