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 Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 4:55 am
{I was pouring through my old songs and I found one just perfect! Much better than this little diddy. Its I think Im paranoid By Garbage. If you only listen to the words Hehe, Oh its so Lilith! Shesh, I was dancing to it and everything. sweatdrop Hope you like the song choice better. *hugs* Hope you feel better soon. :3 }
{I'm gunna keep the lyrics here though, since I accidentally ripped the original out of my book. When I have the paper, I'll print it and delete. ^^;}
{Um...I couldn't sleep. So I wrote this song for Lilith. Its about Ally, and I hope you like it. I was trying to write something dark/twisted/mournful as its the theme if their band, and so I hope you like it. I havn't taken a stab at song writing in many a year ^^; Well, here goes.}
{Its called: Black Monster. Or (Twilight)}
Verse 1.
Your tongue’s like a quill, you shoot to kill.
Your words tear open my stitches. (background musicians whisper: black monster.)
You say nothing at all, your eyes answer all;
Your talons slash over my skin.
I’m trapped under your body, you kill me in ecstasy
Insanity plagues me to sin.
Chorus
Meet me tonight, in the twilight~ Let me curl my thighs around you one last time.
Meet me in the twilight, for your ravenous delight- satisfy your morbid desire.
You shadow me in your indifference, your killing me; give me deliverance.
BLACK MONSTER, meet me tonight, in the twilight..
Before the end of the day and the start of the night…
Verse 2.
You said you want me over a cup of coffee, your teasing me is leaving me thrilled
An hour in the closet, leaves me heartsick.
I swallowed your sexual pill.
I want something serious, but you leave me delirious.
You enslaved me with your demon skills.
Chorus
Meet me tonight, in the twilight~ Let me curl my thighs around you one last time.
Meet me in the twilight, for your ravenous delight- satisfy your morbid desire.
You shadow me in your indifference, your killing me; give me deliverance.
BLACK MONSTER, meet me tonight, in the twilight..
Before the end of the day and the start of the night…
Verse 3. Bridge.
My heart is mirror glass that you smashed too fast;
Around you I lowered my shields.
You plunged the knife in, to die for your sin
Your reflection was too much revealed.
I was a diamond moon that shined only for you.~
Trapped in the monsoon of your lagoon.
Chorus Version 2.
Meet me tonight, in the twilight~ Let me curl my thighs around you one last time.
Meet me in the twilight, for your ravenous delight- satisfy me with your morbid desire.
You shadow me, in your indifference, your killing me; give me deliverance.
BLACK MONSTER meet me tonight, in the twilight.. Before the end of my days…and the start of my last night .
Climax/end.
My love for you…cursed me to my doom.
I can’t help how I feel, and I can’t control you.
Black monster, BLACK MONSTER!!
Take what you will, let me be filled,
an hour with you is my dyiNG MEAL!!!~
almost acapello or *no instruments*.>
Meet me in our twilight…
Meet me in our twilight…
Before the end of my days, and the end of our night.
BLACK MONSTER; you murderous charmer:
Drink up my blood…
Chew me for food…
Since I can’t be with you…
Let…me…be…used…
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Posted: Thu Dec 02, 2010 1:51 pm
 {Ruby.Roxx.Rabenstein}◘ A well-written song is like a night in the sack: It builds up to a climax and leaves you feeling good.◘ XXXXXX↘↘
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBut how can I if I don't have you?
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Roxx stood with her head leaning close to the edge of the door in the hopes of hearing their conversation. If Lilith had been manhandled or something, one of those screamers was going to pay...
"About earlier today, I want to make sure all is alright, between all of us."......."I want to make a formal apology, I'd like to..." The man hesitated a second. "I'd like to make it up to you, I'm sure Skull would never apologize himself, so I'm taking the rap for him."
' Skull? What would he do?' Roxx raised her eyebrows in cat-like curiosity. Touching her fingers against the doorframe to balance herself. The cold against her fingerpads being a constant reminder that there was a barrier, and she should't be listening in...Like she cared.
Lilith laughed a little, and Roxx snapped her attention back on the conversation.
"You don't need to worry yourself about it, nothing happened in the auditorium except a misunderstanding. I wanted to hide from the janitor, and skull came up with locking me in the closet. To hide me from you. After what the janitor said, he thought you would get the wrong idea about him and me."
Roxx's face pulled up in a grimace, and she leaned a half-inch closer to the door. ' So Lils was tied up in a closet? Ha, like the Lilith she knew would ever be interested in Skull.'
For a moment, Roxx thought she heard the scooting of chair legs, indicating someone had gotten out of their chair; but she couldn't be sure because of the sound of the bathwater pumping into the tub behind her. Holding her breath because even that sound would effect the level of her hearing, Roxx set her hand on the counter nearby so that she could lean in a little more.
"You know, I know a way to keep you warm." What?! Roxx leaned in.
'Is he making a pass at Lils?' Roxx thought she heard one kiss-like noise, but she couldn't be positive. Grumbling to herself, Roxx half wished that the door was open so that she could see something.
"You're freezing." Holy f***k! Roxx's eyes widened at the tone she heard more than the actual words. She guessed correctly, seeing as she only had two to decipher, and now she knew without a shadow of a doubt that he was making a pass for sure.' Is Lils putting any moves on him?' Roxx's face appeared troubled.
Roxx heard the mattress squeak a tiny bit, and her eyes bulged out like a barn owl. The color drained from her face. ' Oh my f***king G*d! Whats happening out there!' Hearing next, Lilith's half-moan half-gasp sound outside the door; Roxx felt a ball rise up in her throat and she nearly gagged in surprise. 'Lils! What are you doing? You KNOW he's a SCREAMER!' Roxx was in a state of shock, or at least thought she was before the situation heated up outside the door.
