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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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 Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2011 12:56 pm
 Vane Nykyrian Wade Vane looked up to Sifen and gave a slight nod of his head. "I'll s-stay, but if you want me to l-leave just tell me and I w-will." As Sifen petted his head Vane wanted to purr but somehow the feelings that him and Sifen seemed to have in common stopped him from purring. As he heard Sifen say a name he tilted his head, curious but not wanting to pry into Sifen's life. So he sat there, his tails slowly swishing back and forth, occasionally rubbing against Sifen's legs.
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2011 3:58 pm
He could only sigh.It had been over 2 years since his exile and nothing could bring him back home.
"Vane,tell me something.Tell me everything will be okay back home."
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 9:51 am
Vane Nykyrian WadeVane looked to Sifen and gave a slight nod of his head. He wanted to say things would be alright, but was unsure if they would be. "I am sure everything will be alright back at your home." With that Vane leaned forward and placed a quick and gentle kiss to Sifen's cheek before leaning back once more in the chair. Vane now had a bright blush on his cheeks from giving Sifen a kiss and his tails had stopped moving. "I-I'm sorry...I couldn't s-stop myself...I-I won't do it a-again..." Vane nibbled his lower lip, wondering if Sifen would be upset with him for placing a kiss upon his cheek. (())
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 9:59 am
He sighed and looked at Vane.
"Not quite.At home,it's constantly at war."the male said.After putting the dishes in the dishwasher,he went to his room and took out some photo albums.By the time he returned,Vane was gone.
"Vane,where are you?"
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 10:12 am
Vane Nykyrian WadeVane had wanted to stay with Sifen and speak some more with him but he felt an urge to go running and he knew that if he ignored the urge he would shift without meaning to and could end up hurting himself or Sifen with the shift. So he had written out a quick note that was resting on the table he had been sitting at. It said something like this.
Sifen,
I'm sorry for not waiting for you to return but I must run. I can't explain why, but know that I will return. I do not know when, but I will return.
Vane
Vane was outside in his wolf form running in and out of the forest. He would jump over fallen logs, dodge around standing trees and duck under low branches. He ran for over an hour, his lungs never once laboring for air as he tried to figure out what had caused him to run this time. Why does this keep happening? What makes me run when I just want to spend time with someone or shift when I don't want to? I wish I knew the answer to this, I wish I could find the answers. A short time later, after running for even longer Vane slowly crawled onto the porch of the house Sifen had taken him to. His leg was killing him and his lungs were burning now as he curled up on the porch. He didn't think he had the strength to change and make it into the house so he had to hope that Vane would look for him or sense him outside. (())
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 10:28 am
Sifen could sense the fear that Vane had.He too was afraid of many things,but he kept them quiet.After darting off in the direction his smell was headed,the vampire found him a few yards from his place.
"Vane,you b*****d.Don't run off like that."he snapped.The male soon carried him inside and wrapped him up in a blanket.
He then brought over the albums of what life was like back home.
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 10:43 am
Vane Nykyrian WadeVane flushed when Sifen yelled at him, his body going tense in expectation of a blow to him. When none came and all he felt was Sifen picking him up his body slowly relaxed. 'I-I'm sorry Sifen...I didn't want to hurt you by ignoring what caused me to run...' When Sifen wrapped him in a blanket and then sat down next to him with an album in his lap Vane moved in the blanket so he could look at the album with Sifen while remaining covered up. His head lightly rested on Sifen's thigh as he looked at the book. 'Whats this of?' (())
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 10:50 am
"Memories of being back home,Vane.That redhaired woman is Ms. Ravenca,the vampire who took me in.Next to her is me,with Grandpa Vlad and my sister Amne."he said.
After pointing out some photos of the downtown area and other places,he took out a photo of a redhaired man and himself.
"The man I used to love...before he broke my heart."
