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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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 Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 7:48 pm
  xxxxxxxxxxxx And xw i t h o u t x you is how I xd i s a p p e a r Alex was right, this wasn't something that should take place in an ice cream shop. It wasn't like Jay wanted confrontation, he had just wanted chocolate ice cream. He hated bumping into Harley and Alex and people like that, hated it. It was as though he wasn't suffering enough that they had to ostracize him further and rub it in his face that he was part of the reason a young woman was dead. Had everyone forgotten that Chelsea was his friend too? Had everyone forgotten that he was grieving as well? More than grieving Jay was in a ******** depression that was turning him into an underaged alcoholic. He was suffering as it was and he didn't need other people to force more and more punishment on him.
Likewise, he didn't want other people to suddenly feel worse than they already were because they happened to run into him in town. Jay bit his lip, choosing to stay particularly quiet. It didn't mater what he said because he was painted a killer and a killer he would be.
Jay of course, wanted to run after Harley, try and say something, but it was pointless. Everything he did made things worse not matter how hard he tried. He swallowed a lump in his throat and dodged eye contact with Alex as the boy left. It was just him in the ice cream shop now...well him an Emily.
He looked at the girl from under his lashes as his lips twitched uncomfortably. "Sorry" He said quietly, not knowing how else to address the situation. "We uh-Let's just say everyone hates me and you should probably just stay away before I turn you into my evil side kick." The sarcasm in Jay's voice was vicious. He had trouble handling rejection when he was so accustomed to being the town's pride and joy. Jay huffed and threw his ice cream cone in the trash before walking out the door, the bell jingling behind him.
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2011 8:36 pm
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Harley was crying her eyes out, legs hanging from the side of the bridge when she heard a car pull up.
Was it wrong that part of her hoped it would be Jay? Maybe he'd come to tell her, 'Oh, just kidding. I wasn't driving drunk and I didn't murder your best friend on accident.'
But instead, it was Alex who pulled up.
She watched, through teary eyes, as he walked over to her. He was really cute, always had been. He had this thing about him that made you just wanna lay in his arms and feel safe.
But he wasn't the only guy in town that she could feel safe with.
Harley shook her head at herself and sighed as he spoke. "You can sit," She looked down at the water below them. It rippled along, calm. Until something was thrown into it and threw everything off.
Harley flicked a rock off the bridge and watched it splash into the water below. "A hug would be nice," She looked over at Alex.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jul 05, 2011 11:32 pm
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Є๓ɨʟץ Ɍѻรєʟץภ ȻѻยɾϮɀ
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But underneath they're hiding who they are.
They will hunt until they get you,
So make them believe you're too different for the pack.  Hold on a little longer,
Don't give into the black.$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
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Ya know. They were right. As interesting as this whole thing was, the ice cream shop didn't really seem like the best place for this kind of confrontation.
Now, don't get her wrong, Emily was totally enjoying her ice cream as she zoned in on the drama not quite unfolding enough for her to understand, but the place was wrong.
And, although she was dying to hear the full scoop, Emily was glad the other two left. Their presence... and oozing hatred... were clearly taking a toll on Jay, not to mention this whole effect on the bystanders.
But when he tossed his ice cream and left with his sorry and sarcastic statement, Emily jumped up to follow.
"I'm sorry, but you don't look like the homicidal maniac they just painted you out to be. If I'm supposed to stay away from you, can't I at least hear your story?"
It took some effort not to emphasize your.
Of course, it looked like Emily could track down this Alex guy, and get some kind of story from him, hell, she might whether or not Jay does talk, but he was clearly biased. And Harley was way out of the question to even bring it up.
It looked like she could even ask anyone in town probably, and get the gossip. But Emily didn't want the gossip- she knew how out of hand and ridiculous gossip typically was. She had to go as close to the source as possible to really get what's what. And there was no way she could live here for a summer, much less her senior year, just wondering. So, of course, she couldn't keep her nosy self out of it.
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If you want to be remembered
Please control your temper and think outside the box.   Plastic faces hide the real fact that this is just a huge act,
Casting by the day.
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2011 6:27 pm
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As Alex arrived he noticed Harley had been crying very hard. It was understandable, considering the hell they had been through in the past month. Plus she had just seen that person with another girl. Though it looked like nothing it could have been easily mistaken by Harley.
She shook her head against the hug at first and sighed. It stung a little but he was a big boy he could deal. So instead of saying anything else he plopped on to the ground right next to her and sighed his own sigh.
Alex followed her eyes to the water and bit his lip. He wanted to say something witty and comforting but nothing came to mind. He was just lame that way. He used to be able to come up with something on a dime, but now he was afraid it would be wrong or offensive. It was just hard.
Alex heard a splashing noise and focused back into reality as the water rippled. The circle affect caught his attention and he smiled a bit remembering a conversation he had had with Chelsea. Then he heard Harley speak and he smiled wider. "Okay, can do." He leaned over and hugged her trying not to do it too tight. Sitting down it was very hard to get a proper hug in but he felt he was doing an effective job of it.
"If there is anything else I can do just ask." He would be happy to be there for his sister's best friend. She was going through the same thing he was, on the same scale. It was easy to find comfort in knowing that in some weird way. It was sort of that, you aren't alone, feeling people talk about a lot.
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 10, 2011 3:35 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxx And xw i t h o u t x you is how I xd i s a p p e a r Jay swallowed once he noticed Emily was actually running after him. No one had done that in a while. He stopped to look at her, then decided to keep trudging along. Jay wasn't very decisive these days.