Only hearing: 'Its very cold'; an obvious flirt from Lilith based on her tone, Roxx had to stomp down on her foot to keep from running out that door and pulling the tomcat off of her. After all, who was she to say who Lilith could or could not fool around with? Unable to hear Lilith whisper: 'later' because the noise from the water behind her covered it up, Roxx's eyes bulged out once more at hearing the mattress squeak again. This time squeaking a little more. ' They're fooling around, I just know it!' In turmoil, Roxx had no idea it was because Lilith was escaping the man, and she felt her heart tighten in her chest. ' Doesn't she know that Aleister leaves his women after sex?' Not wanting her friend hurt, but being unable to do anything because she would then know Roxx had been snooping, Roxx leaned her ear as close to the door as possible.
Suddenly, the mattress cried out as if Lilith had been thrown on the bed or something. The very breath stolen away from her, Rox gasped in complete horror at what she was hearing. 'Oh my G*D! I can't believe this is happening!'
The next thing Roxx heard shocked her so completely that her hand slipped off of the counter and she tripped over herself, her foot slipping on the tile floor, and her head banging against the woodframe of the door. Although it wasn't as loud as she thought it would be, Roxx rubbed her sore head and ran to the door as fast as lightning. Leaning her ear against the actual wood as the color, which had returned, drained from her face. Lilith had moaned, and not the fake p*rno kind. Her moan had been genuine, and though she didn't particularly fancy Lilith that way, the noise was not unsuccessful in arrousing everyone within earshot. Feeling her chest tighten underneath her bra in responce, Roxx had grown weak in the knees, which had resulted in her hand slipping off the counter a moment before. 'H*ly sh*t! They're actually f***king out there!'
Unable to hide the fact from herself, that she was completely turned on from the whole affair outside her hiding place, Roxx held her ear against the wood of the door; gasping her breath herself. ' DANG Lils! YOUR a Holy f****ing screamer in the sack!' Roxx would have been the most surprised that Lilith even had a pair of lungs if she wasn't hearing the proof sharp as a songbird right at that moment!
Hearing the mattress squeaking a little at every slight movement, the sounds Lilith was making, and every so often hearing a smack-like kissing sound; Roxx thought they were already screwing. Covering her mouth to hide the only blush she had experienced in the last six months, Roxx began to slowly back away from the door. Imagining Aleister on top of Lils while hearing those noises was too much for Roxx to hear without getting a mental picture. Indeed the only quality Roxx liked about Aleister was that he had long hair and wore make-up. Although she didn't particularly care for men, if not for his complete lack of a soul, Roxx would have thought him attractive enough to consider. Being so, Roxx was not surprized that Lilith had taken a fancy to him, but she never thought Lilith would actually pursue him! Its so unlike her. For one brief moment, the image of what Lilith's face probably looked like when she made those sounds flashed into her head; which oddly enough both creeped her out and excited her sensual urges at the same time.
Feeling her body beginning to freak out from all the sensual perversion happening outside the bathroom door, Roxx knew that if she didn't stop listening she was going to do something stupid like *peek* outside the door. ' I need to cool off...or take care of this.'
Seeing that the bathtub was three quarters of the way full, Roxx took her time opening a bottle of bath bubbles and pouring it in the tub beneath the spray of water coming out of the faucet. Going slow so that she could hear as much as possible, Roxx debated touching herself as she slowly stripped out of her pale blue jeans in preparation for getting into the tub.
Only hearing bits of pieces of Ally's sexual warning to Lilith, Roxx was about to shut off her ears to the lust-crazed addicts outside when an alarming tone of voice erupted from Lilith outside the door, and Roxx bolted from her spot and pressed her ear to the wood once more. Gasping and running faster than she had previously done after slipping off the counter.
" I'm sorry; but, I can't do this with you!" Roxx bunched up her fist angrily; hearing the emotional strain from water choking up Lilith's voice to indicate that she was about to start weeping. A sob broke the air, and Roxx then knew that her suspicion of Lilith about to cry was true.' WHAT HAPPENED?!? GRRRR WHAT THE F**** DID YOU DO TO HER @**W*PE!', feeling emotion well up in her eyes at the sheer possibility of having heard Lilith's heart get broken, Roxx heard the mattress squeak loudly as Lilith leapt from the bed and felt the footsteps pounding louder and louder towards her. Knowing Lilith was heading strait for her hiding spot, Roxx had only enough time to move away from the door to not get smashed by it before Lilith stormed her cave.
Seeing the red hue tinting the white of Lilith's welled-up eyes was enough to foster all her righteous anger. Tightening her hands into fists, Roxx couldn't bear to fight with Lilith right now, and scurried out of the bathroom before she could grab her jeans or her 'vans brand' shoes. Not even caring that she was only in a long-sleeved burgandy shirt, and her victoria's secret underwear; Roxx hatefully stared at the man who had made Lilith cry. She didn't say anything; because her look conveyed the message as exclaimatory as a bolt of lightning.
' WHAT THE F**** DID YOU DO?' Roxx crossed her arms and stood in front of the locked bathroom door. Only hearing hints of Lilith sobbing over the water to justify herself that her Bassist was in some form of pain, Roxx had enough encentive to keep standing by the door and glaring at the man. She didn't know what he did, if he did anything, only that her friend was having a meltdown...and Lilith never had meltdowns. Roxx guarded the door by leaning up against it, not wanting that f***er to do anything worse. Checking the knob with her hand just to guarantee that the door was locked, Roxx growled her eyes at Aleister before turning her attention to the right; thinking she heard the front door opening.
{I'll do whatever I have to do, to have just one more hour with you...} {♠♠C::EDITEDI thought this would be funny...So I posted it.
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 12:08 pm
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All was going well until he noticed her moans became more sad. She started pulling away but not quite getting out of the situation. Aleister started to slow down, noticing her eyes. When she finally sat up, Ally felt his jaw drop. She couldn't do it with him? He was confused as she ran into the bathroom with sobs sneaking out along the way. Immediately his mood changed, there was no longer this rock between his legs. He felt like a dog, beaten and sprayed upon with water for something wrong he had done. He ran his fingers through his dark hair and furrowed his brow. Quickly, he buttoned is pants and slid to the edge of the bed. It all happened all too fast, the confusion was still setting in. He looked up finally from his thoughts to see the red head, half-nude, glaring at him. He shrugged but didn't dare say anything. He knew she would just kill him anyway, she already thought he was an evil monster, why make it worse by 'covering his a**'? He stood and shoved his hands in his pockets. He walked towards the front door and stopped, looking at the bathroom door through the red head. He contemplated knocking on the door, his arm nearly reaching out. But he shook his head.
