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 Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2010 9:25 am
Jonathonn SOEP ONE Jonathonn Last night my girlfriend left me. In eighteen days we would have been together for a year. Last night I also attempted suicide. I changed my mind splitsecond. I don't want sympathy; I just want to talk to someone who understands. I consider you guys fairly close friends.. I just thought I should say something to you. Don't let it phase you, learn from it, that's one of life's hard lessons. Here's a little story I heard a while back, listen carefully... There was a guy, and his wife had left him after 5 years of marriage. But he didn't seem sad at all, so I asked him "Why aren't you upset?" and he said, "I just lost somebody who didn't really love me, but she just lost somebody who really did." Moral of the story? You shouldn't beat yourself up over someone who didn't really care, because she's the one who actually lost something. Do you understand? You're still young, and this s**t happens to EVERYONE at some point of their lives. The best thing you can do is learn from it, and move on as soon as possible. IT'S NOT HEALTHY TO DWELL OVER BULLSHIT! LIVE & LEARN cool She did care, Soep. She still cares about me.. her feelings just changed. She's been going through a lot.. I am not mad at her; I cannot be. I love her. Love is nonexistent.
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2010 9:17 am
That is merely an opinion, Drool.
So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do.
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Posted: Sun Sep 19, 2010 7:11 pm
Jonathonn That is merely an opinion, Drool. So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do. It's more of a impression given to me by her.
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 4:28 am
Mister Chowduh Jonathonn That is merely an opinion, Drool. So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do. It's more of a impression given to me by her. Just shut the ******** up.
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2010 11:36 am
Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn That is merely an opinion, Drool. So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do. It's more of a impression given to me by her. Just shut the ******** up. Don't take it so personal. I wasn't even talking about whomever you think I'm talking about. Damn.
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2010 5:04 pm
Mister Chowduh Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn That is merely an opinion, Drool. So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do. It's more of a impression given to me by her. Just shut the ******** up. Don't take it so personal. I wasn't even talking about whomever you think I'm talking about. Damn. Oh, nevermind then. *awkwaaaard* Sorry, just been very upset recently. ...<3
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2010 6:10 pm
Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn That is merely an opinion, Drool. So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do. It's more of a impression given to me by her. Just shut the ******** up. Don't take it so personal. I wasn't even talking about whomever you think I'm talking about. Damn. Oh, nevermind then. *awkwaaaard* Sorry, just been very upset recently. ...<3 I'll toss ya a "Get Outta Jail Free" Card. wink
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2010 9:58 am
Mister Chowduh Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn That is merely an opinion, Drool. So today I sorta just went out and did parkour/freerunning. Lots of awesome spots I never knew existed around here, it was just fun as hell to do. It's more of a impression given to me by her. Just shut the ******** up. Don't take it so personal. I wasn't even talking about whomever you think I'm talking about. Damn. Oh, nevermind then. *awkwaaaard* Sorry, just been very upset recently. ...<3 I'll toss ya a "Get Outta Jail Free" Card. wink wtf is going on? confused
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The Committee Staff Member
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2010 12:48 pm
SOEP ONE Mister Chowduh Jonathonn Mister Chowduh Jonathonn Just shut the ******** up. Don't take it so personal. I wasn't even talking about whomever you think I'm talking about. Damn. Oh, nevermind then. *awkwaaaard* Sorry, just been very upset recently. ...<3 I'll toss ya a "Get Outta Jail Free" Card. wink wtf is going on? confused
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2010 2:10 pm
What'd I doo today...
-Planned out the next canvas I'm doing. Might take a while; I've got no paaiint!
-Went to Michaels and got myself a dope thick yellow sharpie posterpaint marker. I don't rack, but I sorta regret not racking the red one they had along with the yellow. O-o
-Did schoolstuff?
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Posted: Wed Sep 22, 2010 6:18 pm
Today I learned to not give a ******** about those who've hurt me. I haven't felt this good since March 28th. ******** YOU SUSIE! mrgreen
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 4:32 am
I've got my first heartbreak to thank. If it never happened, I would've never found graffiti. My only love, next to Mary Jane. wink
Graffiti was my outlet to rage my emotions on the world. That s**t got me up. cool
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 1:06 pm
Babysat this morning for my cousin.
Blowing half the money in paint in like 15 minutes, dropping a collab with my boy ZUSE. (Save -- Changed his woorrrrd)
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Babysitting AGAIN tonight, but this time for my sister.
Tomorrow either I'm bombing with two other kids (Dash/Pixy), or me and Zuse are doing another collab, different tunnel.
Or sitting around the house doing nothing. That's pretty epic too. =D
I SHALL BRING PHOTOGRAPHIC EVIDENCE, MY FRIENDS.
p.s.MyCanControlStillSuuuucks.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2010 3:01 pm
Jonathonn Babysat this morning for my cousin. Blowing half the money in paint in like 15 minutes, dropping a collab with my boy ZUSE. (Save -- Changed his woorrrrd) -- Babysitting AGAIN tonight, but this time for my sister. Tomorrow either I'm bombing with two other kids (Dash/Pixy), or me and Zuse are doing another collab, different tunnel. Or sitting around the house doing nothing. That's pretty epic too. =D I SHALL BRING PHOTOGRAPHIC EVIDENCE, MY FRIENDS. p.s.MyCanControlStillSuuuucks.
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Posted: Sun Sep 26, 2010 2:04 pm
Jonathonn Babysat this morning for my cousin. Blowing half the money in paint in like 15 minutes, dropping a collab with my boy ZUSE. (Save -- Changed his woorrrrd) -- Babysitting AGAIN tonight, but this time for my sister. Tomorrow either I'm bombing with two other kids (Dash/Pixy), or me and Zuse are doing another collab, different tunnel. Or sitting around the house doing nothing. That's pretty epic too. =D I SHALL BRING PHOTOGRAPHIC EVIDENCE, MY FRIENDS. p.s.MyCanControlStillSuuuucks. Practice, practice, practice. Steady hands little homie. cool
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