"I really don't want to talk about it." He said lowly and accompanied his less than exuberant statement with a dark look towards the girl. But...Jay kind of did want to talk about it. He didn't want to turn into some schemer, but this was an opportunity to have one person that was at least on his side with this whole thing. It was surely inevitable that Emily would view him as some killer were she to ask anyone else. No one gave him a chance, and it was probably because he did all his crying at home unlike Harley, Alex, and everyone else in the town. Jay was against crocodile tears, they made him feel even more guilty than he already did, but for some reason unbeknownst to the ex football star, he just couldn't squeeze out tears in public.
"It's not like I'm Hannibal Lector or anything." He snapped starting to get angry instead of his usual sad. For once someone was willing to listen without judging! Why did he even think this wasn't something he should converse about!? God, finally, Jesus was smiling down upon him!
Jay stopped practically in he middle of the sidewalk.
"Everyone's always saying I'm a murderer, that I should be thrown in jail and all this crap, but that's not what happened." It felt so good to get mad at everyone for a change! This town deserved to get s**t thrown at them!
He quieted himself a little, because now he had to get into what happened...and really, being angry and sticking it to the man wasn't appropriate when dealing with Chelsea's death.
"There was this, a, car accident." He bit his lip. Jay needed to word this the right way. "I was driving home, and I had a truck, so, it was a...it was a big car. And there aren't any streetlights where I live because that's where the fields are, and I didn't see any headlights so I kept driving, and all of a sudden-just-just disaster." He inhaled. He was still a little traumatized, and talking about the actual accident made this sick feeling well up inside him.
"My car flipped onto it's side and I got a concussion, six broken ribs, a bad arm and bruises. Chelsea's car flipped twice and she died." He clicked his tongue, his eyes darting to his untied boots. "Um-I went to the hospital, I didn't really know what was going on-but then I was confronted with, everyone. I kept saying I wasn't drunk, and the blood test showed I was right, but nobody cares about the truth in this town. That girl in the shop, Harley, she was my girlfriend at the time, and Chelsea was her best friend. But Chelsea was my friend too, you know? I miss her too, and I'm sad too."
Jay swallowed a lump in his throat.
"It was an accident and I wasn't drunk no matter what any fat b***h says in this town. You try being the town's most hated person okay. It sucks. It's like I'm poison, contaminated, like I need to be quarantined." He kicked the dirt, looking up this time.
"I'm torn up about Chelsea being dead, but I almost wish I was her."
I'm really [ n o t ] so with [ y o u ] anymore I'm just a [ g h o s t ]xxxxx
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2011 2:07 am
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Є๓ɨʟץ Ɍѻรєʟץภ ȻѻยɾϮɀ
################### I know that they look exciting,
But underneath they're hiding who they are.
They will hunt until they get you,
So make them believe you're too different for the pack. Hold on a little longer,
Don't give into the black. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
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Oh. Big surprise. Jay began with 'I really don't want to talk about it.'
Not deterred in the least, Emily didn't say another word, but waited, continuing to follow along at his side, licking her ice cream during the brief silence before he continued.
When he stopped suddenly, Emily did too, only one step ahead of him, and swiveled in place, to face him as he went on, clearly wanting to get it out.
Emily continued to eat her ice cream and not say anything as he spoke, though anyone could tell she was interested.
Hey, she wanted the story right? So why interrupt. Exactly. She was smart enough to wait till he clearly was at some kind of obvious breaking point, until it was a good time for her to say something.
In the mean time, she took it all in, her face focused, but neutral, and general, but comfortable, eye contact.
"I'm torn up about Chelsea being dead, but I almost wish I was her."
It was here that Emily finally spoke.
"Your not a killer Jay. And you don't deserve to be die anymore than Chelsea did." She paused for a second, and lightly touched his shoulder for a brief moment before allowing it to fall back to her side, just to make sure he was paying attention to her and not only wallowing in self-pity.
"I know none of this is my business, especially as someone who just came to town, but it seems to me like someone needed to tell you that. And someone should have long before I got here."
Emily had estimated time a little, assuming the accident didn't just happen, since he didn't look quite as banged up as he'd clearly been immediately after the wreck.
Though she hadn't allowed for much of a pause after he'd finished to speak herself, Emily was still mulling over what he had said. Considering this all seemed pretty straightforward to her, one might ask why? Well, because it didn't quite all add up, yet at the same time, she was inclined to believe Jay, for the most part. Ya know, as far as anyone recalling a story can stick with the exact account of events.
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Please control your temper and think outside the box. Plastic faces hide the real fact that this is just a huge act,
Casting by the day.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 9:38 pm
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxღ нαяℓєу ภ๏eℓℓe lคฬгєη¢єღ
☆Once upon a time I was falling in love, now I'm only falling [apart]xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄
Harley let Alex hug her sideways, even if it was slightly awkward it was comforting. She sighed softly. "I'm tired of crying," she lifted her head. "I don't even know how I'm still able to cry!" She shook her head and looked out across the water.
"I need out. I need to just get out of this town." One last tear slid down her cheek. "But she's here. Chelsea's here." She swallowed, hard. "Thats why I don't wanna leave."
"All of our memories are here and I feel like if I go off and live my life like I've wanted to for the last few years that its like... its just not fair to her." Harley brushed her hair behind her ear.
"Its like I'm leaving her behind."
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