"I'll... come by later." Aleister didn't know what to say. All he wanted to do was make everything alright. He had no intention of hurting anyone, despite his past. He looked to the red head and tried to smile politely, "Please know, my intentions weren't to hurt her, I know it's hard to believe." Ally sighed and shoved his hand back in his pocket. "I'm not..." He looked down at his feet, allowing his hair to fall in his face. It was hard for him to say it, but he really didn't want anyone to think bad of him when he really didn't want that. When he wanted someone to hate him, he was all for it and he planned for it. But when something so unplanned and mysterious falls in his lap, Aleister is left speechless and confused. "I know you don't want to hear it, and I'm sure I should just leave... but I..." He couldn't say it. He couldn't tell her anything. He just grabbed the doorknob and pulled it open.
Aleister walked down the hall with his shoulders and head drooping to the floor. He couldn't walk to the room feeling so bad. So he trudged along to the stairwell, all the while thinking about what could possibly have happened. He mentally kicked himself in the a** as he moved up the stairs. There was this feeling he hadn't felt before. He couldn't figure out what it was. His dark eyes felt soft and his throat felt as if it were to choke him at any moment. Aleister wanted nothing but to run away from this feeling, he wanted to run and never look back. He never wanted to feel this...feeling ever again. His heart actually hurt. It felt like someone stabbed it repeatedly with a blunt butcher knife. His stomach felt like it dropped ten feet.
As he reached the door to the roof, it hit him. Ally was guilty and worried. He walked towards the edge of the roof and stared down. It was all so far away, he realized how far away he was from the ground. He found himself smiling as he leaned forward, his hands reaching out to touch the air as the wind blew his hair around. There was a storm on its away, either in the metaphorical sense or in the literal sense. He could see it in the darkened clouds. The sky was having the same moment he was, dread. He fell to his knees as he gripped the edge of the building. The air was cold, but he stood still and embraced it. Aleister racked his brain for any proof as to what was going on in his body. Why did he feel so connected, so hurt?
Could it be that he was actually developing feelings for another human being? He closed his dark eyes and imagined the blonde. She was smiling and looking up at him. It was an imaginary scenerio but he kept on thinking on it. His hand was entwined with her hand as he touched his forehead with hers. The wind blew around them and it seemed as if a warmth grew between them. A white light grew around them and held them there. Ally suddenly pulled himself from his thoughts and slammed his fist against the cement. It hurt like hell. He shoved his back against the edge. He just wanted to stop feeling. He had always pretended and always manipulated people to get what he wanted, but suddenly he found himself being manipulated by her. Her actions pulled him and pushed him. He found himself doing things for her. His head fell into his hands.
It started to rain. The drops of water were heavy and he could already feel himself getting drenched. There was a sudden crack of thunder and at that moment he let out a yell of confusion and pain. Aleister sat there for what seemed like eternity. He felt himself falling deeper into himself, searching for a sudden realization that would solve everything. Ally was always the kind to find solutions, the kind to be quick to the point. But now he was stumped, stuck. He felt dumb, for the first time in his life, he felt human.
❝The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.If I don't let myself be happy now -- then when?❞
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 2:00 pm
{Ruby.Roxx.Rabenstein}◘ A well-written song is like a night in the sack: It builds up to a climax and leaves you feeling good.◘ ⁂⁂⁂Everyone wants me to write something better...⁂⁂⁂ XXXXXX↘↘
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBut how can I if I don't have you?
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Roxx just stood there watching the man; glaring and pursing her mouth. She didn't know what to say, only that she listened to Aleister's words with fierce intensity. Hearing every word, the expressions on her face altered from being angry, to being soothed, to being confused. ' What???' Her lip unable to keep from curling up, Roxx watched the man go as she uncrossed her arms.
When the door closed, Roxx turned her attention to the bathroom door. The sound of running water was the only thing that broke through the dealthy quiet, and Roxx felt bad herself. She wasn't Liliths particular friend, if she said anything, she knew lilith wouldn't allow herself to be comforted by her. Feeling useless, Roxx banged her hand loud enough to to be heard over the water.
" Lilith...he's gone. Um. I know your not going to listen to me. But will you please talk to me? What went on out here? Did he force himself on you?" Roxx thought she heard a muffled 'no' but couldn't be sure. Assuming she had heard it though, Roxx nodded and glanced away to the two beds. Walking beside one of them, roxx opened her luggage bag and pulled out a pair of 'dickies' black trousers. Finding her other pair of shoes, Roxx felt she aught to say something before leaving the room.
"Um...Lilith...I'm going to find Marina. I'll be back soon." It was a lie, but a believable one. If Roxx found her, she would explain what happened and ask her to intervene. If she didn't, then she wouldn't have to say anything. Lilith could explain for herself. Going for a walk to the resturaunt, Roxx ordered herself a slice of cake and a glass of milk.
Roxx didn't know how long she was there, but it was long enough she deemed to return to the room and go to bed. Paying her bill, Roxx walked back to the room and climbed into her bed by the window. For once, thankful that the guys had rented another room. She would hate for their guitarist to find out what happened. He seemed to take it upon himself to protect everyone in the band. She didn't want to cause more problems by telling him.
Walking into the room after an excrusiatingly long elevator ride, Roxx sighed at the discovery that Lilith was still in the bathroom. She couldn't hear the shower on anymore, but she could hear the movement of water as if she was still in the tub. Laying down, Roxx sat awake for a while before sleep found her once more. The stress seemed to be the best sleep-aid in america.