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 11:05 am
Vane Nykyrian WadeVane looked to Sifen but then looked to the pictures in the album as Sifen spoke about who were in the photos. 'You were a very lovely child back then, but now you are beautiful.' As Sifen turned the pages and then pointed to a picture with him and another male in it Vane got a pain in his chest and tried to ignore it. 'I'm sorry he hurt you Sifen. If I ever had someone that loved me I would never hurt them, at least not intentionally.' Vane softly nuzzled his head against Sifen's leg and stomach before curling up closer to Sifen. (())
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:26 pm
"...I was turned over 500 years ago,Vane."he said silently,before putting the photo back.As the pages were turned,stories were told about them.
"...and this one was from the riots downtown when I spoke up about overthrowing the government."
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:30 pm
Vane Nykyrian WadeVane listened and looked at the pictures. When he was then shown a picture from a riot he looked to Sifen and tilted his head. 'Is that when you were exiled? I'm sorry they did that to you.' He shook his head slightly as he closed his eyes tightly to try and shake out the images running through his mind of his past and the possible futures if he was forced to return to his pack. 'The only reason I haven't been killed or kicked from the pack is because the pack fears my father, though I don't know why since I do not know who he is. But even with that fear they still try and get me to leave the pack but tormenting me and harming me.' Vane looked up to Sifen with a few tears in his eyes. 'The night you found me, I honestly never expected to be freed. I was just waiting to die or get killed by the hunter that put the trap there.' Vane shook his head trying to clear the tears from his eyes as he stood on the couch and jumped down. He walked to the window by the front door that he had opened before he had shifted. He jumped onto the ledge and then out onto the porch and looked over the forest covered in snow. He slowly shifted to his human form, his body tense from the memories that were running through his head. He stood there in just a shirt and pants with no shoes on looking to the snow still feeling like he had to find something, but knew that he wouldn't be able to find it alone so he just ignored it. He wished he knew his father was, why his pack feared the male, why they hate him for being what he was. As he stood there, her body tense, his mind wandering, he softly asked these questions knowing that he wouldn't get any answer. He felt bad for leaving Sifen suddenly but amended that Sifen would be able to sense him just outside the house. "Why do they hate me? Why do they fear my father?" (())
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:34 pm
Sifen closed the album and headed upstairs to think.He never had a real father and never cared about having one.
After putting on a coat,the vampire headed outside.
'To die...is the one thing I wish for.'
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:47 pm
Vane Nykyrian WadeWhen Sifen stepped outside some time later Vane was standing at the edge of the forest looking through the trees to the view within. As he heard Sifen speak he slowly turned around. There was snow covering Vane's head since it had started to snow. He slowly looked up to Sifen and spoke in a gentle tone. "Why do you wish that? I might have thought the same thing not long ago, but now that I am away from my pack I want to live. To know what it means to love someone and be loved in return. I wish to know who and what I am. Who my father is and why my pack fears him. Why he left me with my mother and her pack instead of caring for me himself. But I mainly wish to know what it is like to be loved for I have never known that feeling." Vane looked down at himself his eyes trying to see what was wrong with him that would make people hate him and want him dead. He could see nothing other then the differences with his tails. He just shook his head and sat down in the snow, not feeling the coldness or the dampness from the snow melting beneath him. As he sat there he shook his head slightly as his hair fell in front of his eyes hiding the tears that were now freely falling as he spoke in a whisper. "Why can I never be loved...?" (())
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:52 pm
"Some people can never be loved...and that's one of us."he said silently.
The snow was coming down harder,causing some children to scurry inside.For him,he just sat there.
"...that one trip to the human world...in Russia...this reminds me of that trip..."
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Mrs Yachi-san
Mrs Yachi-san
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 3:05 pm
Vane Nykyrian WadeVane sat there and looked to Sifen, with Sifen's words he slowly stood and shook his body to get all the snow off of him before slowly walking over to Sifen. Vane looked up to Sifen, his eyes showing his emotions, as he spoke softly while taking a hold of Sifen's hands lightly. "We could care for each other. I know I could come to love you for I already care about you even though we have only known each other for a short amount of time." With his words floating on the wind Vane leaned forward and laid a gentle kiss to Sifen's lips. (())
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