Roxx wasnt sure how long she slept, only that Roxx awoke in the middle of the night to discover an odd thing. Lilith was in her bed instead of the one she shared with Marina. Confused beyond measure, Roxx turned around and rubbed her eyes to make sure she was't dreaming. Not thinking about it, only wanting to be comforting, Roxx scooted closer to her in the bed and nuzzled her head onto her pillow behind her own. She debated folding an arm around her, and after battling herself for a while she did it. Roxx knew it wasn't a sexual thing, so what harm would there be in it? Lilith sometimes slept like the dead, so at least while she was awake, Lilith didn't move from her position on her side or try and force her away. Roxx fell back to sleep rather quickly, the warmth stimulating her sleep.
{I'll do whatever I have to do, to have just one more hour with you...} {♠♠C::
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 3:10 pm
♆♆♆♆♆♆☽~Lilith Love Henderson~☾♆♆♆♆♆♆
{I'll seek you out, Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain.}
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¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯  Lilith covered her face when she heard the door close from Aleister's exit. She hadn't heard but bits and pieces of what he said, as the water flowing effected her hearing enough; but, with her throat filling with fluid her hearing was even more shot. Her heart tightening up in hope at one particular word, Lilith bit her lip to keep another sob from escaping her mouth.
"I...oh...you...ont...want to...ear it, and...ur...I...ould...st...eave... but I..."
The but gave her hope. The contradictory phrase kicked into whatever statment he had tried to utter forced a fire to burn within her chest. Some part of her had expected him to be outraged, or to just slam the door and leave; but he had stayed, tried to explain himself. Lilith didn't know the reason why, only that the word was ecstasy. ' I'll have to tell him something to apologize for what happened...' Her lip pursed absentmindedly as she debated telling him the absolute truth. Ha! he wont see me then. As the bathtub was almost completely filled, Lilith sat up and switched the flow from the faucet to the showerhead.
Interrupted by Roxx's voice entering the atmosphere, Lilith perked her ears to what she asked. In no way had Aleister taken advantage of her, and Lilith only replied 'no' because she knew that if she didn't there could be consequences to her silence. Turning her attention back to her own little world, Lilith layed down beneath the bubbles and looked up at the water sprinkling over her.
The droplets pounded against her skin like rain, and Lilith simply closed her eyes and let the sensations overtake her. Rain was just what she needed, and laying in a hot bubble bath whilst being rained on was complete bliss. Sighing amongst herself, Lilith could not stop her heart from hurting; however...but in being soothed, a warmth began to accompany the pain. ' I'll tell him that...It is true...so I wont be lying. He doesn't need to know that I...' Lilith opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling. 'that I......love him.' Not sure why she did, Lilith could no longer delay admitting it to herself. Accepting the fact and allowing it to sink in. Closing her eyes once more, Lilith couldn't help the vision of Aleister atop her on the bed to shove back into her mind. Her lips remembering his caress, Lilith emerced herself in the intimate dream. The only difference from reality and her vision was that she was holding the man for reasons other than sheer seduction, and her legs were around his waist to bask in his closeness instead of in preparation for what was to follow.
Broken from her thoughts, Lilith heard Roxx mention that she was going to look for marina and a black dread knotted up her stomach. ' Oh no...She'll make me explain...' Not wanting to re-dish everything out at the currant moment, Lilith sat up in the tub and nuzzled her nose between her knees. Using her kneecaps as pillows to cushion her eyes. 'No...no...this can't be happening to me...' Drama was never a pleasant experience, nor was emotionally going out on a limb with her bandmates. For some reason, it had been so very difficult for her to attach herself to her dear friends, perhaps because she feared the consequences that love would bring. She could easily excuse herself in saying she had been hurt; using it as a cover. But the main truth of it was that being open required a certain level of trust...and if they knew how much she trusted them, she could be used or bent to curve to their will...and Lilith was a selfish person in that regard. She didn't want to be bent or manipulated, not when her best friend unintentionally did so already. Even if it was over little things like making sure Lilith never forgot to get her coffee or presents. She loved her friend, but she was closed for a reason, and at the present moment...opening her heart was as appetising a sound as getting blood drawn. ' I can't talk to her...not until the pain dies down...'
Hiding out in the bathtub, Lilith let her mind wander back to Aleister. The way his hands had felt over her skin, the way his warmth drove away the chill of the air...his hair tickling her neck. Touch was used in to express affection just as much as it was in procreation. If he got what he wanted, she could very well get the physical affection that she so desired. In no way did that seem to be an unrealistic wish...and she could persue it under the guise Lilith had since come up with. Another mask, that though true, was not the main reason she had left the bed a weeping mess. He had touched something deeper, and she would have to dig up something deep to cover the emotional display he had been privy to a while before.
Lilith's mouth pursed uncomfortably at what she would have to do. ' I can't believe I'm going to buy those...' cringing at the thought, Lilith tried to remember if she had seen a drugstore nearby on her walk that morning. In no way could she ask the hotel lobby if they sold any, what if the rumor got out and his bandmates happened to hear it? What about her own band? The consequences were too risky for that, and in remembering a gas station nearby, Lilith's nerves soon soothed over in the possibility of going there first thing in the morning. She would need them to prove her story, and would come in handy if he agreed to continue where they had left off. Give her another chance.
Lilith nuzzled her nose betwixt her kneecaps and cradled her arms around her legs in the water, trying to stimulate the comfort one felt in an embrace by tricking herself into believing she was being held. Pretending it was Ally or even her brother (in a non impure manner of course) telling her everything would be alright, that she would get through this and handle the massive scar the end of all things would bring; Lilith felt her strength return to her and she spent the rest of the time in her head. Planning her future. ' Even if he says no, I'm kissing him.' Lilith smiled, and a warmth began to glow on her face at the thought.
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Stalling the inevitable, Lilith went to bed about an hour after everyone else had fallen asleep. Lilith didn't know if they would stay asleep, but she had waited unbearably long to at least try and avoid opening up to Marina. Seeing a lump under the covers, Lilith had the sinking feeling that if she climbed into their bed that Marina would wake up in a heartbeat.
Knowing Roxx had given her the space she needed was no small blessing to Lilith, and with a sigh she wanted to thank and repay her after all this drama was over. Knowing no other way than to do this, Lilith silently climbed into the bed beside Roxx and gently kissed her cheek. Lilith knew Roxx's orientation, but at the moment she was so grateful that she really didn't care. Falling asleep almost instantly from the water draining all her energy from her body, Lilith slept a dreamless sleep and remained unmoved like a statue. She had dreamed enough in the bathtub to satisfy her need to travel.
Waking up from a vibrating alarm Lilith had set on her phone, Lilith climbed out of the bed before anyone had woken up and waltzed to the gas station. Of couse it was open, and in buying what she needed she felt the attendant look her over and a blush rose to her face. Having only had sex almost ten years ago, six more like, the possibility of ending her celebate streak forced a permenant red hue to decorate her face. Returning back to the room, Lilith changed her clothes for the day back to the dress she had worn earlier. Sporting her female trenchcoat atop of it and wearing her other pair of boots that were military instead of sporting heels, Lilith felt that her outfit was 'nice' enough to be appropropriate for what she was going to do that night.
Leaving a note, Lilith left the explainatory parchment stating: I need some time on my own for just today. I'll be back tomorrow on the desk before whipping her bag over her shoulder and leaving the room. Lilith still had a good amount of money with her, and not telling anyone that she had no plans on leaving the actual hotel, Lilith walked down to the lobby and checked out another room.
Holding the dangling key to room number: 3200, on floor 31, Lilith opened the chamber to discover quite the little lovenest. It wasn't as nice as the room they shared upstairs, but it had one large queen bed, a jacuzzi, and a very nice television. Spending the day watching movies on pay-per-view, Lilith knew not whether her friends had asked the screamers if they had seen her, and hoped they hadn't...' They probably did...'
Seeing the hour as being close to midnight, Lilith felt that if she didn't go now, she wouldn't be going. Grabbing her purse-like bag, Lilith took the elevator up to the screamer's floor, and walked out into the hallway. Her stomach immediately tightened and her heart lurched in her chest. ' Moment of truth girl...'
Staring at their door for ten minutes to build up the nerve to knock, Lilith had to raise and lower her hand three times in order to finally be able to bang on the door. Her dismay was probably evident on her face, and the vibrations shooting through her body kept her feet heavily planted in that spot. Like a statue, Lillith waited; dreaded, in earnest desire of having it be Ally that answered the door. At least Skull would be a better man to answer the door than Sebastian. With the way her heart was so tenderly healing at the moment, She didn't feel that her countenance could continue to remain soft and composed if he opened the door and insulted her right to her face. ' Please be here Aleister...' She felt her heart stop when the door clicked, her very breath sucked out of her lungs; the suspence keeping her immobile.
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Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 9:52 pm
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Aleister had spent the day in his hotel room, mainly on the windowsill. It was still raining outside. He had checked the weather when he woke up, it said it would rain all day. His large headphones were attached to his head all day, if they weren't they were around his neck and he was watching television. He assumed the rest of the band was out on their own, for when he woke up at around noon time, no one was around. Aleister wore his same black jeans but decided to wear his long sleeved fishnet top. He had no intention of leaving the building, and his hotel room was rather warm. At the moment Aleister was perched on the windowsill, staring up at the all white sky. The window was covered in rain drops, which he tried to trace, but somehow managed to spell Lillith's name. Quickly, he wiped it clean and shook his head.
Ally got up quickly and shut the curtains. He had to stop thinking about her. He didn't feel like himself. He turned up the television, noticing that there was some mushy gushy romance movie on. He grimaced and changed it quickly to an action packed movie with lots and lots of guns and violence. Aleister let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding. He fell onto his back and let his eyes fall closed. The movie continued to play as his mind played his own movie. A movie where he could do anything he wanted without any consequence. He didn't realize he had fallen asleep when there was a knock at the door.
He looked at the time, midnight. He had slept for hours. It made sense, though, since the night before he hadn't slept at all. He probably spent the entire night on that roof. He even remembered watching the sunrise. Ally had wished there was someone beside him to witness such a beauty. It took him a moment to realize there had been a knock at the door, knowing full well that was the reason he had woken up. He looked over at the other bed, noticing the lump in it signifying Skull's unconscious body. He grabbed his key, deciding who ever it was at the door he was going to talk to them outside.
The door opened, he didn't expect to see Lillith standing there. He'd think she would still be upset at him, as girls usually are more emotional and take longer to forgive. Or at least that was what he was used to. He stepped outside in his bare feet and shut the door behind him. "Everything alright?" He cocked his head to the side and looked down at her with his dark eyes.
❝The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.If I don't let myself be happy now -- then when?❞
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Posted: Fri Dec 03, 2010 10:11 pm
♆♆♆♆♆♆☽~Lilith Love Henderson~☾♆♆♆♆♆♆
{I'll seek you out, Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain.}
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" Yes, I was hoping that we could have a moment to talk. Um.." Lilith averted her gaze towards the door leading to the stairs. It was the only place nearby that Lilith could think of where they could talk privately without the space being...cramped and close. Trying not to let her mind dwell on how Aleister looked in his shirt upon thinking of the word 'close' she tore her eyes away from the door and looked up at his gaze once more.
" ...in private. I want to explain yesterday. " Worried Aleister would frown and walk back into the apartment, Lilith tried to grab his wrist and lead him there herself. " Come-on." Lils added with a playful whisper, the hand squeezing her stomach so hard that she had to keep biting her lip for her face to remain calm and cheerful.
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Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 11:12 pm
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Aleister listened intently to her words and watched her eyes flutter. She was nervous, her lips twitched with every word she uttered. He found himself smirking. When she mentioned she wanted to talk in private, her voice dropped. When she tried to tug him along, her voice fell into a whisper. "Okay, let's talk." He felt himself laugh, it was adorable the way she wanted it all to be a huge secret. He didn't really care, Ally did things, if people found out... that was that. But he played along and followed behind her. He even started tip toeing with a finger at his pursed lips. He tried to impersonate Shaggy from the old mystery cartoon. When they finally made it to the stairwell, Ally shut the door behind them and he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her against him. "We're in private now, sweetie." He smiled and planted a kiss on her forehead. "What's on your mind?" He couldn't help it, he loved giving girls the mushy gushy romance. It was always fun to see their eyes light up in confusion and see the tint of red on their cheeks. In this girl especially, she was just too adorable to pass up any chance to make her blush.
❝The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.If I don't let myself be happy now -- then when?❞
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Posted: Wed Dec 15, 2010 2:17 am
♆♆♆♆♆♆☽~Lilith Love Henderson~☾♆♆♆♆♆♆
{I'll seek you out, Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain.}
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Lilith allowed her nerves to relax when Aleister began to follow her. Setting her eyes on that stairwell door, Lilith did not avert her eyes from their destination in the hope of not further revealing her unease. The man probably already guessed, but given her anxiety of being alone -in a little space- with a man quite capable of convincing Lilith to be a bad girl the second the door was closed, she would need all the backbone she could muster. If her plans even partially worked out; she would have her way and he would have his way soon after. Pursing her lip in thought, Lilith set her hand on the door to open it. ' Wait...he doesn't think I'm just luring him in here to continue where we left off, does he?' A heated blush rising to her face; in addition to other places, Lilith simply took a breath and opened the door. Holding her bag-like purse in her hand as she turned around to face him. Thankfully for Lilith's nerves, the stairwell was brightly lit...unlike an elevator.
Feeling the door close behind them more than actually seeing it, Lilith opened her mouth to speak and get everything out as quickly as possible when Aleister's hands gripped her waist and pulled her body into his own. Immediately aflame the instant she felt his touch; by the time their fronts pressed together Lilith's physical excitement could no longer escape her notice. Especially since the evidence of her excitement was pressing into his chest.
"We're in private now, sweetie."
Had a record been playing in the background, it would have scratchingly stopped playing with a start in that exact moment when Lilith's eyes widened. ' Did he just call me 'Sweetie'?' Confused beyond measure, Lilith felt her reserves well up in her chest, her full defences shooting up to remove whatever signs of innocense had been present on her face. Lilith felt the kiss on her forehead and allowed the smidgeon of a lustful grin to contort her face. ' He's toying with me.' Comforted in that knowledge, Lilith decided to play along by folding her arms around his neck and pouting her lips cutely. ' So thats what you want; hmm?'
" Aleister, You already know that I want you; or you'd have to be stupid." Lilith smiled and tossled her hair in a playful display; she was teasing with the man, and Lilith assumed he knew it. Unable to hide the desire glistening in her eyes, Lilith locked her gaze with his own to use it to her advantage. Not wanting to leave the man any possible doubts that she still wanted to continue where they left off. Realizing she was becoming distracted, she sat up strait and replied after removing the lust which had previously clouded her vocal texture.' Best not dilly dally...'
" So you must have been surprised that I ran into the bathroom balling my eyes out when we were so close to..." Lilith's face became a bright scarlet and she teasingly bit her lip before continuing where she left off. Slowly working a more serious texture back into the atmosphere with every passing word.
" --Well...To be honest with you, I havn't had sex in almost ten years. At least it was a very long time ago; and after the last time I thought that I was pregnant. But, when I told my boyfriend he ditched me. It was of course a false alarm, but we didn't use a condom...and I just didn't want to be the one sitting there holding a pregnancy test all by myself again. At least if for some reason these--" Lilith opened her bag enough to reveal the red box she had purchased earlier that morning.
" Don't work, then I wont be feeling like an idiot, blaming myself, for something I could have controlled. I'm all for having fun. I mean, after all these years I could certainly use it; But I just don't want to be stupid about it...While we were...*ahmm* I remembered what it felt like all those years ago, and I didn't want to risk a repeat performance." Lilith wet her lips with her tongue to delay the moment long enough to breathe. She wasn't finished with her declaration; but she had been honest enough to maneuver the conversation towards her desired goal. As her platinum hair fell gently to frame her face, Lilith looked back up from Aleister's chest. Only then noticing that she had been distracting her gaze, Lilith realized she had done so because sharing that brief glimpse into her life required a tender emotion to be displayed within her eyes. Sharing eye-contact at that point would have been 'too personal' for Lilith to desire being with Aleister.
" So. I have now purchased a happy solution, and there will be no more crying fits you don't want to see. I...uh...rented a motel room for tonight. So, if your willing to waste the time warming me up, we could go there now." Lilith only hesitated to nibble her lip and press her chest into his. Barely hinting what was already a blatantly obvious suggestive invitation. Continuing briefly; Lilith wanted to add the final question to the end of her declaration. Believing that all the pieces of her little game were positioned at just the right places.
" But, if you want a fling to last a few nights instead of one, I'm sure we could find a closet. If you f*** as good as you kiss, I'd be interested in extending our brief time together."
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Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}
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Posted: Thu Dec 16, 2010 5:04 pm
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Aleister wanted to hold her as tight as he could as he listened to her speak. It shocked him, there was no way he could understand how someone could be celibate for ten years. He could never understand a pregnancy scare. He wasn't a woman, he had never had to even deal with a girl after that one night stand. He suddenly felt bad for every girl he had slept with, did he cause any pregnancy scares? Were there some abortions caused because of him? He shook the thought from his head. If any of that had happened, he would have a million people on his tail. He tried to keep eye contact with her as much as possible. He, for some odd reason, wanted to make sure she was alright.
He watched her reach for her purse and show off the glorious box of condoms. He bit his tongue, as if she pulled out a revolver. He grinned, knowing what she was offering. He knew she wanted him as much as he wanted her, but he somehow felt tainted, as if someone had lifted a veil in front of his eyes. This wasn't just some girl anymore, she wasn't just a girl he really wanted to get in the pants of. She suddenly meant something. It felt weird to Ally. He grinned again and reached forward to tuck a stray hair behind her ear. His hand grasped her chin as he bent forward and pressed his lips against hers. He didn't try anything other than gently pushing their lips together. His eyes even closed for the half second he kissed her. He pulled away and opened his dark eyes.
"I don't want to make you do anything, I hope you know." He closed her purse with the other hand as he caressed her cheek with the other. "Your invitation intrigues me," he closed the little distance they had and pressed his lips against her ear to whisper. "And I don't think you know how badly I'd like to." He backed away but continued to hold her cheek in the palm of his hand.
"I'm not meaning to force anything on you, I'm not going to break this sexless streak of yours unless you tell me you want to." He already knew she wanted to, but he wanted it to be clear of his own intentions. Yes, he wanted to have sex with her. He loved sex, it was the greatest feeling. (That still doesn't make him a nymphomaniac, stop those thoughts, right now.) Aleister pointed to her purse and winked, knowing what was inside there. The motel idea was intriguing, and he wanted it to happen. He hadn't had the chance to release himself since the prior night with her, the mood had passed and he felt awkward just doing it to get it over with. "Lead the way, Lilly."
❝The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.If I don't let myself be happy now -- then when?❞
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 2:49 am
♆♆♆♆♆♆☽~Lilith Love Henderson~☾♆♆♆♆♆♆
{I'll seek you out, Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain.}
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Still playing along, Lilith wrapped her arms around Aleister’s neck again when he lightly kissed her. Smiling a cute little smile, she listened to Ally’s words with a giggle escaping her lips. ‘ Aww, he‘s trying to be sweet on me.’ Convinced that he was playing until until Aleister softy snapped the little clip of her purse getly closed. ‘ I‘m already a done deal, why is he being extra affectionate?’ An expression of confusion just hinted its presence on her face at the feel of his hand on her cheek. Oh just relax and enjoy it, if your not going to enjoy it now then when? Not wanting any such questions to fill her head and ruin their night, Lilith smiled and mentally chuckled. ‘ Like this man can make me do anything.’
Feeling Aleister’s body press against her own, Lilith’s eyes closed in satisfaction at the sensation of his voice whispering so deliciously into her ear. All her nerves shivering as exactly what he said registered in her brain. Exhaling a shaky gasp, Lilith slowly opeed her weighted eyelids upon feeling Aleister moving away from her. Completely unaware that her fingers had been clutching his shoulders with animalistic carnality. Blushing, Lilith exhaled a breath to try and postpone building up the flames within her body until they were alone in her hotel room. However, seeing as she had told him her little secret; her inexperience seemed to Lilith to be a reasonable excuse to allow her cheeks to remain pink or scarlet in his presence.
“ I’m not meaning to force anything on you, I’m not going to break this sexless streak of yours unless you tell me you want to.”
Unable to contain the desire from burning within her expressive eyes, Lilith clamped her teeth down on her lip as she stoop up on her tiptoes and pulled on Ally’s fishnet top to alert the man that, though she was tall, he would need to bend a little bit if she was going to whisper into his ear. Perhaps surprising the man, Lilith lightly nibbled on Aleister’s earlobe before pulling her lips away from the skin with an almost-kiss like noise. Only then heatedly whispering a little secret of her own into his ear:
“ Aleister...I meant what I said in the elevator, and I was disappointed you never made a move.” Hesititating a moment, she nipped on his earlobe and lifted her right thigh around his hip. The temperature of her nether-region against his own speaking louder than her whispered comments could. " But if you need to hear it again...I want you" Delaying the removal of her thigh by using the muscles in her foreleg to press their bodies even closer together below the belt. Hastily removing her leg after that moment and walking towards the door before Aleister could reply, Lilith set her delicate hand on the knob and began to turn it.
“ Well the room is on the thirty-second floor, so…you best start running.” Playfully baiting her hopeful lover with the little joke, Lilith wet her lips and flashed a rather naughty grin before exiting the brightly enclosed space into the hallway. Hurriedly pacing her gothic boot-covered feet towards the elevator. Her ears pricked in the hope of hearing the sound of his heavy footsteps behind her.
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Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}
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He felt himself grin, his head lowered and his hair fell in his face. He just knew that the shadow hit his face just right, he could feel it. There was a moment of great relief as Lillith spoke those dazzling words. She started for the elevator and he couldn't help but follow. He watched the elevator doors open for the girl, she stepped inside and he started to reach for the doors. Before they shut, he stuck his hand between the doors and they opened for him. He winked, "Darlin', I'll meet you downstairs." He just wanted to make her wait. Ally knew that he would step in that elevator and ravish her right then and there. He couldn't do that, that wouldn't be civil. He backed away from the elevator finally and let the doors close. He looked down at his attire and felt it was quite suited for the situation.
Aleister spun around and headed for the stairs. He would take his sweet little time walking down the stairs. If she beat him at the room, it would just be better that way. Her anticipation always lead to the best, by her of course means every girl he ever slept with. Ally's experience was always that he had to leave the girl in anticipation. He forgot how many flights of stairs he was walking, but he didn't care. All he had to remember was the thirty second floor, it would take a lot of walking but he would get there. He let out a huff and a puff as he marched down the stairs, the excitement running through his veins. Ally finally found himself on the floor. He waited by the elevator while looking down the hallways. He wasn't sure what direction to go in, though. He just waited, maybe she'd be looking for him, too. He leaned against the wall and started thinking about what would happen behind closed doors. He thought about how hard she would breathe into his neck, how her nails would dig through his hair. A devious smirk fell upon his lips.
'This girl is going to get what she deserves,' He chuckled at himself as he crossed his arms over his chest. 'and she is going to like it.' He leaned his head back and let his dark eyes shut. He waited to hear her voice call out to him eagerly, he wanted to hear it in her voice. He wanted to hear how much she wanted this. It was a thrill to get girls' attentions, a wild chase, and when she finally succumbed to his ways it was more than satisfactory. Although a twinge of guilt ate at the pit of stomach for thinking such thoughts. He kept forgetting that this wasn't just some girl. She was Lillith, she had a name, she was his rival, she was beautiful and smart. He had to stop thinking of her as just a girl. Aleister had to remind himself that her name was Lillith, or Lilly. He wanted everything to be perfect, underneath all his demeanors he couldn't help but want his time with Lilly to be kind of romantic, not just lust filled. Although he had a feeling Lillith would want to be ravaged and not filled with mushy gushy romance. It was the anticipation, Aleister guessed, it always got to the girls.
❝The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.If I don't let myself be happy now -- then when?❞
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Posted: Thu Jan 06, 2011 1:31 am
♆♆♆♆♆♆☽~Lilith Love Henderson~☾♆♆♆♆♆♆
{I'll seek you out, Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain.}
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Lilith couldn't help but nibble her lip in devious delight as she walked towards the elevator. Believing she felt footsteps behind her, Lilith did not even turn around. ' if he -wants- to follow me, I'm not going to stop him.' Pressing her feminine hand to the 'down' button, the door immediately opened and Lilith found herself momentarily short of breath. If Aleister followed her inside the elevator...Lilith knew what she would do to him. ' Somehow; I doubt he would stop me.' However, as Lilith turned around upon entering the miniature room, she was only able to glimpse the freakishly tall man behind her long enough for the doors to begin to close. Not even having time to form a mock-pout expression, his hand caught between the doors and forced the elevator open. ' Hmm...This seems too easy...' Lilith pondered to herself with a playful pout to her lips...However, that was before he winked. Seeing that wink Aleister made forced chills down Liliths spine, and upon nibbling her lip once more, she knew in her gut that this man had another trick up his sleeve. At least, Lilith certainly hoped so.
"Darlin', I'll meet you downstairs."
' There it is! Now -that- is definetely like him.', her face blossoming with a mischevious, cheshire, grin at the mention of his phrase. Gasping a heated pant-like laugh, Lilith let her body plop against the wall of the elevator as she began to teasingly shake her head. ' That rascal...called me 'darlin'.', Her playfully raised eyebrow was the last image Aleister would have had of her mischevious face as the doors closed and parted them. Breathing out in a gentle pout not unexpected of from her slight disappointment, Lilith sucked on the roof of her mouth contemplatively as she raised her boot to 'stop' the elevator. Whether he was in the chamber with her or not, Lilith would have pushed that button at some point anyway. Feeling the elevator come to a sudden stop caused her to giggle at almost tripping in surprise. ' He's going to walk down thirty flights of stairs?' Lilith shook her head. ' Well if he still has energy left afterwards all the power to him.', with that lilith laughed and pulled the box of condoms out of her purse, squinting her eyes as she read the fine print.
" Contains thirty-two condoms; hmm?", Lilith laughed and opened the box.
" Lets make sure shall we?", The woman thought with a giggle as she sat down on the elevator floor and proceeded to remove the entire contents of her purse to sort via color-code, value, and size before counting the 32 condoms and shoving them back inside the box. Only then pushing the elevator button, Lilith knew the man wouldn't be in the hallway yet; but, she had decided it would be best if she kept her attention fixated upon something other than sexual fantasies so that she was not the pathetic worm crying in the hotel room because he was purposefully taking his time.
Unlocking her room, Lilith had just enough time to dawdle about and change into something more comfortable. Changing to outfits three times, Lilith settled on a white -cotton- t-shirt that was so long that it just barely covered her unmentionables. Had she been three inches shorter it would be a minidress, and it was only for the sake of fashion that she occassionally wished she was a little shorter.
Ruffling her white blonde hair in front of the bathroom mirror, Lilith propped one leg up on the counter to inspect herself and ensure that she had not missed any portions of her leg with the razor blade. Seeing herself as clean and satisfactory with a touch more eye-liner on her pretty face, Lilith removed her socks...as well as a few other things; and, clasped an anklet around her right ankle. Like always Lilith had black painted toe-nails, and like usual they could stay perfect for weeks. ' I'll keep him guessing on whether or not I'm wearing anything -under- this form-fitting T.' Satisfied with her appearance, Lilith put on Roxx's seashell-twine necklace for good measure before sitting down on the edge of her bed and waiting. Five minutes passed. Nay; perhaps ten. ' The man never asked what room I'm in...Is he going to stand me up?' Lilith's eyebrows furrowed together in anger as she crossed her arms and expelled a heated breath. Maybe he expects you to go out -looking- for him. I hardly doubt a man like that would waste his time saying: Lilly! outside every room on the thirty-second floor. Not denying the logic in that, Lilith pranced to the door and slowly opened it. Looking both ways as if she was crossing the street before another mischevious smile crossed over her face.' Well...well...well...there he is.'
Unable to keep from holding onto the doorknob from the knee-weakening reaction of seeing Aleister leaning against the wall with his arms crossed over his chest regally like dracula. ' Dracula has competition.' Allowing her blushing face to bloom from a mental giggle, another glint if devious mischief blossomed in her eyes as she let the door slide open to walk out half a foot and turn her body towards him. Lifting her right knee up against the side of the door to modestly hide her unmentionables from view. If the man hadn't noticed her seductive display enough by then, Lilith pressed her stomach to the wall to press her lithe little body to the barrier of the wall and gently caress her thigh against the wall that faced him. The anklet danging beneath the lamp light. Knowing his eyes would open up to quite the sight, Lilith held back a giggle as she lustfully nibbled upon her lower lip and called to him.
" Hey Ally...", Liltih spoke in a seductive tone only loud enough to gain his attention before lowering her thigh in an ending caress and allowing the door to slip -mostly- closed behind her. Figuring the man to be the chasing type, she had surrendered enough of her dominance to intrigue the man without caving in like a lust-driven animal and running outside to drag him into the room. ' If he wants me, he can walk a little more.'
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Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}
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